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7/13/09

"Im a proud Riverside Geek."

Hello People .
Currently,
im feeling so fucking stressed up and pissed and upset .

Today had school .
For science,
pssssst,
i swear im gonna fail that test .
It was fucking hard laa knnccb !

Damnit,
i hate school .
Trust me,
i feel like quitting school,
and becoming a bartender .
Haha,
siak jek .
But heyy,
i still find pole-dancing cool .

Then,
blablablackshitt,
checked my phone mase nak dkat balek sekolah .
Realised i had to rush back home
due to some family obligations(HEH!).

Haha,
tapi bile da balek,
realised that it was false alarm .
Thanks ehk to people who it may concern .
-.-"

Right,
so then,
changed .
Realised im running out of boxers .
Girlfriends,
lets go boxers-shopping soon !
Hehh .

Oh,
then Wan texted .
I didnt reply .
He called,
I didnt pick up .
Why lie to yourself ?

Alright,
i seriously dont have th mood to blog .
Im just so fucking tired .
Tiredd of so many things .
And wtf,
Avril Lavigne is making me cry .
Esp "My Happy Ending" .
Wtf laa knn .
Go listen to th lyrics .
You'll understandd then .

Damnit .
I hate all these happy couples i see out in th streets .
They make it look so fucking easy .
Make me feel so sedih tau dorang .
Sorry uh Hani .
Yes,
i do wish for you dan Naz the best for everything,
but idk uhh b .
Your love story just started,
while mine just ended .
Aku fucked up to th tahap max sia .

Grrr .

Dalah,
bounce .
xoxo .

"Just like a ghost from my past
You're coming back to haunt me
Saying that you want me back
But thats impossibble so
Love me, leave me
'cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
in the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me,leave me
If you love me, leave me alone"

Sorry hunney . i dont wanna take revenge on the past ,so well , i guess this is it . i dont want history to repeat itself . im not ready to have you in my life again . being with you dulu left me feeling unappreciated and stupidd , and i really dont wann that to repeat . i mean, whats the point of us getting back together , when im not even sure of my feelings for you ? i dont want us to "use" each other like what we did before . so well,i dont wanna get together . what stays in th past stays there aite . Thanks and take care .



Are you there God ? Its me,Maizurah ? Help me suffer through all this please .

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I'm single,
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I don't smoke,
Neither do i drink.
I'm just the party cracker.
I make things hot .

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