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7/14/09

Alright,
kitorang rewind jap to yesterday's night aite ?

Well,
so i got a call from Wan .
he wanted to meet me .
I was fucking lazy,
so we just met at the stairs there .

So well,
told him th truth .
Trust me,
he look so crestfallen,
i wish i had said,
"Takder laa syg!Im just joking!Of course i wanna get back with you!"
But i didnt,
cause i know its not true .

*sighs*
Oh anddd,
i had my first cigarette for year 2009 .
Im no smoker fanatic,
but heyy,
sometimes a girl just have to let loose .

So well,
back to today .
Went to school in a bad mood .
So,there were this group of little sec one chinese girls of idk what school
who were walking so slow.
Trust me,
i wanted to pull out my hair,
and say,
"Woit!Think this one your daddy's sidewalk isit ? Walk like so fucking slow . People whos dying also can walk faster !"
Then,
one of them got me soo annoyed with her bag yang sungguh ke-bawah .
Like,hello ?
Bag ke-bawah bawah all this is soo passe .
And the way she walk sume kan,
trust me,
i wanted to go up to her and say,
"Woit!Walk like that,you think what,cute uh ? Your Dad teach you walk like that uh?!Bag so low like that..Might as well dont use the strap right??!! Just drag on th ground laa if liddat!"
Mind you,
i have to speak liddat,
cause well,
i cant speak malay to chinese right ?

Right,
so reachedd school,
then go back home .
Before that,
accompanied Hani to go buy stationeries .

Then,
reached home .
Yadayadayada .

Currenntly,
im stressed over Maths portfolio .
Mine is still not done yet .
Homework too not done yet .
Andd adding to that,
my kepale pening gileee,
and body fucking aches !
I fucking dont know what to do .
Im gonna be skinned alive tomorrow .

Oh,and just now kan,
something cool happened .
I coughed out blood .
Haha,
didnt tell my parents though .
Im sure its nothing .

Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo

Wan,
really im v. sorry . you wanted things to be like before , but i dont want that . please , i dont want history to repeat itself . i dont want us get back together in a hurry , then in th end, you'll say its a huge mistake , and dump me . Thats what happened to me recently , hunn , and i dont want that to repeat . I dont want it to be in the end , these words "i feel guitly if you like me,cause i dont even care bout ur feelings " come out of your mouth, cause it hurts a lot .Understand me please . I just got off a relationship, and trust me ,im not ready to be in one with you yet .


"All this time you were pretending,

so much for my happy ending."

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Neither do i drink.
I'm just the party cracker.
I make things hot .

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