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6/30/09
[Second post of the day] Whats with you ?So well, just stopped studying . I couldnt concentrate at all, cause felt really guilty bout something . Kept reading back all my sent messages instead of studying . So puas hati stoop jek kan ? Nyeknyeknyek . And i hadnt even finish Maths assignment yet . HEH, gasak die lah . Heeee . Oh darnit, Mai, stop saying gasak itu,gasak ini . Remember, because of this you lost him . So stop that word usage ! Wait, let me count to ten, then i'll move on . Im having flashbacks now . Yikes . Kay, sudah . Im glad tomorrow will be a short day . School ends at 1.15 yaww ! Andd the periods are like, so mcm slack gitu . Kay best . Oh and, i was thinking . Isit true that when you love a guy too much, he will no longer be attracted to you ? Cause well, thats how im feeling right now . :( Hey hunn . Kayfine, so tadi iread back my messages . Guess one of it is kinda rude. i tersalah cakap . Sorry uh . I wasnt sensitive to your feelings . Tapi you know me kann, thats how i text . You kalau marah pon jangan teros MIA uh . Bbual lah ngan i kalau u marah ke ape . When we were still together dulu you mcm gini . Takkan skarang, when we're just friends, you nak mcm gini jugak ? Something got to change for the better tau . I taknak sume stay the same mcm dulu . We fight wayyyy too much tau dulu . I taknak skarang pon mcm gitu . At least talk to me when you're not happy with something lah . You know, sometimes, i feel like as though you're taking advantage of me tau . Mcm, you no longer love me, and you wanna get rid of me, so, you sengaje carik gaduh ngan i, so i'll hate you . Tell me im wrong,hunn . I can't imagine you so mean liddat . Dah uh, whatever it is, im really sorry kay ? Hope to hear from you soo again aite . Alright, bounce . xoxo . Yours, Mailove . Labels: same script different cast Hello Earthlings . Firstly, MALAY STUDENTS, HARAP MAKLUM YANG THE SAJAK APE NTAH IS CANCELLED , DUE TO H1N1 . Kalau pape picet aite . So well today, had school . Goshhhh, im sooo jealous of some people cwhos school start only next week . pfffft . Jealous i . Aaaah, so got scolded by Mdm Baya for texting in class . Nyeknyeknyek, its all your fault b! *shaked butt* After school, headed to Causeway Point, bought bubble tea then headed to Long John. Ate there, and headed home . Right now, nephew is trying to climb onto my lap, by pulling my arm and my boobs . Yes people, it hurts . -.-" ANDD DAMMIT PEOPLE, I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS ! Kay, thatts about all, i guess . What more can you expectfrom a school girl ? Till then, bounce . xoxo . p.s Are you angry with me ? Im sorry if i did something that hurts your feelings kay ? Really . Labels: eat you up . 6/29/09 Heyho Hawtstuffs ! Just finished looking at my match videos . Realised i posted two of the same videos, andd no.3 match was not posted . Hani Humairah, mcm mane kau boleh confident sangat aku patot menang when round 3 kau belom tengok ? Ape lahh b.. Cam pah sahaja . -.-' So well jyeahs, todayy had school . Went to school with my hair looking like some berserabut bulu ayam . Nyahahaha, i dont care about how i look in school uh . Its like, sape mau tengok, kau bilang aku ? I mean, sumpah im only faithful to one person . Itu sahaja . He alone got me lovestonedd, nobody else . Huahuahua . Im stupidd, i know . So well, in school i swear i was like a walking zombie, hardly unable to keep my eyes open , especially in Science, where i actually slept half of the time . Nyahahaha, tapi serious shit boring tau . Moreover, im sitting di sebelah dua mangkuk, err i meant manusia yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai haiwan cikgu . Huahuahua, teachers pet,maksudku . Andd lagipon, im sitting right in front of teacher's desk, so well, im forced to pay attention . Knnccb . No more eating in class,Maizurahh . Nyeknyeknyek . Im still going to . ;D So lepas tu, went back home . Yadayadayada, i dont wish to elaborate . Andd woit, I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS ! SOMEBODYY ACCOMPANY ME UHHH ! Dari hari tu seyy da ckp . pfffffffffft . okeh bounce . xoxo . Labels: four times two equals to six . 6/28/09 Heyho Readers ! So well, yours truly just got back from Pencak Silat Closing Ceremony . So well, got my bronze medal in th endd . Nyahahahaaha . Im still sore for not getting my gold tau . Dammit . OHHH, AND TO STUDENTS, WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL AITE ! Nyahahahaha, iknow . -.-" Sumpah aku pon besok malas nak gi sekolah . Goshhh .. pfffft . Okeh,bounce. xoxo . Andd to you, well, your behavior today got me thinking uh . Well, when i think about it, i seriously dont have the right to stop you from liking that SSS girl tau . We dont even have anything between us now perh . You're free to do whatever you want . I cant stop you . Seriously, now, i just want to see you happy uh . So do whatever you want . I dont mind . Wait, i cant say i dont mind . I'll try not to aite . Kay, so fine you can sayy you dont even like that girl, but im just saying for the future also kay . So pape uh . Asalkan kau bahagie . [HEH ,im so proud of myself .] Labels: i wanna tie my hair like Toncet . 6/27/09  Sumpah aku sayang benar ini gambar . Both of us look hawt larhh seyy .Hawtstuffs in the ayer,eh ayer! Heyho People of the Galaxy ! Maizurah's backk, yett again .. Please clap . [HEH, I sound soo cheerful . Only God knows how im feeling right now .] Alrightt, so just got back from Persisi . Watched Toncet fight against Seligi Tunggal Angakatan . Andd fuckk, she won . She got goldd . pffffffffffft . IM SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO GET GOLD TAU ! Sheeeeeesh, menyumpah aku buatnye ! -.-" Ohh, and fyi,i cant believe shes sec four ! She looks like a sec two lahh erh . Nyahahahaahaha, im being oh-so-mean . Ohhh, and im soo proud of Mira for getting Gold . Wooots . Oh and same goes to the other Pesilats who fought todayy . ;DDDDDDD So jyeahs, lepas match balek umah . Got scolded by Daddd, for idk what reasons . Huahuahua . Okeh, bounce . xoxo . Heyy Mr, Right now, im really dumbfounded . Why'd you suddenly react liddat ? Im sorry if i hurt your feelings kay . Im just curious . Curious of everything . Alright then, for now, lets just keep things slow erh . I dont want anymore of those kind of reactions . I feel so guilty tau . Whatever it is, im sooorrrry banget kayy ..? Oh dan, i just viewed Haiqal's blog . Thanks hunneh for that post . Sayanggg kamu to the tahap maxima ! Ohhh lastly,, I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS! Pleaseeeee, sape sape nak accompany ? Maizurah dont wish to be a loner in a movie theatre !! *winks* Labels: this is a really boring post . 6/26/09 Alright, before we begin, guys, watch the videos above . I purposely made the videos real big, so it'll be clear . Im the one in red belt . Watchhh, andd observe aites . Kay, da tengok erh ? Nowwww, who ya think deserve to win ? Me or that Toncet ? I made her fall twice, she didnt make me fall at all . Well, let me share the results erh . That Aishah Toncet girl from Grasio . She won . The judge is soo freaking biasedddd ! Mak die peyh jantan uh ! Knncccb . Just because Toncet is from Grasio, they let her win just liddat . Dammit . Aaaaah, tapi takpe uh . I dont really mind . HEH, yelah tu Maizurah . -.-" But jyeahs, im still getting my Bronze medal . HEH, if the judge wasnt biased, i would have gotten Silver seyy . pfffft . Tak gune peyh jaantan . But im oh-so-very pissed for my other pesilats tau . Sumpah tak bedek . Some really deserved to win uh . Like Love(no no,not Love anymore . i'll explain later), Syafiqah andd Haikal . Trust me, theyy really deserve to win tau . Kiwakkk, its soo unfair uh ! pfffffffffft . Alright, lets move on . Another news erh . We broke up,yet again due to conflicts . Andd i guess this is it . Its over . No more make-ups . Just this . *sighs* Serve you right, Mai . Hey Love . Forget your explanation . Forget my explanation . The truth is that, you dont even love me anymore . Why didnt you tell me earlier ? I'll save my breath, you'll save yours . Why you have to cover up by saying we'll just be friends ? You could have just toldd me tau . But insteadd, you manipulated your words . But lucky for me , I askedd . If i hadnt, i wouldnt have known th truth . At least now im no longer in my fantasy world, where only us exists . Stupidd me . I thought we'll be like Katy Perry . "We fight we break up,we kiss we make up ." Well, i am dead wrong . But heyy, thanks for crashing my hopes . Truth is that, there'll never be a lovestory between us right ? Labels: out of my hands . 6/19/09 Tumbuk Keris Dan Naga Kita pukolan punya Eh ah eh ah Tak gentar ;DDDDD Lets start this post by blogging yerterday's event aite ? Alright,so yesterterdayy,had kenduri instead for Silat training. Its for the pesilats whos going for PSK . So well jyeahs,i was really takot . Kes da menggeletar sume tau . Padahal my match is on the Sundayy seyy . -.-" But trust me,its s-c-a-r-y . So todayy,here i am blogging at 10 51. Today's Pencak Silat Kebangsaan Opening Ceremony and im super duper excited x 1000000 . And i can't seem to understand why,but im a little scaredd . Love's match is todayy,and im really excited for him . Jiayou b ! Okay,bounce . xoxo Hey Lady Gaga's Boyfriendd . So well jyeahs, today's your much waited match . Ayyy, jangan takot tau . You'll be battling with a guy, whos peguruan we dont even know . It doesnt matter . Remember, menang kalah adat pertandingan . I, in fact the whole Seni Silat Pukolan , will be there for you no matter what aite . Lastly, love, give it all you got aite . ;D Oh yea,i forgot . Syafiqah's match is also today ehhh . So goodluck aite .Im behind you no matter what . ;) Sayang kamu jugak tau ! Labels: lets rock it like a rockstarr . 6/18/09 Heyho faithful readers ! Maizurah Amzahh is backk ! Kay wth, second post of the day . i got no life . oh hell no, i do have a life . Alright, latest news eyh . im currently backk with Mr Coldstuff ! Wooots . People dont just read . Smile, and say, "AWWW..I KNEW THESE TWO ARE FATED FOR EACH OTHER!" -.-"""" Okeh right . So well you see, after i post the earlier post(look bawah), yours truly went online . After a while, Mr Coldstuff went online . And yaadaaayaadaayadaaa, talked bout us . Then yadadadadadadad, got back together . Touching pah ini story? Please cry . Then at 6+, met up with him, cause he wanted to go eat kat ap . So jyeah, teman him eat . Then,walked around . Sat down and talked . Nyahahahahaaha . *winks* Oh anddd, shucks, somebody saw us together lurh seyyyy ! Shit, hope hes not gonna tell other pesilats, and other riversidians seyy . Hell, he bukak his mouth, he's gonna get it from me . Kay, cam pah . Reachedd home at 9.30pm, andd got scoldedd by dad . heeees . Whatever it is, iknowheloveme. Oh, gotta go now people . Besok need to wake uuppp early uh . I promised b i'll go jogging in the morning . (My weight is a whore uh .) Okay, bounce . xoxo Labels: i love you 6/17/09  Heyho Hawtstuffs! im currently missing my kaki gayreks . andd of course,mr coldstuff . i'll never stop missing him . asswipe ;D now,rotting at home . i just dont feel like going out now . credits to mr coldstuff . sheesh . i miss going out with him . oh gush,*flashbacks*! but well,one thing for sure . sundayyy,im gonna do it for myself . not for you,and not for anybody else . i'll forget everything on that day . its just me and that grasio girl in the gelanggang . for that day,you wont even exist . i'll be strong,cause isnt Maizurah Amzah super hot Supergirrl? but for now,im still missing you hunn *winks* yikes . alright then . bounce,xoxo . Are you there,God? Its me,Maizurah. Everything is still not in its proper place yet . Do speed up my requests . Please . Labels: watch me fall . Dengarlah Matahariku suara tangisanku. Ku bersedih kerana panah cinta menusuk jantungku. Ucapkan Matahariku puisi tentang hidupku Tentangku yang tak mampu menalukkan waktu Alright . Im addicted to malay songs . Like gosh,jak bile Maizurah Amzah jiwang ni ? Woaa,i have to go counselling soon . Ohh jyeahs people . Hottest news . My Pencak Silat Kebangsaan match(semi-finals) is on this coming SUNDAYY ! Its at 5.45pm,at Bedok Sports Hall(Arena A) . Okay people,i wont tell you people details if i dont expect people to come andd watch me spar aite .;D *muke tak tau malu* Cheydebab,im kidding . Dont come tau orang . -.-" Ohh,andd one more thing . i feel like adopting a cow . I'll call her Mary,the cow . Alright,nothing else . Okeh,bounce. xoxo Labels: hawtstuff tetap hawtstuff eyh. 6/16/09 I miss your kisses, I miss your hugs . I miss you scolding me when i eat too much . I miss you telling me Grasio is nothing to to be scaredd of . I miss you reminding me that i had you eat my unfinished cheeseburger that had already turned cold that day . I miss you cuddling close to me. I miss you telling me that im the only one you love . i miss you . People who understand what had happenned,please hush hush aite ?i I dont want the whole world to know . Alright then,todayy did nothing but golek here and there on the bed . Was supposed to go Sentosa with Hani and others,but sorry aite hunns,i need time for myself uh . Im still recoveringg. *sighs in frustration* Currently,im eating Milo power straight from the metal bigg can . Todayy,didnt eat any ice-cream,or chocolate .All due to the really tak lame lagi Pencak Silat Kebangsaan 2009.To sad people who hadnt know and had just recently start reading my blog,well,yours truly is currently sparring against Grasio next week. And oh yes,I,Maizurah Amzah,actually ate vegetables !Maizurah Amzah even cut down her rice portion tahu!Like woaa,major accomplishent for a die-die carnivore . Please clap your hands . I'll smile . Idk what to say now . Just that behind this weird(andd colourful)blog post,im actually hurting very much . Do not be too happy when you read my blog posts . Be sad for me too . Cry for me if you must,though then i'll think you're over reacting . Okayyy,since im beginning to talk shit,i'll just end my post here aite . Okeh bonce,xoxo . Labels: im like a windmill going nowhere . 6/14/09 Are you there,God?Its me,Maizurah . Just that other day,i was uber thankful to you,cause you finaally fulfilled my wish,the most-wanted one . But then,why did you let this happen ? I don't understand why this is happenning.Whats his main reason for doing as so ? I got to know he's in a very messed-up situation now.So God,will you please lighten his load? Theres just too much going on in his life .I love him too much to see him like this .Please answer my prayers,God . Maizurah Amzah xoxo 6/11/09  Hello Everybodyyy ! Currently, i think im the happiest girl alive . Nyaaahaaahaa , 110609 .. ;DDDDD CAUTION : THIS WILL BE A REALLY BORING POST .READ IF YOU MUST . Oh,so well,todayy was greatt .Nothing went wrong .Phewww, *wipes forehead* Okeh,so woke up,kemas rumah andd all .then slacked around with little cousin .Wore face mask,andd heyy,i swear its relaxing . *makes a mental note to wear it every two days* So then,got a text msg from *coughshisname*So hence,at 3 went out .But jyeahs, before that had to run some erands for Mummikins .Tapi tak pasal uh,since *coughshhisname* was by my side . Kay,ape sajerlarh Mai ckp ni . -.