**Hello,
i rockk .
11/26/09
 Sup Yo . Firstly,i think today has been a great day,eventhough its actually tak seberapa. Hah,this shows im a simple girl. Im easily contented. Kankankan ?? Oh well,so nari in the morning help my mum kemas rummah all that. She cook,i vacuum,i hang the clothes,i cuci the kain,i wash th plates. Waa,so fair eyh ? Then after that slept back. Then went online. Then texted Hubby to accompany me go shop . So siap-ed all that. Went down to his blk.and as usual,that son of a gun was late. Hah,and when he did came down,he told me his mother is following us go shop . Hahaaa, i dont mind uh. His mother is soo cute i tell you . So short . Yes,shes even shorter than me people :DDD So well,went to th pasar all that. Then,Hubby forced me to go Causeway to go pick his glasses from th optician with his mother. So well, followed him in my oh-so-masai clothes . Trust me,i was wearing clothes suited to be used to go sleep .Heh,so went there and hahaa,Hubby's glasses is soo ermm.. cool ? Hahaa,his glasses serious shit looks like my granpa's lorhh . So atuk atuk. Hahaa,nehmind lurh . Its makes him my even more cuter JackJack . So then after that went Cold Storage, and bought stuff all that. Then cabbed back home. Reached our estate,and bid farewell to my future mother- in- law. Hahaa,kay mcm paham . Walked back home alone,cause i didnt want Hubby to abandon all the stuff tp his mother. That would have been downright kurang ajar. But trsut me,i was awfully glad that i didnt make a fool of myself unlike that time. Food literally went flying i tell you ! Currently,listening to Red Hot Chili Pepper. Tomorrow Raya dohh ! Say bye bye to the sheeps(or is it lambs?) that go BAAA ! Oh my im so lame. Got to go people. I wanna go steal chicken from th kitchen. Happy Raya Haji ! "Papa was a Copper,and Momma was a Hippy." 11/25/09 .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Ello ello ello Earthlings ! Oh-kayy,so i guess life is getting so much better now. Now that Tunas Mekar is finaally off my back, i've got nothing to worry about. Except for Hubby's silat jacket . How the sheep am i going to sew that logo on his sleeve of his jacket ? Oh, and then have to sew his pants also.. Aiyoo . Oh,so today,went Vivo with Hubby. Huahuahuaa,first time siaa my Jackjack admitted i looked nice. Heh,but i look so dark seyy ! All thanks to dragonboating ! Hmph ! Hahaa,but Hubby said i looked tanned. Sexy lurhh kate kan . . Heh heh . I told you im bringing sexyback . So well, set off to Harbourfront around 2 plus plus. Reached there,and first things first,we ate,cause i was superrrrr hungrryyyy. I didnt eat siaa the crab my mum cook before going out ! Heehee,so ate at Long John. So after that,walked aroundd. I really dont know what to say. Im just glad to be in the arms of my JackJack againn. What are we ? Its complicated . I'll just let the picture do the talking. Bounce,xoxo . "Cause' baby dont worry,you are my only."  Sapeekahh, Working with you for ganda has been great. You brighten my silat sessions with your shiny set of teeth. You're weird,you know that right ? You've always been there for me. Kay bedek,not always uhh. Most of the time. You were th one who had listened to my cries,and had comforted me when im down. Silat without you would be uber boring tahap maksima without your annoy-ments.Oh, not to mention miserable. For the past few months that we've been partners,im always the one who screw things up. But you've never gave up on me. So now that you screwed up,i'll just close an eye. Its alright. Theres always next year. We'll strive harder next time round. xoxo People,below is the competition video. I do not need criticism . 11/21/09  Its the only way i'll make it through .Oh,and oh yea,im currently on a no-talking-vulgarity campaign for myself. Do support by not making me have those inprofanity on th tip of my tongue. *mimics somebody Ayuni is fond of . But no kidding eyh . Im serious shit serious . Oh damn,Alya ran her walking-baby-thing over my busted foot. Oh,oh yea,forgot to mentioned that currently,i cant walk properly cause yesterday had an accident in silat. Damn,i dont know what im gonna do . Ooohhh,Ice ? Thanks Kel . 11/13/09 HELLO PEEEPLEEE!! Yours truly is in Kuala Lumpur nowww! Currently,using my phone to blog. Thank god for wireless service,though my dad has to pay. The pricing idk. Im just using sesuke hatiku. Heeheee :D Now,lying on th bed of th hotel room. Staying at what inn ntah. I shall ask my dad tomorrow morning. Well,just now th bus trip was alright i guess. We took 4 going to 5 frigging hours siaa from JB to KL. Damnn,if we took the car,3 plus plus hours da sampai siaa. too badd my dad doesnt want to drive,saying its stressful and that he hates speeding. Heh . So just now,settled in and all that in th room. Then went out to eat. Goshh that was superbbb siaaoo. Ate mee tomyam,and for dessert,ate lamb chop. Nyahahahhaha,sedap siol . I soo will recommend that restaurant to you guys,but heehee,pardon my scrawny brain for not remembering the name. Peace :) Oh,and can i just say that th guuys here are giving me th creeeps.? So scary. Its like they look like one kind liddat. I was like,clutching Hubby's jacket all th way sia from th mo,ent i stepped off the bus to th mo,ent i got inside this room. Even now,im hugging it close,though now its not due to nervousness. Now its just merely due to infatuation. Righto then. Off to bedd. Oh wait,i think i shall wait for Hubby to be online. Silat training should have ended by now. Kay bounce,xoxo. 11/12/09 Blogger is being daft by not alowing me to post my pictures . Oh,well . You guys are probably sick of seeing my face . I should post some random person's picture . Oh well,Aunty Mai is lazy to blog lonngglongg . I'll just say that bye bye people of the Galaxy . Im off to Kuala Lumpur . 11/6/09 Currently,using the phone to blog. i guess this is quite dope. i feel like shit. Things are tumbling down down down down down. Im losing my pillars of strength day by day. My life is just wayy depressing now,ya know,with silat and all. I really dont need additional stress now. Sungguh amat tidak diperlukan. I keep having strange nightmares. Right,im having a sudden amnesia and i cant seem to remember the dreams,but yesterday's one is like,really vivid uh. In th dream,i had like,a nonstop period. Likes kes,serious shit nyerr banyak to th tahap max tau. Now,what is that supposed to mean? And yes,i swear i dreamt about din wtih another girl. no kidding. How coincidental. I should have braced myself for this dejavu. 11/1/09  Currently, feelings as shitty as animal poop . just vomitted all my stomach's content just now. my throat hurts like hell now. my mood is so shitty now. i feel so upset with the world. theres silat just now. theres that stupid NE Champ camp this coming friday. Damnn,im gonna miss 3 whole silat trainings. Theres no way im gonna do ganda tembong with Syafiqah . Great . Im losing everything that i love. Thanks Miss Hesley . See ? Now im blaming Miss Hesley. See im so useless.Its just that now im so upset tau. Everyone is letting me down. Din, Daddy,Sister.. Aishh,i want someone to talk to. But it seems as though i got nobody else in this world. Everybody seems so preoccupiedd to care. I dont blame them. Who am i anyway ? I keep crying every night,cause i feel so alone in this world. Nothing seems right anymore. Im so disappointed . What is wrong with me ? Failure ought to be my middle name . My head is throbbing so hard now i cant think. My throat hurts,and i cringe looking at my arm. Its filled with bruises. My leg too. All those blue-blacks.. No matter how hard i try,no matter how many bruises i have,im never gonna be good enough right ? No,im never gonna be good enough . Im such a failure. I ought to brace myself for more fuck-ups . I feel like hiding under the covers,away from family,society, I wanna hide away from th world. Im a nobody anyway . Nobody would care. " Are you there God ? Its me,Maizurah. Will you please help me to be better in everything that i do ? Will you please cut down on the number of hard situations you're giving me lately ? Im drowning under the pressure. Please and Thank you ." Just went back from silat training. Oh yeah, maybe i got my boomz back. I dont know . Oh,and watch the video aobe aite. Its sick-kk :) |
I'm single, but never available. I don't smoke, Neither do i drink. I'm just the party cracker. I make things hot .  |