**Hello,
i rockk .
10/15/09
 Time Check : 1.19 pm For quite a while now,i've been trying to reassure myself that he truly loves me. But now,it seems like as though im simply too tired to play pretend anymore. This relationship aint working out,so what am i waiting for ? I'm not even too sure of my feelings for him. Is this even love ? His behavior towards me is sure is different from th way boyfriends in the movies i watch behave towards their gfs. His behavior towards me is simply h-ot a-n-d c-o-l-d . I need a guy who can pamper me with his love all th time,not some guy who takes it into his own two bloody hands on when to love me and when not to.I know i ought to pack up and leave,but im not too sure if im able to let go of the memories i've been clinging to all this time. I dont want to do something i'll regret in the following days to come. But i cant lie to myself any longer. We can't go on. So where do i go from here ? Oh,and Happy 3 Months . |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |