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1/30/08
Iguessistilllikesyou Oh well..i miss you.. im soo sturborn,just wont admit it until now oh shittt...jus cause of that guy... man...feel soo guilty noww.. i like a guy in my class..*blush*.. and donoe why,i feel mad with myselff... cause i feel like i shudnt fall for a guy after you... eventhough our 'bgr' had ended long time ago.. you've been like my primary scool superhero for sayy...2 yrs?i cant forget it all just like that,can i? i noe i was the one who called whatever we had between us off.. but why..oh why am i the one who cant seem to forget you while ur really having funn..btw,ur new gf veri preetie leyyss... pandai carik gf! I guesss i regretted..but what am i supposed to do now? i cant help the way i feel..Oh god,help me.. Oh why...All of this must be a chivalrous... i cant just simply say 'i want you back' rite.. cause what it u have already gotten over me... my dear,i wann u to be happie.. and theres no way u'll be happie wit me if i jus simply do that... Just now,in scool,i saw a look-alike of you.. that spoiled my day,cause rite then i realised Ive been missing you all alongg.. haishh.. i miss all the fone calls we madee... i miss seeing u trail behind me with ur fwens after scool.. i miss tat time..when the p4 kid pull my hair like nobody's bussiness... u were..oh soo protective over me... haizz.... but now,things are soo much more different,arent they? We are in different schools.. we dun normally chat even when both are onlinee.. u normally put 'Busy' when chat also,a lot of things are replaced with 'ahah' 'haha' 'yeap' 'yup' and 'whateverr'.. and im usually the person who start the conversation gentleman..?? But still,one thing remains unchanged... that love of mine..it will never be replaced.. u read my diary right? you know a lot of things right? u read the 'never be replaced' song right? that will never change... So get this straight,I still love you. Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment.Read and DUN criticise! 1/27/08 AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant believe itttttt!!!i jus cut my hair....and omg...I LOOK HEINOUSS!!!!!!Stupid hairdresser for cutting my hair too shortt...stupid sis for accompanying me to the shopp...Stupid 2nd sis for saying my old hair looks dry when she noes it looks fine..stupid mum for saying my hair old hair too long..stupid third sis for sayin 'Stupid!why u go cut ur hair..erh u noe i wan to go for hair extension to have ur kind of hair and u jus simply cut it away??!!'sooo i was like ...'u assholes!!why didnt u tell me earlierr??'and she was like 'u neva ask..' i swear to god i'll skin her alive when she comes back home.. Ok wateverr..MY HAIR SUXX!!!!!Its soo goddamn short...and its soo ugly..my gawd..and my dad was like 'alahhh if u preety u cut ur hair like kiamchai oso still preety lerr..' i was like..yaa rite..coz the first time he saw me he was like totally freak out..Omg,i miss my long bouncing natural black long hair with my ohh soo beautiful curls....Omg why did i cut aniwae...Zura ur soooo stupiddddd!!!!!!!! Ok well...todae everything went bad...i vomitted...my prepaid low...my hair...im pening nak mamposs...havent do my hmwk..wah seyyy...HMWKK!!!!!!!!!HVNT DOO!!!!!Oh shittt....looks like i wont get to watch the disney channel show...what is is called erhhh...ok forgett itt... MY HAIRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! (oh well,looks doesnt matter niwae..SAYS WHOO??) Maizurah has penned down HerrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment..Read and DUN criticise!! 1/25/08 Ok well today ,again,IM PISSED OFF!!i really donoe wads becoming of me..i keep gtting angry..and donoe why i keep vomitting..oh and my head is like always spinning..well watever..this is a blog,soo i guess need to tell u bout todae..haiz.. Well todae went to scool early for healthy lifestyle..spotted hashim and punched his back..he spread rumours saying i like the guy beside mie,zul..tts like sooooooooooo not true..since then hashim was like running away from me,though we played catching in class todae..We are soo childish! Then during groupwork donoe why i was more irritated with my groupmate's crap than usual..Thingy,my groupmate keep getting me paranoid...same mcm zul..men-siakkan betol! Okay then science got speed test..i studied so the test was kinda manageable..after that realised i didnt do my homework..and zul was like "teacherrr!!!Integrity in process..she didnt do her work!!!"and mr foo looked at me..then at me..instead he scolded zul for being soo busybody..then my foo jus said to me that i can hand in after scool..soo i was like 'oh right..sure..'and zul was like ..man,hes face was like a deflated balloon,jus that a balloon doesnt have a face..hmm..oh well.. after that geo..didnt understand a word the teacher said..Geo sucks! so in all,i had a bad day. Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment.Read and DUN criticise!! 1/23/08 He completed my day larhh seyy...Not HIMM!!!I meant Him...(Raffael ko jangan nak perasan!)todae got the tip..Talent identification program..but they onlie test 4 ccas..and i got accepted to all..well except for the band..ahah..I wanna join basketball..Yes,Haikal and Midzi please DO NOT LAUGH!Okok..or netball...but still i feel crappy over the last's day incident...I still feel like the tissue i jus used..used and thrown away..sometimes needed desperately..and sometimes jus chucked to one side..care to cheer me up guys? Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment..Read and DUN criticise! 1/21/08 Met my ex,Raffael..Haishh...Sweet memories..Bitter ones too...*sigh* My dear,u claimed u loveD mie..Soo why did i find u with another girl?? Guys are real jerks... So i was like 'Erh hi..'..then i walk away..cudnt bear to see him... Sometimes i wondered why why eu cud be so unkind when i realise the funniest thing was me who believe everything dat u said! Haiz..My feelings at that moment was indescrible..It was all jumbled up..I was happy coz i saw him after like a few mnths..I was sad coz now then i saw him..angry cause saw him with a girl...estatic coz that girl was taller than him..Mad cause the girl was obviously one year older than him! Disgusted cause he was holding the girl's hand(he neva dare touch mie..least touch my hand!) To my Dear Raffael Radzin Bin Rashid, How could you be sooo...sooo unfilial to me..You came into my life..offered me a lot of things to share..took mie to the greatest place that i've never been..But sadly,u just made me realise that ur jus one pathetic piece of CRAP IN MA LIFE!Dun say sorie..Cause it wont work..Ive foreva been soo stupid..every time u say sorie..i will be like 'okay..takpe..not ur fault..'soo my dear,whos the tough chiq now?? Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment.Read and DUN criticise!! 1/19/08 Sorie...I didnt post any blogs for the past few days...i was sick...but of coz i went to scool..okayy the last few days nothing happened...yesterday went madrasah...hate my class..i noe noone seyy!!!!sooo i was like...listening to my psp songs instead of listening to their crap.....ahah...earpiece are such useful inventions!there was like this two girls from my class which keep saying 'omggg!!realli..i cnt believe tt..tts like,,soo wateverr..omgg!!omgg!!soo now u stead wit who??omgg!!him??hes such a hottie..omgg!!' well yeah,i was like whatever,LOSERS!!!unfortunately,i was sitting right in front of them soo i was forced to hear this nonsense...finalie madrasah ended....went back ome...ate..slepttt...oh and when it rain,count the number of raindrops... Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory.Read and DUN criticise! 1/14/08  Ok..Im feeling really pissed right noww!!Jus now in class donoe why my eyes cannot keep open...Its not dat im sleepy..donoe lahh..pedih seyy...and tt Zul beside was like 'Maizurah are u crazy??!'Macam siak seyy..Then during the group work the lunatics in my group were like fooling around..like shitt lahh they all..and wanna noe wad they were talking about???they were tlking about boys stuff which is unmentionable here!and then suddenly the teacher came over and said 'it'll be ur turn next.'..i was like..wth...then of coz we were rushing madly coz we dun have time to think of a group name soo we just called ourself humans...then when reach home i studied(DRILL TAWW!)for two hours..at four i was like tired,soo i on the television laa while studying..my mum came back and was like 'ERH U KOL THIS STUDYING??THIS IS NOT EVEN CLOSE TO STUDYING!U DUN PRETEND UR STUDYING!NOW UR IN SEC ONE..STUDY HARDER..IF U CONTINUE UR RUBBISH LIKE THIS,U'LL END UP IN NORMAL TECH!IM NOT JOKING!' i was like..wth...it was likee soo infuriating...EEEEEEEE!!!im still soo angry now!!feel soo fucked up seyy...Now u understand why storms and hurricanes are have female names?? Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment.Read and DUN criticise! 1/12/08 I woke up with a headache seyy todaee!!Kite peningggg!!!!!Credits to Apul...Yesterday play soccer..pastu si siak tu pegi tendang right on my head...i was like 'YOU FUCKING PIECE OF SHITTTT!'..And there he was...smiling at mie..Full of SHITTT seyyy youu!!!Abeh i went up...Umairah accompany..Sakit sungguh my head...si Saiful tu kan..mcm siak jek...Ok i gtg..going shoppe with umairah... Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment.Read and DUN criticise!  glitter-graphics.com (And thats the honest truth!) 1/11/08 Smart People Doesnt Come With A Cheap Personality,MIND MINDD!!Say or do watever u wan but ur the person whos gonna get mad and im gonna be the person who DOESNT CARE! 1/10/08  IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EMBARASSED!!!You see,yesterdae i went to admiralty with my dad...My dad last minute ask him to follow him..soo off i go...And i was wearing a short flowy skirt with a baggy Teletubies t-shirt and crocs shoes!!!Can u imagine how i look??!!..I look absolute heinous!!..and thats not the so-called best part...Theres still more to come.. well,then reach prime...my dad like usually ask me to take wadeva i want..then when i finish raiding the whole shop,i came back to my dad..he was talking to his fwen..and the worst thing was that the son is my madrasah fwennnnn!!!!!!!!!!soo embarassing seyy!!!And he was like looking at me upside down seyy...why did i wore a teletubies shirt????????!!!!!!!!!It was soooooooo embarrasing.. Ok arhh fine...ifthats noe enough at the cashier when scanning the stuff then my dad realised jus how much i bought for myself..Ok ok..i agree its a lil bit over the top but..That mie isnt it??...my dad said 'erhh banyaknyerr beli!Mummy tak masak ke?'and also,my madrasah fwen hearddd ittt!!!HE WAS LAUGHINGGG!!!!!!!Im soo not looking forward to madrasah tomorrow...SHITTTTTTT!! Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment..Read and DUN criticise!! Ok end of scool!!!Funnie seyy the dance lessons..We did this elephant dance..man,i looked like a freak with broken arms sia when i did that..Graceful elephant KEBABAII!!!!!Then after that when going down the staircase suddenly my skirt clasp open..ahah..luckily my skirt didnt go all the way down..and luckily i was wearing my shorts.. Then somebody shove me and i nearly topple over the stairs if not for Siti..Thx Babe!Stupid sia they all..soo immature..u noe wad they were doing?they were pulling each other shorts down..Ahaha...Soo bad seyy they all..Luckily girls are not like that..If nott...Dunie nie da kiamat seyy!!! After that got chinese..Instead of learning chinese,my class was busy laughing coz before that Lu Lao She pronounced our name wrongly..And i mean each and everyone's name..Haishh...She may be verie good at chinese but in prouncing our name,she officially sux! Maizurah has penned down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory for this moment..Read and DUN criticise! Soo Called Love+Sacrifice=Misery 1/9/08 (The continuation of the earlier shitt..) Yawnn!!Jus wake up from my soo called 'beauty' sleep.. Ok..Did i miss anything out??Oh yeah..The camp...Goodness,that was kickass fun!!The games were verie nice...But I still prefer the time when we go to sleep..Instead of sleeping,we were flashing our torches at people's face ..Then after we got tired we began babbling bout all the nonsense we could come out with...SHITTT larhh we all..Then after dat wanna noe wad we did??We actually rolled and jumped about in our sleeping tents..Acting like some mabuk pocongss! Giler seyy kiteorangg!!! Then we jus about to pull this girl's sleeping bag outside..As in pull the sleeping's bagg outside the dorm..Soo dat means she will be like sleeping outside of the dorm..But our plan lopsided coz the marshall was taking shifts to patrol the dorms.. But yeah..It was funn...I love all the SHITTT me and Nabilah did..Hmm...We were all soo crazy in the campfire...I keep shouting like as though im possesed...Sweet memories.. Soo the next day was our departure time..Before that we actually supposed to clean the school!!!DAMN!I dun even clean my own room,the school??!!Ahaha..My class was asigned at the field..Luckily not the toilet..But even at the field also me and nabilah were playing a fool..Instead of cleaning,we were busy acting and singing rubbish as though we were some Hindustans.. Then after that we can go back liaoo..Haisshh..Bestnyerrr..Then wanna noe the most amazing thing??The guy that i like were in the buss!!!Yipeee...Soo instead of paying attention to Nabilah's crap,i paid attention to him..Haishh...Boys are such interesting creatures...Heheee..Alahh the bus trip was soo short sia..I alighted before him...The fab thing was that out of the corner of my eyes,i saw him checking me out..Heeheee..Then reached home without bothering to bathe(didnt get to bathe earlier)i slept...And slept..And slept..Till 8...Heeeheee.. Maizurah Has Penned Down HerrrBeautifulCinderellaStory For This Moment.Read And DUN Criticise! 1/8/08  The seventh day of school..Its starting to annoy me..The usual 'Disciplin is the key of success' is really starting to get me irritated...Riverside is really WHATEVER!Alahh...Aku rindu Greenwood larhh seyyy!!!Then my form teacher soo annoying..He(its a he!) expects us to know every single thang.. Wa piang...Secondary One soo damn difficult larhh sia!!Need to learn Chinese oso u noee!!!Then my mum teach me Arab some more(Failed FOUR times!)...Boo Hoo...Immm soo not gonna have time for my social interactions with ma peers..Whats more my going to be boy-friend...Some sort larhh erk!ahaha..I told you i love you ryte.This can't be summer love,you'll see!Heeeheee My kepale da start pening seyy..From Lit to Chinese..From Chinese to arab...From Arab to the keyboard practices...The list seems endless...Bored??Hell yeah i amm!! Oh and have i told you that theres three guys in my class tts really cute?And they are like ever soo funnie..hehe...Sit infront of them some more..heeheee..Ok im starting to get irritating..Dun worie their pics are gonna come in later..heehee..(and she continues to sy 'Heehee' for a while..To Be Continued...) Maizurah has penned down her BeautifulCinderella Storyfor this moment.Read and DUN criticise! |
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