I woke up today,smiling and thinking of yesterdayy .
Yesterday was g-r-e-a-t to the super max! It was Hubby's 17th birthdayy yawww ~ Heh heh,so after school train-ed to Vivo with Hubbyku yang tersayang. Oh,and otw,Hubby finaally confessed that while walking towards his block,there was these yps under the block who kept laughing and smiling at us. I wanted to turn back,and that resulted in a fight with me and dearest. Ehh please uhh,itu anak-anak serious shit mintak kene sound tau . Grrr .
Jyeahs,so then reached Vivo. fought again with dearest for idk what reason. What i know is that he said im changing and my prangai mcm makin lame makin fenneh..? Erm,right . So then went Daiso,and dearest was finaally okay with me again. Hahh,so roamed around Daiso,and check-check,we spent one hour there . Haha,lols . After that,headed outside to take pictures. All pictures are with him,and hes being mean by not sending them. Heh heh,jangan risau. Maizurah Amzah will post it after hubby sends it aite.
After that,walked around then went Pastamania to buke. I would like to take this oppurtunity to say that I,Maizurah Amzah,HATES italian food. :( Urghh, iprefer Western.
After buke,dearest wanted to go back home asap for some reasons. So then,had to quickly buy my kasut raye. Hah,then went out of vivo,and started hailing for cabs. So after a long time there,decided to just board th mrt and stop somewhere to hail th taxi. I came up with a briliant idea to stop at Outram Park. I'll say that was a bad choice. A really bad one.
Finaally got a cab. Haishh,idk why,but i feel like as though i was the luckiest girl to be in th arms of a great guy like him while i watch him sleep.. Call me weird,but i seriously felt a thrill run down my spine tau ! And idk why,but i felt so protective of him then :)
Haiyayaya,reached our estate then sat around with dearest . heeeheee,best .Reached home at 9++ . Im such a good daughter to reach home so early eyh ?
Oh,so well,today is like the eve of Raya. Ya know,bulan Ramadhan has taught me a great deal of things. The main lesson learnt is that there are MANY people whos not as fortunate as me,and hence,i shouldnt take things for granted.I'm so glad that i'll be spending it with my family,my Hubby,my besties.. As we listened to the takbir,i cried looking at Bibik weep. She misses her husband and her two children back home in Jakarta. If i were her,i cant imagine how i'll feel. Without hubby and family.? I swear i'll be devastated . With that,i'll just say that im really thankful for all i have now . Eventhough its not perfect,its complete. Im surrounded by my loved ones,and thats all that matters.
So well,now that Ramadhan has ended,I,Maizurah Amzah,would hereby susun 20 jari(that includes the feet) dan ingin memohon maaf sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa dan sebagainya aite. Camat ari aye ! Whatever it is,youknowiloveyou,xoxo .
Dearest, Happy Birthday/Raya/2Monthsary . Life with you has been great,and im loving every moment of it. I really do hope you had a great time with me on your birthday. I know i did *winkwink . Dan juga,i want to apologise for all the wrongdoings i did sempena Hari Raya ini. I tahu,sometimes,i biken prangai,and nak katekan 24 jam biken your darah up,and sometimes,i may not be a good girlfriend,and sometimes,i sengaje carik pasal ngan you,and sometimes,i slalu irriate you,and sometimes i slalu biken prangai.. Fuiyoo,the list goes on and on. But i tak pernah ade niat untuk membuat demikian. You said im changing,and sadly,you dont like th change,so i'll try to be that old Maizurah aite . Lastly,i love you,and i hope we'll last long .
You know what people ? I'm really starting to get super pissed all the time. Oh,not to mention paranoid. I knew Hub-by would be sleeping th whole day,since he was at Masjid Sultan the whole of last night,but i kept thinking he was actually out with another girl. Sometimes,i wonder if i dont trust him as much as i used to. And i really can't find th answer.
And then,another issue. Hub-by's perangai. Oh-ma-godd,his keep-melenting attitude is starting to get to me. Hes never liddat with his friends,so why me ?Its like,he raises his voice at me for th smallest reason. Like just now,iwas otp with him. I knew he wanted to ajak his friends for Friday,so i kept insisting he invite them,cause well,its his birthday,and i just want him to be happy,eventho i would really prefer if it were us alone.But,i got shouted instead. He claimed that i kept asking th same thing. All i want to do is just get a confirmation. Was i wrong,when all i wanted to do was make you happy on your upcoming 17th birthday ?
