**Hello,
i rockk .
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9/13/09
You know what people ? I'm really starting to get super pissed all the time. Oh,not to mention paranoid. I knew Hub-by would be sleeping th whole day,since he was at Masjid Sultan the whole of last night,but i kept thinking he was actually out with another girl. Sometimes,i wonder if i dont trust him as much as i used to. And i really can't find th answer. And then,another issue. Hub-by's perangai. Oh-ma-godd,his keep-melenting attitude is starting to get to me. Hes never liddat with his friends,so why me ?Its like,he raises his voice at me for th smallest reason. Like just now,iwas otp with him. I knew he wanted to ajak his friends for Friday,so i kept insisting he invite them,cause well,its his birthday,and i just want him to be happy,eventho i would really prefer if it were us alone.But,i got shouted instead. He claimed that i kept asking th same thing. All i want to do is just get a confirmation. Was i wrong,when all i wanted to do was make you happy on your upcoming 17th birthday ? Tapi takpe,i kept quiet. I didnt wanna fight,cause i didnt want our relatinship to be on rocky grounds again. I hung up the phone,cause i really couldnt stand talking to you,with tears already forming in my eyes. I knew i was going to break down. Im tired of time-outs and break-ups. It breaks me apart. But me keeping quiet while you continue your perangai.. Do i really deserve this? I keep asking if he really loves me. Sad to say,i really dont know.Damnit,sometimes,im so jealous with Hani's and Haiqal's relationship.. Dorang mcm takde problem gitu.. While mine? Everyday is a battefield. Great,im crying again. Im so tired of this . |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |