Time Check : 9.03 pm

What am i doing here ? I should be in Silat now. Ugh,im so discouraged to do anything now. I feel so depressed now,it sucks. Everyone is letting me down right now. At times like this,i miss Din so much im starting to cry now. I miss crying to him. I miss his listening ear. I miss him .So very much . I've been trying to put on such a brave front,but underneath all that,im still a weakling. I cant get over him. I feel so lonely right now. I dont know where all my friends have gone to. Family seems to be so busy nowadays. Everyone has their own things to do to notice im breaking down. I miss talking to people like i got no care in th world. That seems like a long time ago .

It seems like im running away from many things. Im running away from life. Its like,instead of facing problems,im simply turning away,not realising i'll just encounter another in the future. One major example is Silat. I dont want to go to trainings just because i cant seem to get to do backfalls correctly. Im getting so exasperated. No matter how much i tried,i'll never get it right. It sucks so muchh .

Now,i feel like giving up. In everything in this life. Its no use. Im such a failure.

Feat Syazwi .

After i was full,i wanted dessert :)

When the guys started to act like bitches,i got bored .

Spot stressed-up Crystal .

Look. At. Zul

Huhu,Teng Yee,the boy who had a growth spurt at Sec Two .

Look at Zhong You really closely. He looks sickk .

Adik Luqman tried to cover his face with a pillow . Nyeknyeknyek .

Feat Crystal

Feat. Nur Hazirah

Feat Kai Yan and Hui Wen

Look at Fadhli :)

Feat. Xing Yangg

Feat. Adik Luqman

Feat. Seri Mardyana

Feat. Asyran Nabilah

Feat. Siti Nazihah Syazwani