Mr Coldstuff,

i dont know what to do now.i melt when i see you . i dont know why . but today is just a bigg severe disappointment. it started out really well,but towards the end .. i dont know what to say,how to feel . its not like as though you promised me anything right ? but well,one thing for sure,i didnt know the reason you did that is because nobody else will,and thereby you feel as though you're forced to . i thought you did it cause you wanted to,cause you cared. guess i was wrong huh ? oh, andd what you said towards the end ..why ? i didnt know thats how you felt . it was mean . like woaa,i dont know what to do . you're ruining my life . you're disrupting my concentration . your image appears whenever . im confused . am i just a friend , or something more ? because sometimes it seems like as though you really care , but sometim es , it seems as though you dont give a zilch bout me . ohmygosh . im scared . really , truly i am . im scared you treat me no more than a friend . i swear i'll break down there and then . i broke down just now ,
and is still not over it now . see how you affect me ? i can't believe i've fall for you as hard as i did . mr coldstuff, you've truly kncoked me down , real harrdd . andd , i just cant back up . the impact is just wayy too great . whatever it is , whatever you do , i know i'll still be behind you no matter what . heyy , sometimes i feel like as though im really st upidd . ahh , whatever, im already lovestoned , so well .. i just dont care now . you've already knocked me down . so heyy , im at loss at whether to give you the cold shoulder or just treat you normally . ahhh , lets just hand all of these to fate,anddd to time . only time can tell . but jyeahs, you , mr coldstuff , is in my prayers , so help me godd . dont let me down , cause too much already did .