**Hello,
i rockk .
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5/22/08
My world is crumbling.. i donoe why... everything is soo bad now... theres just soo many things and soo little time.. i feel like quitting school.. i feel like stuffing myself with panadols.. i feel like mutating myself... i feel like killin myself... its just soo difficult now.. i failed maths by one mark.. and my dad have not been told.. oh gawd...everything is just soo bad.. i wanna die..honestly.. im soo scared of eveything now.. and i donoe how to let it all out.. crying??thats what im doing.. shouting??i don't think it helps.. u tell me agh,even if i do all this shit,my problems still there rite? omg,i niddd Crystal...i love her man.. shes soo sympathetic... i feel soo badd.... i donoe what to do... in secondary school rite now, i dun really have a close friend... i dun have a confidante... why did all these things happen in secondary school life... i studied more.. i made more,much more good deeds.. i dun have a boyfriend... im decent as can be!!! why can like this.... Are You There God?Its Me, Maizurah.Will You Please Help Me Out? |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |