 Reading my last post, Gosh, i can't believe i was soo effing emo . Like ape jer Maizurah . So thank goodness, everything is back on track now . Except for something . But nono, i don't care about that anymore . Sunday's silat training cheered me up, like really cheered me up . Akusayangbudak-budaksilat. Something happened, and i know i won't forget it in a million years . Heees .
Abeh nari,sekolah gerek sungguh .Mdm Baya didnt come,and well,it made my day .One day off from learning Malay ,like please,sape tak suke ?And during Mother Tongue,Illyas was actually behaving quite well .Its like,today,for once,he was quite likeable .Woahh .And the rest of the day was oh-so-fun .Lepas sekolah went with Diyanah for NE Champ meeting ..Announcement of the day :Im performing tomorrow for International Friendship Day !
To people who spammed, Seriously, Aku sui-sui tak kesah kalau korang nak spam blog aku . Hating me just makes me more famous in school . So yeah, continue spamming, cause i don't care . And you, who said i was dark, da orang melayu sume gelap, nak buat macam mane kan ?Labels: Why Can't Chicken Fly High ?

Ohmygoshh,i miss those times,those times when i didnthave to worry about any single thing .I miss smiling,laughing .In school,i'll find myself crying at the oddest times .I'm stressed up, but with what ?Maybe with all the shitspeople keep giving me .Or maybe withthe insecurities i'm feeling now .Im sad .Sad after reading his blog post .Sad that he doesnt need me anymore Sad that b is acting like a major fucktard .Sad after finding out that Mira is actually b's ex .Sad that he still continued hanging out with her .Sad that he doesn't seem to care about me . Sad that he's forever busy .And most importantly,Sad that i'm slowly losing the ones that i care .Im desperate for the old Maizurah .The one, whos forever smiling .The one who never fails to puta smile on a person's face . The one who can talk shit for hours,and not feel bored . But no .Im breaking down .My bottle is going to pop . I can't take it anymore .I can't hold on . I know imslowly letting go . Ohh, its killing me softly . Ohh Maizurah .
To who it may concern, Whats up with you ni ? Tengah chat, abeh tak pasal-pasal you started melenting. I flirt around ? Tell me something, when the **** did i do that ? Sumpah, aku nak tahu . You're like finding fault with me lah . Im treating you like an effing spare part ? Please, let me open up your eyes for you . Its you dear . Its you . You go to me, then you start melenting . Tak tahu lah sebab ape . Im tired lah . Ehk, seriously, you know what ? I've already given up lah . Really . In everything . Its people like You, that makes me wake up every single day, feeling as shitty as shit . Really uh, i can't wait to get out of school . Seriously, I've really given up .
This shall be a short post .
I'm sorry dear . It's just too hard . I just can't hold on anymore, I have to let go . Theres just too many screw-ups now . Just too many now .
To you who spammed, Kepale otak kau uh sial . Asal ngan kau, kau bilang aku skarang ? Pukimak kau uh, sedap hati tekak kau jek maki-maki Diyanah mcm gitu . Ehk plabuto, die bestie aku tau ! Kalau nak kutok pon, kutok uh depan-depan . Sape mau layan sial kutok kat blog ? Kental ahh siallll . Diyanah nak act gangster ? Aku tanye kau skarang, Sape yang nak act gangster ni skarang ? Die ke Kau ? Kau datang blog orang takder care, abeh maki-maki . Sape yang act gangster, kau bilang aku skarang uh sial. Ehk jantan sial, ape ni boyfriend tak nak protect sume ? Nicholas tak mcm kau . Kau kedi, die tak . Ade difference tau . Alah, in the first place, Diyanah doesnt need her bf to fight for her in her fights tau. I know her, shes not liddat . So plabuto, back off uh .
Okaayy wait, im not being fair . Im not even sure its reaally Adam who spammed . It might be someone else . So to that person who spammed, you watch out . Aku sumpah aku takkan lepaskan kau .
Anddd to dearest Intan,Diyanah and Haiqal, thanks for being there for me . Akusayangkorangbanyakbanyak =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
Todayy, got my results . Im not gonna tell my results yet . So yeah, GO DIE OF SUSPENSE, PEOPLE ! Heh . Macamlah korang nak tau sangat . -.-
Seri Mardyana, Congrats for getting 100% for Maths Common Test . =))))))))
Diyanah Yusof, Ape siaa kau ? Aku ckp sincere siol . Kau nak brape sincere lagi uh? Kau bilang aku
Haikal Ismail, HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY! Sorry banget lambat wish . Aku terlupe uh birthday kau . HEH, Sorry . =]
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I'm single,
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I don't smoke,
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