- Oh,so initiallyy,we just wanted to eat mac at ap . But since sister wanted to go shop,decided to head to cwp . Reachedd there,headed to mac . Nyaahaaahaa,i took an effing long time to finish the meal uh,i swearr . All thanks to *coughshisname* . ;DDDDDDDD After that,i actually wanted McFlurry but *coughshisname* knew i couldnt eat much,so he didnt allow me to . So meann,tapi end up, bought bubbletea insteadd . After that,walked around cwp . And %^&*(),met Diyanah andd other SJAB clan . Guys,shush about the whole thingg aite ? Oh,and Diyanah andd Izwan,i aint a minah rep,andd *coughshisname* isnt too . So there ! *shakes butt* After that,dont know why,but we decided to walk back home for idk what reasons . But im gladd i did . Onthewayy,stopped by idk what name-d parkk . There,sat down andd chatted . ;DDDDDDDDDD Reachedd home at 6.45. Then,aaahh,im lazy to write more .Besides,its nothingg perh . But ohmygoshh,i am super duper lazy to go basketball practice . Nyahaahaaa . Lazy pigg . Oooooh,speaking of pigg,has Petom finished hibernation under my bed already ? i sure do miss her . do you ? okeh then, bounce . xoxo Labels: i need cough syrup uh . 6/9/09  I dont know what im doing here at 12 41 .Huahuahua, guess i feel lonelyy . Mr Colddstuff is idk (insertword) . Nyaahaahaa . Nvm uh , only time can tell . Eeeek, itu sentence boleh biken geram uh . Fuck that sentence, veryy much . Right now, idk what im doing with this particular person . We're chatting via personal messaged . HEH, i still aint talking to you, you jantan kebret who owns a non-animated blog . ;DDDDD Mr Sejukbende, what are we exactly ? Explain,please ? Its complicated ? knnccb . Labels: i know lah you want me . 6/7/09  Valentines,in Stone Age . Siak uh ? Jantan-jantans, you do that to your girlfriends, andd I, Maizurah Amzah, will personally go down andd huntyou down . Period . ;DD Aaaaah,so ini hari ade Silat. I guess it was one of the best TRAININGS ever,causei felt reaaally satisfied after it . Nyaaahaaahaaa , Anddd hottest news ever ; I'LL BE SPARRING AGAINST GRASIO FOR PSK! Like woaaa,im effing scared . *bites nails* So after Silat,went back home . At 4+ went out with *coughs his name* . Hahaa, i just dont want to elaborate now .I guess its still too early uh ? But one thing for sure, Mr Coldstuff, iloveyou . Thanks for making todayy great . ;DDDD Labels: im high enough . 6/6/09 [ Second post of the day. I seriously have no life . ] "Sometimes love comes around And it knocks you down Just get back up When it knocks you down . " Whats stated above is reallyhardd to accompish .Love knocked me down real hardd,andd i swear,i cant get up .But jyeahs,relationship with Mr Coldstuff is brightening up .It was just a misunderstanding,andd I,Maizurah Amzah,was just being over-sensitive ,as usual . *sighs* But well,i dont want to get my hopes up .Like what bie said,Mr Coldstuff didnt promise me anything .But yeahh,this makes songs like"Promise in the dark" andd "Turn Around" so hard to apply in my life .Sheeesh,im talking shit . Oh btw,im really scared for Pencak Silat Kebangsaan . Im scared i' ll be overweight AGAIN andd be disqualified . I soo need to be on diet . Ohyourgosh,MAIZURAH,DAUGHTER OF AMZAH SALAM,ON DIET ??!! THE WORLD IS CORRUPTED! Oh great,second time crapping .Im so proud of myself . But people, if you're fortunate enough to even go out with me,please ensure that i dont eat much . Cheydebab,kau pikir kau mane nyer hawtstuff Mai? Aaaah, here i am, blogging @#$% at 11 14 pm alone in the dark . Anak dara siapa ini ? -.-" Okeh, bounce . xoxo. . Labels: im close to perfection . 6/5/09 Hello Hunnehkinzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz! Well yesterdayy,didnt go for Basketball,cause i was sick .Andd because there was nobody to jage my my cousin .Alahh,besides,Ayuni dan Hani pon takder,so ..Heees,paham paham sahaja uh . *smiles* Alright then,at night went Silat .Did sparring,and ohmygosh,i did very badly .I guess it wasbecause i was like,nervous,cause Syafiqah was 10kg heavierthan me ?Or was it becauseoneof the instructors just cant shut his mouth,andd kept criticizing my every move ? Nevertheless,managed to make Syafiqah fall twice,but all thanks to luck . Nyaaaahaaahaa . But jyeahs,i did super badly,andd hence,lepas tu muke teros daa mcm #$%^ .Andd yes,at some point of time,i nearly cried ..HEH,si cengeng ni ! But till now, im very disappointed in myself . Period . Are you there God? Its me,Maizurah . Ive been praying a lot,surely you know that . Well,i know it takes time andd all,but can you speed up my requests ? I've been waiting oh-so patiently, so dont you think i deserve it ? Please and Thank You , Maizurah Amzah . 6/3/09  Cheer up kay Bie ?Sayaaaannng kamu dinoloads! Mr Coldstuff, i dont know what to do now.i melt when i see you . i dont know why . but today is just a bigg severe disappointment. it started out really well,but towards the end .. i dont know what to say,how to feel . its not like as though you promised me anything right ? but well,one thing for sure,i didnt know the reason you did that is because nobody else will,and thereby you feel as though you're forced to . i thought you did it cause you wanted to,cause you cared. guess i was wrong huh ? oh, andd what you said towards the end ..why ? i didnt know thats how you felt . it was mean . like woaa,i dont know what to do . you're ruining my life . you're disrupting my concentration . your image appears whenever . im confused . am i just a friend , or something more ? because sometimes it seems like as though you really care , but sometim es , it seems as though you dont give a zilch bout me . ohmygosh . im scared . really , truly i am . im scared you treat me no more than a friend . i swear i'll break down there and then . i broke down just now , and is still not over it now . see how you affect me ? i can't believe i've fall for you as hard as i did . mr coldstuff, you've truly kncoked me down , real harrdd . andd , i just cant back up . the impact is just wayy too great . whatever it is , whatever you do , i know i'll still be behind you no matter what . heyy , sometimes i feel like as though im really st upidd . ahh , whatever, im already lovestoned , so well .. i just dont care now . you've already knocked me down . so heyy , im at loss at whether to give you the cold shoulder or just treat you normally . ahhh , lets just hand all of these to fate,anddd to time . only time can tell . but jyeahs, you , mr coldstuff , is in my prayers , so help me godd . dont let me down , cause too much already did . Labels: i pray friday will be better 6/1/09 Heyho Orang-Utans ! Its now 11.47, and i just got back home from Persisi, which is like, the rumah Silat . So jyeahhs, managed to get in Category A, eventhough i was a little overweight . Teeeheees . But the guy taking my weight... Fuyoooh . Geram seyy! Serious speaking, die betol betol mintak kenek biken tau ! Cheybah, i sound like a yp now . ^^ Reached Admiralty at 11.36pm . Anddd like the other dayy .. Well , i dont wanna mention anything here for now . Only time will tell . Just that, i really wish, this just aint a crush only . *sighs* But jyeahs, only time will tell . Kay bounce, xoxo . Labels: Nazihah's cousin finds joy in pressing my boobs . |
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