Tapi takpe,i kept quiet. I didnt wanna fight,cause i didnt want our relatinship to be on rocky grounds again. I hung up the phone,cause i really couldnt stand talking to you,with tears already forming in my eyes. I knew i was going to break down.
Im tired of time-outs and break-ups. It breaks me apart. But me keeping quiet while you continue your perangai.. Do i really deserve this?
I keep asking if he really loves me. Sad to say,i really dont know.Damnit,sometimes,im so jealous with Hani's and Haiqal's relationship.. Dorang mcm takde problem gitu.. While mine? Everyday is a battefield. Great,im crying again. Im so tired of this .
Aaaah,earthlings .
I really can't understand why im not sleeping now since its only 9.22 am . Just got off th phone with Hub-by bub-bly . Nyeknyeknyek,i'll just post about yeseterday ayy .
So well,yesterday,woke up early for the sajak bengkel. I got incredibly pisssed when i found out that ma skirt was missing . So started to run qround the house,and was like shouting about . Th maid was like saying she ironed it and should be in my cupboard. I went there,and it wasnt there so yours truly got really mad. Then started yelling to everybody to ask them to wake up and search for my f. skirt(haha!) . In the end,check-check nak tau dkat mane ? Yes,the maid was right. It was in th closet. But wtf isit folded,not hanged siol. Percume jek iron,cause in th end,i had to iron again.
So well,met th others at interchanged and bus-ed to the school of soaring geese. Hahaa,its really cute they literally have geese soaring on one of their walls. Haahaa,im soo gonna make fun of that to Hub-by . Ayy,to any woodgrove-ians,im not making fun of your school . Im just making fun of my dear boyfy .
So well,th bengkel was alright. Quite fun actually,but part yang my group had to perform.. Itu sudah tidak perlu eyh .
After th bengkel,headed to sembawang shopping centre with Ayuni dan Diyanah. Hani couldnt follow,cause she wanted to perm her hair. Btw,you look good tau b !
Haahh,went Daiso cause i wanted to buy some stuff there. haaa,it was fun there being with them . i swear i love them . So well,after that walked around and all .Went cotton on and i swear i want that hotshorts uhhh . So then,Ayuni's parents fetched us and sent us to cwp,cause i wanted to teman Diyanah buy food. fyi,DIYANAH YUSOFF IS NOT FASTING PEOPLEEE ! 0.O
So after that,headed home. Was super tired. Then,went online,and realised Hub-by had left for Masjid Sultan without telling me. So,all those paranoid feelings,came rushing in again. Then yours truly called him,but he couldnt sense that i was upset with him,and that got me crying. Yes people,c-r-y-i-n-g like a crybaby.When i think back again,of course he can't. Hes in a crowded place with all those monkeys(a.k.a pesilats) shouting around. Of course he cant sense that his dear girlfriend is upset with him . Aiyo ini Maizurahh ..
At night,went terawih,but stopped at the 8th,cause i felt like fainting. Got back home and i thought i was feeling better,so continued my terawih there instead. Realised that i was wrong in th end. I nearly pitam-ed .
So,put on a mask,and was resting when i got a call from Hub-by,cause i told him we had to talk. I actually didnt wanna talk at that time,cause he was shisha-ing,but i did anyway. So talk-ed,and all .. I'll just say that i ended up feeling way better after that .
So,slept and all. Woke up for sahur,then slept again. Then Hub-by called,and i had to wake up again . Then slept again for a while . Then got a text msg from Seri. Then slept again. Then got a call from Hub-by again .. Haah,after i got off the phone with him,realised i didnt want to sleep anymore,cause all those trying-to-sleep kind of sleep makes me feel giddy,so here i am now . Going to library with seri and nazihah later. i guess i'll go sleep now,eventho everyone is waking up to do chores now. Byebye . bounce,xoxo . Labels: terbang angsa terbang .
Oh-dan-emm-dan-geee ! Maizurah Amzah teramat lah upset pada saat ini. kay,nvm,i'll try to be open-minded . wtf,-.-" So well today,went Marina Square with hub-bby . heh,we wanted to look at silat vests . guess i know what im buying for him for his 17th birthday..*sighs,so much for needs and neccesities .yes,so walked around marina square .. then followed hubby to geylang to iftar with his family. aiyo,that was when all the h-u-m-i-l-i-a-t-i-o-n started. oh,and before that,i just want to say that my boyfriend's future was ruined by the introduction of multiplication and division . nyahahahahaha,kay moving on --" Eh-ni-ways,i was shaking all th way uh as we made our way to joo chiat . haha,i was like,super duper scared,sampai i keep pulling my shirt up ini sume. haha,so reached joo chiat,and met his mum and his sister and her husband. lemme tell you something eh,i swear his mum is c-u-t-e. sumpah tak bedek. cute gile tau .so well,walked around for hub-by's baju raye. fuiyooo,he bought it in a matter of minutes seyy. kalau Maizurah Amzah.. haha,pegi pagi,beh ready-set-go,kau stay lah kat situ sampai kul 8.20 . haha,why 8.20 ? becuase it ryhmes yaww . wthell. so yeaa,when time for buke .. haiyoo,buat malu th Amzah Family jekk . i didnt know why,but i was shaking so terribly sampai sudu boleh jatuh... and my food went flyingg .. kay,i do not wish to elaborate. look at my face now,and you'll know just how paisehh i felt . yeaa,so shortly after that,cab-ed back home with hubby cause i promised Daddy to be back early . but hey,i had fun uhh,eventho i made A COMPLETE FOOL OUT OF MYSELF . kay,takpe . life has to move on lah ehh . kite peyh orang nak kene bismillah rempuh . haha,cam paham . kay,i guess i'll end here,cause tomorrow got some sajak bengkel at Woodgrove Sec. haha,fyi,its Hub-by's ex school tau. its the house of soaring ducks . hahaaa,i know you know the public mest dont know eh b ? oh,and dont worry hunneh,i'll put on my BEST behavior when im in your school. i bukak silat peyh pantun kuat-kuat eh ? "Muahahahaha," said Maizurah with an evil smile . bounce,xoxo .
Do you think somebody is in love with you ? -somebody? more like everybody. youknowyouloveMaizurah . Ainggg ..
I bet you miss someone right now ? - yesyesyes. without a doubt,YES !
Who is in your mind right now ? -th mamak who makes these karipaps . Aiyo,so keras ! :(
When was the last time someone said you were hot ? -Hmm . Not recently.[ QUICKKK! SOMEBODY SAY MAIZURAH AMZAH IS HOTTT! :P]
Who was the last person who texted you ? -oh,this person. :DDD
Is he/she your friend ? -yerp,my scandal . Heh .
Can you honestly say your okay right now ? -i never did say i was okay --'
Do you tell people your okay when your not ? -yes,cause imma beautiful liar .
Do you hate it when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf ? -senang kate,ada berani,*rolls up sleeves*, cube uhh .
Have you ever been on a blind date ? -nope. i'm not desperate luhh .
What are you planning to do after this ? -go publish this stupid quiz .
What is bothering you right now ? -why this quiz is not ending .
Was today a good day ? -bleh tahan uhh,but i got a feeling that tonights gonna be agood night ,
Has anyone of the opposite sex sang to you ? -0.o,WAN ! *sighs
Would you hug anyone ? -that depends who. i cant possibly want to hug my silat instructor now,cant i ?
Have you ever broken someone's heart ? -nope .i'm a sweet girl. Yes,believe that if you want to .
Have you ever kissed more than 10 person this year ? -what kind of a question is that ?
Honestly do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to ? -NOOO ! i love my sister very much ehh .
Last person you saw other than your family ? -th keling who sold me th karipap .
When is the last time you were otp ? -ahhh, few hours ago
Tag 4 people to do this survey -i dont wannn . *sticks out tongue .
today was totally your-typical-kind-of-day day . Hahh,i was eating all th way,cause couldnt fast :)) But really,i want my period to stop real soon uhh. I wanna rebond my hair asap . Currently,feeling super stressed thinking about Hubby's birthday,which is like,on this 18th. Aiyoo,i dont know where to eat luhh . Kay,bedek. I wanna eat at Seoul Garden,since dahh lame tak makan kat sane,but skali nanti b taknak . I mean,afterall,its still his birthday. Hehh,ngade ngade . I dont care,iwanna eat at Seoul Garden . *sticks out tongue* Then,i still have yet to get him a present . Like wthh,ape siaa nak beli? No no,i wont buy you a vest hunneh,cause its not a neccessity ouch my hand hurts . Serious shit,Mummykins' EXTRAVAGANZA bandaging amat tidak perlu uhh. Wait,i wanna remove it . Heh . Eh,where was i again ? Oh,silat vests . No,im not gonna buy you that . Period . Andddd,whats up with this strangers who keep talking to me in msn ? Like wthhh,i dont even know how they end up in my friends list uhh . Goshh,they can be perogol bersiris for all i know. Yikes . Heh,so what ? I'm a german spy . ZAC-OH-EM-GEE,wth am i talking about ? Inilah bile orang injured . They start talking rubbish . Hey,do you know that rubbish ryhmes with shubbish ? Yes,so what if shubbish is not a real world ? In my world,people are allowed to make up weird words. That includes th short midgets,like *coughscoughs . --" Oh people,i think im crazy. You know,they should set up an IMH here in woodlands . I swear it'll be useful,not like that school near the River . Oh dear,im eally babbling poop now . I guess i'll end here . Till then,bounce. xoxo
Oh dear,chatting with Hubby yesterday really knocked some senses into my head.i'm just like his ex now,when i think about it. Suke besar-besarkan kawan. But,my friends are right in th end. I was still played in th end. But Diyanah and Hani,that time i cried otw to th library cause din said hes going out with another girl? Well,he actually went out in a big group. Doesnt that help,somehow? Aiyo,kepaleku pening memikirkan ini. And am i being really fair? When i think about it again,when was he using me ? I cant think of any . Yes,he behaved really differently when we first broke up,not letting me read his inbox and all,but what were we back then? We just broke up. What ya expect ? And what hes doing right now,not wanting to get into relationships and wanting to concentrate on other things ? Isnt that for our own good ? Arent i being mean by leaving him,and not waiting for him,when hes expecting me to? He told me he loves me,so what am i doing right now ? I'm leaving him all alone. Arent i being unreasonable? Doesnt that makes me th bad guy here,not him ? But no matter what,i'll try not to dwell on this too much. I have to study and ace my EOYS . I wont let you down,Hubby. I'm all yours after th exams ♥
[Damnnnnn,i am sooo deadd. Hani and Diyanah is SOOOOOOOO going to kill me. Oh,and Faten Rafidah too , Shucks .]
Halluuuuuu Peopleeeee!
So well,today was a sad sadd dayy . Was lying around on th bed,under the covers,feeling sorry for myself. Then Mummykins finaaleh got tired with me,and asked me to go help her cook. So i was like,cutting stuff,when Sister said some things that made me uber mad. Hehh,so i got really pissed,and just as i was about to retort back,Sister was like, "EEEEEK MAI! ASAL NGAN TANGAN KAU??!!" So,i looked down,then noticed my fingers were like bleeding . Ididnt notice i was squeezing th knife that hardd . Hah,so i got stressed,cause i cant stand th sight of blood,so Mummykins had to bandage it for me .Hahhh,and Mummykins was really pissed i got blood all over th chili padis. Nyeknyeknyek . :)
Whatever,blame sheer stupidity and anger . Not me .Oh,so now,here i am,blogging with me left hand.Its hard,i tell you .
So after that,got under the covers again. Started fiddling with ma phone. Realise there was a fukking message by Din that i didnt read,but was marked 'Read' . Called Sister,and realised that she was th one who read it first . I was like !@#$#%^&*()_$%^&* !!!!
Heh,luckily i wasnt fasting siaa .
Righ-to,i wanna go sleep now . Heh,i know i wont be able to,but what to do ? This is what happens when you lose a guy you love so very much . But hey,when i was under th covers,it got me thinking tau. Who's fault was it,mine or his? And i jolly well know its his . And then,i started thinking againn about th time we were together. Did he really love me,or was he using me? I realised i knew whats th answer all along,but stupidity,and love blinded me. All those signs.. Oh Maizurah,how you be soo stupid? Haiqal and Hani were right after all,he was just using me . Shucks,im crying again. Sorry Hani and Diyanah,but I miss him so effing much .
[heehee,i know i aint supposed to update,but ehh,aku peh pasal uhhh..Besides,im doing a short post sahaje.Anddddd,ini Blogger btol btol mintak kenek smack seribu kali tauuu..]
Hani dan Diyanah tercinta, orang di sini nak ckp yang orang di sini terangkat Din peyh call ! :( Yerrr, orang di sini faham yang orang di sini sepatutnye reject . Orang di sini tak akan buat lagi yerr . Orang disini akan minta maaf mase raye sahaje okayy . Haraap maklum :)
Fuhhhh, naseb siaa besok takde sekolah . Kalau ade confirm kene sepak seyy daripade ini due orang :)
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Call me Maizurah
The world gets better and better on 20 April :)
I'm single,
but never available.
I don't smoke,
Neither do i drink.
I'm just the party cracker.
I make things hot .
Seni Silat Pukolan ♥
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