**Hello,
i rockk .
3/28/09
 Ohmygoshh,i miss those times,those times when i didnthave to worry about any single thing .I miss smiling,laughing .In school,i'll find myself crying at the oddest times .I'm stressed up, but with what ?Maybe with all the shitspeople keep giving me .Or maybe withthe insecurities i'm feeling now .Im sad .Sad after reading his blog post .Sad that he doesnt need me anymore Sad that b is acting like a major fucktard .Sad after finding out that Mira is actually b's ex .Sad that he still continued hanging out with her .Sad that he doesn't seem to care about me . Sad that he's forever busy .And most importantly,Sad that i'm slowly losing the ones that i care .Im desperate for the old Maizurah .The one, whos forever smiling .The one who never fails to puta smile on a person's face . The one who can talk shit for hours,and not feel bored . But no .Im breaking down .My bottle is going to pop . I can't take it anymore .I can't hold on . I know imslowly letting go . Ohh, its killing me softly . Ohh Maizurah . |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |