**Hello,
i rockk .
|
9/30/08
Sick Of Trying Tired Of Crying Yea,Im Smiling But Inside Im Dying Is it just me or am i getting seriously emo these past few days.? i cried in school for 2 consecutive days? Like omg.. Dear 30th Aug 2008 crew, I dont think i wanna go for the 2nd outing.. Yes,i said i DID NOT want to go.. Its just that i feel left out.. Especially just now when you guys crowd around Grace's table and discussed where wanna go.. And apparently,nobody invited me, except for Yiqian AFTER i reminded her I feel like an extra you know.. And well,after kelvin said "Eh good lah she never come..It'll be more peaceful.." , It kind of hurt my feelings like greatly.. Resulting in me confirming not to go.. Fuck,i hate this shit man.. But nevermind, you guys just go.. I dont mind.. Yea right,Maizurah.. This sucks. Yes it truly does. Andd i dont know why, but im most disappointed with George.. Period. 9/19/08 Ok, so i'll try so update more often for my cutestuff haiqal 1/9.. So well todat had stupidd exams.. i guess it was okayy.. Mwahahhaha, who am i kidding? i think i screwed up! But watever lah eh.. whats done cannot be undone kan? Ok well, so today i could not fast,again.. So went to school with a box of Hello Panda.. It rawks lah! LOL Then yadayadaya.. Finally time to go home.. oh and the students from ____ are really pissing me off.. Keep saying they wanna fight, like some uncivilised hooligans liddat.. Be careful you guys, dont make me angry.. Cause if i do, im gonna hurt you more than Iswandi hurt Elias.. Trust me. Ok,and am now waiting patiently for Haiqal 1/9 to online... Damn,where is he..? 9/17/08 I'll update now. After much persuasion by Haiqal 1/9 Okehh, well so today i was not fasting.. soo i brought granola bar to eat SECRETLY.. Nobody notices excepptfor darling ash who sat in front of me.. So after assembly , went straight to malay class .. i did not know what happened, but ayuni and athirah suddenly came to us,looking scared. I asked them what happened, and they said that Iswandi was coming up to see illyas,cause apparently that stupid illyas pointed middle finger to Saifuddin Ok well, so Iswandi went up.. then he started slapping Illyas face... i thought he was joking So i couldnt care less... But then Iswandi punched Illyas eye , which then bled profusely.. Hot Damn! So the rest of the day, i guess it went fine.. I still prefer last friday.. Huahuahua! So, what can we learn from this incident? I learnt that we should 1)NOT GO LOOKING AROUND FOR TROUBLE LIKE SOME RETARDED PERSON 2)CHOOSE THE PERSON WE WANNA JOKE WITH CAREFULLY 3)CONTROL YOUR STUPID DESIRE TO SHOW MIDDLE FINGER AT SOMEONE 4)DONT BE STUPID AND SHOW MIDDLE FINGER TO ISWANDI 5)RIVERSIDE"S SEC ONE MALAY BOYS ARE ALL COWARDS 6)Iswandi is a good fighter.Period. So like seriously, what i said, they are all true kan? Nothing is inaccurate kan? Think about it. (Buat kite kite aje eh!) Eh korang, aku malu seii tadi sal the incident.. wahai lelaki-lelaki, takder sorang pon dari korang yang defended illyas.. Ape ni? Tak gune siol ade kawan mcm gini.. Watever lah eh, entah entah you guys were dazed, and cudnt react.. So tadi aku bilang mummy bout the incident nak tau ape die ckp? the FIRST thing she said was, 'Melayu kan budak tu?' What does this shows? It shows we,Muslims,have a VERY bad reputation .. 9/5/08 You, I dont know whats wrong with you. I viewed ur friendster. i was shocked to see you smoked. hey since when u start? Smoking is not cool.. Peer pressure..?? Hey please, im worried for your health, thats all.. Yes,umight say why i care im nothing to you,afterall But,please,i still care bout you. Youre my friend. It hurts when i found out bout that.. When i last met you, oh you really changed.. Since when do you do all those crap with ur gf..? My god, i felt seriously disgusted.. And to be honest, i felt like dirt.. you all go run off, do all the dirty stuff to satisfy your manly lust, leaving me and her looking lost.. I didnt know you would to that to me.. Sampai hati seii.. You changed lah.. Changed. Im disappointed in you. |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |