**Hello,
i rockk .
8/29/09
 Heyho Peopleeeee ! Maizurah's backk yawwww ~ Alrighttt,so i thinkkk im feeling better now.. I just called Hubby to tell him i miss him. Stupid,i know. But i just had to let that off my chest uhh .Yes,though he didnt say he misses me too,he said he loves me when we were about to hang up. Wait,when i think about it againn,he might just be saying that since its a routine between us.. Yikes.I hope not . So well, today went madrasahh. Yayayadayada,lets skip this part. Theres nothing to say . After madrasah,went backk home. Realised that there was 2 messages and a missed call. Ohh,imagine my joy when i realised it was Hubby . HEH,but when i called him backk,he said he had nothing to say . -.- So well, turned cartwheels around my house to wait till buke . Oh,and did i mentioned that the maid arrived today ? I was like,so shocked luhh. She's like 31 years old,but oh-em-gee,if you were to see her,you'll think shes my mother tau. Okayy,im not saying i look like a frigging Indonesian,but you get my point eh. Whatever,im just glad i dont need to do th dishes anymore,cause i swear its bertimbun-timbun tau . Oh andd btw,is it evil to ask her to bake me an oreo cheesecake? I'm merely asking . So well, just completed art project. Oh,and just finished watching some person mengaji-ing in teevee. Aiseymann,ini patut jadi tauladan kepada kamu semua tau! Marilah kita semua contohi Maizurah Amzah . Ainggg ^^ Currently,listening to tecktonik . -.- Ini part da takyaa contoh . Ohh andd Mummykins was oh-so-mean uh. She was like watching Michael Jackson's concert uhh. Beh,i was like," Ehk,jap bile mummy suke MJ ni ?" She replied this : "Mummy suke die semenjak die meninggal uhh." -.- Oh, and people,Im soo 3008,you soo 2000- and late . I got that boom boom pow. Be jealous . Okay,bounce xoxo . I wanna go drop the beat now . Labels: i miss you much . 8/28/09 I swear i dont get you . What are u so mad about ? Yes,i did THAT, but hey, you dont even love me . Why bother ? Are you sure you'll be waiting ? What good is it to wait for me to text you first ? Why wont you text me all this time ? Because then at least, i wont feel like some used tissue paper now . Then at least i wont be all stressed up . Then at least i wont be upset all th time . Then at least i wont weep all th time . Are you even aware of all this? Guess not . I should be th one waiting, not you . Hello People . I actually seriously got no mood to blog right now,but hell,im still going to. Its going to be a boring one though . First things first,i broke up with Hubby. Well,we fought,and one things led to another. and then finaally he said he's tired of me. so well,dengan itu of course i wanted to break up after that. but heyy,at least his happy now,cause i think he got back with his ex. Oh,or maybe he got into a relationship with "her"..*sighs,i really dont know.. But i know he got someone a heart pendant. Haiyayaya,didnt he get one for his ex? But well,it doesnt matter now. I just want him happy. Obviously,he wasnt happy with me. Obviously i wasnt a good girlfriend,or he would not have said he no longer loves me. When someone says hes tired of you,obiously he no longer loves you kan ? Duhhh . But well,i really want him happy luhh. And judging by his personal msgs,i can see that hes really happy with his new girlfriend. Yes,it hurts,but its okay .If you love a persons set him free . i'll cope with it,somehow . Oh, andd todayy,me and Hubby was supposedly going to Marina Square to search for silat vests,and then going Geylang to search for my baju raye... But well,now,i guess everything da nak kene disandarkan kepada kenangan lah eh. :( So well, school was oka-ayy. I got scolded by Diyanah and Hani for something i did. Sorry babes,but im really stressed now.Besides,nothing is going to happen luhh . Chill . Oh, and Dnt was G-R-E-A-T! Im starting to love it . Oh,and shhh,i brought back home stuff im sure im not supposed to bring. Diam eh korang . After school, headed to comp lab,to do art project. Had to head back home early,cause i was supposedly to be going airport with Daddykins . Check-check sampai rumah,tak jadi . Yes,darahku menyirap siao . Ohkay,thats it for a super boring post . People,im sorry,but just wait for th real Maizurah to be back again alright. Im sorry,but things are really going down down down down down now . Bounce,xoxo .. 8/27/09 That time was Five . Yesterday was Nine . Today will be 15 . I dont give a shit about whats becoming of me now . 8/26/09  Heyhoo People Of Th Galaxy And Beyonddd . Firslty, im oh-so-banget sorry for not updating . Ini Blogger uhh,prangai mcm !@#$%^&* . Serious shit tau . Blogger jahat . EH-NI-WAYS, life is great nowadays,idk whyy . I have th greatest family,the greatest Hubby andd of course,the greatest friends. Yes,eventho it has only been 3 days since i fast,i really realise the magic of fasting. Kay,i sound wtf kann,but its th truth. This 3 days made me realise a lot of things,but some in which,i wont state here,because its for me to know,and for you to find out . Some things are just meant to be left alone . Currently, sort-of chatting with Hubby. Haiayayayayaya,he seems soo preoccupied watching ape ntah cite seram. Hehh,sampai Maizurah,anak kepada Amzah Salam,pon die tidak hiraukan. :( Alright, i guess thats it. Muslims,we only got 1 hr 11 mins to go now. Happy buke , Sekian, bounce luhh oi . xoxo . Labels: holy shit holy shit the swordfish nearly went through my head 8/21/09 OH-dan-EM-dan-GEEEEE ! Finnaaaaaaaaaaaally,im able to update actively againn . All thanks to Daddykins,who bought me a new computer . Im getting laptop after EOY. Sedih ehk ? :-.-: [Seeee,tears are already falling down,down,down,down,down. Though i got no idea why its coming from the forehead,instead of the eyes .HEH]Currently, just got back from ap with Hubby . I am soo not ready for the start of puase month besok luhhh . I didnt even have th chance to eat lamb chop this month . Yes people,lamb chops are one of the most important aspects of my life . Oh, andd Hubby is acting like a bitch in distress, He doesnt wanna meet me for th whole of this month . !@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^!@#$% Fineeee,we'll see who misses who first jek lah ehh . Trust me,im bound to win ,cause my ego is like the size of a full grown chicken . Why Chicken ? I dont know myself . Oooooooooh, right now, im having strange desires to learn how to speak Monkey language . Ohhh, and i freaking wanna be a skater luhhhh . Imagine, me and Hubby,skating towards the end of the rainbow . Aiseyyymannn, coolest couple of the year luhhh kitorang ! Heh . Lastly, bagi umat-umat islam yang amat ku cintai, HAPPY PUASE ! Puase tau, jgn tak puase ! Nanti Upin dan Ipin marah . Zommmmmggggg, i am babbling poop . Yikes . Till then, bounce . xoxo Labels: i have a very cute Hubby . 8/18/09 Heyho Hotstuffs !
Labels: im just five blocks from you . 8/11/09 Sorry people for not updating . I'll blog just as soon as Blogger stop its perangai yang mcm sundal ni aitee . Peace . 8/9/09 Its now 11.26. I just got back from watching fireworks with Hubby.I am soo tired,i'll blog tomorrow aite ;) 8/8/09  I wont bother with a greeting,cause i dont feel good . Currently,im feeling like as though a lorry just hit-and-runned me,a monkey just spat at me,and a giant just squashed and trampled on me . Best eyh feeling ? Baikk uhh . I dont know what to do with my lovestory anymore . I feel useless . Its like,i feel like as though im just adding more problems to Hubby. It seems as though hes better off without me. Though i need him,i want the best for him. I wont mind if he wanna leave him. I love him,and i want the best for him. I dont know why,but i miss those people above .[NOTE : There are some people missing alright ! So dont think im excluding you .] Yes,i do see them everyday,but i just seem so preoccupied that sometimes,i just cant enjoy their presence . Oh,andd when i look at th picture again,i wonder what lambang Tira ngah bukak . I didnt know there was a korean fenneh peyh group . Heee,kidding girlfriend ! *smiles . Oh,and @#$%^&*(P)(*&^%$ !!!!!!! Sorry, i just had to let off some steam . Sekian, bounce . xoxo Hubby,i need you soo much now . 8/7/09  Hello Kaki Gereks! Todayy,had National Day celebration in school .Heh heh,i was feeling so hyped up,till i even wore red and white bra straps tau !Hahaha,wooops,infomation overloadd ehh ? So in class,huahuahua,i was reaally gile semacam gitu.Haha, Maizurah Amzah sugar rushh !Hee,im sweet like sugar luhh katekan .Call ambulance people.Im experiencing sugar overdose yaww! Hehhh,after school,headed to seri's crib to redo art project . I swear our project looks soo much better now .Andd i swear we had a gerek time . Sumpah tak bedek .Lol,kalau gerek nah gelek luhh Mai . Kayy,wtf -.-" Currently,im supposed to be at silat. But .. Nahh,i dont wanna elaborate . I dont even know why im acting soo happy now. Hah,on ly God knows how im feeling.Im a great pretender , mind you. Hey Hubby . I am really really really really(kay,just multiple this 10000000000000000 times alright) glad you're okay after th accident alright . I swear i am . I really dont know what i'll do if something were to happen. Ohhhmyygoshhh,thank god . But well,now, i dont know why,but what you said that day.. I think its really true after all . I really think your love for me is fading. You didnt text me and all ni sume . You waited for me to text you. You waited for me to call you. You dont have time to pick me up today. I feel like as though im fighting for you in a battlefield of love.Heyy,can you really blame me for feeling unappreciated ? Labels: i love you forever more . 8/6/09  Hello Peeee-pleee ! Maaf sebab tak update for a kejillion million years .I was busy uhh . Busy with what ? Heh,soalan cepumas . Kite sweet escape to yesterdayy ayy . So, met up with Hubby yesterdayy. He was oh-so-jahat luhh. He kept bullying me seyy. Tak selamat siol jalan ngan die,cause he kept wanting to make me fall by doing silat's bantingan and all . Then,he kept punching my ribs for idk what reasons,but heh heh,all this time he was just joking uhh . Hah,then Hubby wanted to punch my face jokingly . Tapi last last,i think he accidentally punched th bone on my face,beh teros there was the "HIAKKDUSHH!" soundd . I was exaggerating by saying its sakit and all,padahal it was not sakit at all. I just wanted him to feel bad. Heee,cute ehk Maizurah ? Kayy,then yadayadayada,i do not wish to elaborate :) Dah luhh,four tres tu uno,bounce . xoxoSo backk to today's storyy . Rightttt,just now,went school as usual . Mother Tongue was somewhat interesting .But heyy,i think im starting to like Maths .Ohh darnit,see what happens jikalau dua orang mangkuks duduk di sebelah anda? After that,stayed back kejap,cause had to do art project .Then,headed home straight ,cause orang disitu tak suke orand di sini jalan-jalan lepas sekolah lahh katekan .. *winkwink Aaaah,beh reached home . Realised nobody was at home,so i had to wait around 45 mins for Mummykins to reach home,since i lost my key . Then when at home,help Mummykins do housework then bathed then change then studyy . Kay,yang part study tu daa bedek . Currently, im laughing my ass off reading someone's blog .Hahh,si world nak rembat si biol ?Aku tengok takde pape pon jadik . Kamu world luhh . Jangan sampai i get in th picture kay. Cause then,you'll know its war . Im saving my breath and tenaga ni, for now . Ohh andd, WHERE IN THE WORLD IS HUBBY ?! No calls,no text msgs . Boleh biken darah up seyy gini mcm . :( Ohh, and i am also seriously pissed with him for not updating his blog . Hubbyku manis,jgn sampai girlfriend u,yang btw amat jambu ni,update tau !Cause then,not only will i post my picture besar gedabak-ly,but i'll also post nonsense .Amacam ?Mahu try tak b ?*giggles Labels: superman in the sky . 8/1/09 We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns See you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go And I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby just say yes So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while Oh, oh 'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go And I said Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby just say yes Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel this love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story, baby just say yes I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you is fading When I met you on the outskirts of town And I said Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come Is this in my head, I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring And said Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress It's a love story, baby just say yes Dear,its gonna be hard now . i'll take your word you'll be there for me through thick and thin,and that you'll love me always . i love you .  i seriously dont know why Blogger decided to put my picture at th side gini mcm . Prangai mcm sundal uhh ini bende . Right, so well,now,life has been a bitch . Few people knows about my situation right now . it sucks maha sucks eh . thank god for the existence of Muhammad Salehuddin Bin Abdul Rahim,who btw,rocks ur socks off! :) So well , just now,met up with Hubby. he said i look pale,and my mate bengkak . tak perlu seyy . i already feel like animal poop beh die ckp mcm gitu . ade ke patut ? padahal before that he was angry with me for eating five panadols . he said i could die . heh , that possibility is one in a million luhh b . Currently, waiting for Hubby. God knows where he is now . text pon takde . haiyayaayya , kalau gi rumah kawan pon takkan luh sampai skrang tak balek seyy :( Oh and by the way people, i dk why,but i easily get pissed now . Hubby experienced it first hand,andd im very sorry eh dear . went to hubby's ex nyer profile , and i started menyumpah-ing . goddamnit , i hate her so fucking much , eventhough i dont even know her *sighs, im mad . Dahhhhhhhhh luhhhhhhhh, bounce . xoxo Labels: its gonna be hard now . |
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