**Hello,
i rockk .
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9/5/09
Oh dear,chatting with Hubby yesterday really knocked some senses into my head.i'm just like his ex now,when i think about it. Suke besar-besarkan kawan. But,my friends are right in th end. I was still played in th end. But Diyanah and Hani,that time i cried otw to th library cause din said hes going out with another girl? Well,he actually went out in a big group. Doesnt that help,somehow? Aiyo,kepaleku pening memikirkan ini. And am i being really fair? When i think about it again,when was he using me ? I cant think of any . Yes,he behaved really differently when we first broke up,not letting me read his inbox and all,but what were we back then? We just broke up. What ya expect ? And what hes doing right now,not wanting to get into relationships and wanting to concentrate on other things ? Isnt that for our own good ? Arent i being mean by leaving him,and not waiting for him,when hes expecting me to? He told me he loves me,so what am i doing right now ? I'm leaving him all alone. Arent i being unreasonable? Doesnt that makes me th bad guy here,not him ? But no matter what,i'll try not to dwell on this too much. I have to study and ace my EOYS . I wont let you down,Hubby. I'm all yours after th exams ♥ [Damnnnnn,i am sooo deadd. Hani and Diyanah is SOOOOOOOO going to kill me. Oh,and Faten Rafidah too , Shucks .] |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |