My Cinderella Story..

2010-02-19T05:34:00.000-08:00

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2010-02-15T18:43:00.000-08:00

(please dont ask why i took the blurry picture instead of the more-focused ones)

Hello Hawtstuffs!

firstly,happy chinese new year yawww ! yes,im kinda outdated by wishing at the third day,but oh well .

chinese new year celebration went great in school on friday. sadly,class didnt win the class deco competition. really, we shouldnt point fingers at one another. hands down,it was oour fault for not working together as a class .so after cny clelebrations,rushed back home and got ready to go to Peninsula with clique to place orders for class tee. met them and headed there .

so reached,and then ordered. we tookk a long time,since problems come after one another. but finally,everything was settled amidst of all the fun and laughter. so after that,headed to Raffles City . walked around,but i was kinda rushing to go back home,cause my dad was actually planning to stay at our house back in Malaysia. So then headed home,and took pictures with Hyeeeqel. Darnit, i swear he loooks good in all the pictures tau. Its like,his good look is copy pasted to all the pictures,so theres like,no bad pictures of him. while me? hehh,dont talk about it .

reached ap,and went back home. realised dad tak jadi nak bawak family gi Malaysia. Thanks uh .

saturday did nothing basically. sunday went to watch Percy Jackson and The Lightning Thief. ohemgeee,the show was great,though i had to sound this indian mum behind me to stop kicking my chair. tu pon member cakap baik baik tau,but she still mcm tak puas hati gitu. Ugh,but at least she stopped . after the movie,headed home .

currently,rolling around on the bed,sick. stupid, i've been sick from yesterday seyy,though i dont feel as bad as yesterday. i feel like going muggin at Starbucks. Anyone?

2010-02-11T05:57:00.001-08:00

Shhhhhh,

let me tell you something. I'm actually really tired .

School today was tiring. Went school early for NE Champ meeting. then went class and had lessons and all. then had english and i swear it was freaking stressful and tiring. For god's sake,we had to do three summary,and the papers were like,from all those smart school like St Joseph Instituition and Cedar Girls. I swear its hard siakk .

Chemistry went by in a blur,and school end. That was th best part. went follow ayuni,and her,erm,friend to northplaza to buy bubble tea. reached home and bathed and ate. decided to postone physics revision to some ther day,cause i was feeling totally shagged.

Currently,listening to Sisty and her boyfy quarelling. damn,so irritating. dengar dengar dorang due jek perh having problems. i got my own relationship problems,thank you very much .

Dahh uh,i wanna go sleep. Nite bloggers.

Bounce,xoxo .

2010-02-10T02:33:00.000-08:00

Heyho Chicas!

Oh my goaaat .Blogging has been soo ancient . I swear i feel kekok seyy to be back blogging. I can't help it though. My blog just looks,empty . Like my life right now. Hahh,you got to be kidding me. My life is great now thank you very much .

So well jyeahsss, Life has been great. I think im starting to love school more. Heh,sumpah tak bedek. I think one of the main reasons is cause' of the class uh. Super gerekk uhh dorang. Clan been amazing with out new catchphrase,'KOREK-AH!. Huakhuak,i know you know i know you don't understand cause you know the only people who knows are my besties only. So yeaa .

Oh then just last week had my Sec Three Camp at Kota Tinggi. I swear it was awesome tahap maksima,though at the end of it,bestfriends were like saying they saw 'stuff' there. Erm,yeaa. I dont wanna know .

Oh,so after camp,directly had to to aunt's potluck. Then after that watched Santau. We caught the midnight movie,and i swear the show is super gerekkk. Fulermakkkss,10 out of 10 mannx. Next up: What and The What Steal Lightning Sword.
Ah shit,i gtg. Following Daddy go cycling. Bye hunnehhhs. Bounce,xoxo .

2010-01-02T10:25:00.000-08:00

Hello Everyone !

Woots,2010 is hereee ! Nyeknyeknyekk,im soo outdatedd.. Hahaaa . Oh well :P

So this year,countdown,went with Hubby and his friend(who now i can claim to be my friend too),Zaidi. Supposedly going with budaks silat,but they paitao-ed. Uncool,you know.

So met up with Hubby at 3 plus. He wanted to go early for idk whurt reason. So met up with Zaidi at causeway point,then train-ed to City Hall. Oh,and whats up with that China woman looking at me up down like i owe her money? Damn.

Walked around,and ate lunch there. Then walked aroundd and all. Gahahahaaa,penat dohh . Oh,so then came Night Time. Headed to Esplanade where again,walked walked. It wasnt boring,you know,but idk why,they way i wrote it here,it seems boring.

Righ-tt,so time flew,and then came near midnight. Hahaa,at that point of time,Zaidi was no longer there,cause he met up with his friend,and they couldnt come in back cause the place was sealed. Nyeknyeknyekk,so it was me with Him only. Oh no,there was no public affection involved. I find it disgusting,do you ?

Oh,so to kill time to midnight,played stupid games with Hubby. Example: Pepsi Cola One Two Three,which is soo unfair cause Hubby kept pulling my arm, Scissors-Paper-Stone-You-Lose-I-Bit-Your-Hand,which was soo painful that it left red marks on my hand,and all the other stupid games yang sewaktu dengannya. Hahaa,all along i was laughing non stop hits manxxss. Who knew that son of a gun could be fun ? Gahh,i knew it along .

Oh,so fireworks were great ! Hahh,and there goes our GSTs and Taxes peoplee!-.-" So well, yeaaa,after fireworks,walked out of the place. Oh,otw,saw this minah indon who was(I SWEAR) gelek-ing hardcore to the tunes of I Wish You A Merry Christmas in th middle of banglas. Alersmakk,i was like, f. disgusted.

Well then,wanted to go Clarke Quay,but got lost instead.Like,serious shit lost siaa. All thanks to a guy, who depends on his instincts as to which direction to go,and a girl who depends solely on whether the direction of the places boy wanted to go were lighted or not. That adds up to a very lost couple .

Soo finaally,we kembali-ed kepada pangkal jalan. Then decided to patah balek to Clark Quay,but as time was running late,decided to just balek jek rumah. Daddy called,and picked me up at ap. Reached home around two pluss.

Hahaa,so basically,that day was great. Eventhough budaks silat paitao,i still had fun with Hubby and Zaidi. Whoever said number mattered ?

Bounce,xoxo .

2009-12-24T23:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

Hahaa,soo sorry for not updating. Life's been busy. Hah,actually not really uh. Just that im just too lazy to update.

Just got back from ap. Went to eat with Hubby. Oh,so well,th past few days,i've been spending time with Sexy Boy. Just that other day went to watch Planet 51 at Cathay. Then recently went town to shop for his clothes. Hah,then yesterday went Marsiling to eat,cause i wanted to eat Mee Tomyam. Damn,so sedap manxx.

Yerp,so basically,im loving every minute with Sexy Boy. You know,his smile is soo... Wait,whats the perfect word to describe it eh? Hmm,p-r-e-c-i-o-u-s. It really is. The way the corners of his mouth turn upward... Its wayy cutee. His smile makes me laugh. He makes my heart swell when i see him smile . Its like, he basically makes me happy liddat. Just being with him makes me feel soo secure and comforted.*sighs,I love him very much. I really do.

Oh jyeahs,now i know his smile is like whos. Its like Ipin's.

Oh jyeahs,i forgot one imporrtant good news. HUBBY IS NOT MOVING TO BOON LAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Instead,hes moving to his sista's house in Admiralty. Nyeknyeknyekk,talk about Happy Endings. But well,its still gonna be different. But so so whattt, at least hes still close by. Just no more 11-plus-at-night-outings-to-admiralty-cause-Hubby-feels-like-eating-Mac uh. That,well,we can live without with.

Hahaa,moving on. My life(this excludes my personal life with Hubby eh) is grea-aat. Silat is fcukishly fun uhh. Family is also great,with my Dad getting a promotion.. Before this,he is like th Chairperson of something something. Now,he's still th Chairperson of something something,but with greater salary. He,like any other people,also got a bonus. Best or whuuuurrrrrrrttttzzxz ?

Soo alhamdullillah kan .

Ah well,school is gonna reopen soon. Oh no,lets not talk about it.

I feel like sleeping ? Can i sleep ? Of course i can. Goodnight then(eventho its 3.53 in th afternoon).

Bounce,xoxo .

"Meet me halfway.

2009-12-05T06:28:00.000-08:00

Hello People !

So yesterday,watched New Moon with Hubby and my cousin.Alright before questions start to pop in your brains, me and Hubby sort of got back together .? Fine,maybe you guys will start to think im a cheap bitch or anything,but yeah, me and him only got a month left till he move to another part of Singapore,to Boon Lay.Yerrrp,i know i didnt mention anything about that son of a gun moving,but yeahs, i didnt want to tell everyone about Hubb's lifestory. Heh,im such a Gossip Girl huh ?

But well yeah, hes moving. I don't want to spend out last month together fighting. It aint worth it. So well,i already told him that well,we two arent together or anything. Our relationship is complicated,but it still makes us single. I dont believe in long-distance relationship. Its rather stupid,actually.

Fyi,this picture was taken when me and Hubby went Vivo that time . Happy times.

So well,back to my lifestory. New Moon is rather disappointing. I should have listenened to Hubby,and watch Mulan. Aiyoo,wasteddd dohh !

Currently,damn,i should be at silat now,but due to some circumstances im not. Hah . Currently thinking of th months that me and Hubbyku Manis have been together.. Damn,i cant bear the thought of seperating with that rather adorable dickhead.God help me.

Hey you,

i guess we should start a countdown huh till our last day ? Well, yea i know you're still in Singapore,but well,its gonna be soo hardd. Looking back,i know we had our tough times and all,but us being together,it has made me a stronger girl. You're taught me th meaning of life,something i've failed to learn by myself. You have been there for me,and i love you for that. I can't bear the thought of losing you,of seperating with you. But i know that this is th best. Im choking back tears as i think of th coming future. I love you.

"You're the comon denominator."

2009-12-03T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hello People !

Oh well, today woke up,kemas rumah. Momma didnt go to work. Seriously,i hope she quits her job. I really dont understand why she has to work. I dont like her all tired and naggy.

So well, after kemas-ing rumah,rooled on th bed for a while,then ate then head to the library with my cousin. Coughscoughs,i was supposed to go watch a movie today,but.. More on that later uh .

Wow,i think thats it for my oh-so-interesting life. Oh did i mention that JackJack and me,is , *sighs, done? Hah,we broke it up due to some build-up tension that has built up inside me for quite a while now. I know its not my fault. I've tried my best in saving our relationship,but well, you cant save something that just aint worth to save kan ?

I rest my case. Its not as if he cares,anyway . I guess i caught myself in a Bad Romance . Ooohlalaa !

But jyeahs, i still feel bad over something. Supermassively bad. I so totally have to apologise to Hani's cousin,Fatynn.

Currently,chatting with Acim. Heh hehh,ddnt know he saw me at Causeway lorhh. Sorry uh babee,tak nampak uh ! Oh,and heehee,he admitted i looked preety!

Now,i feel like as though im babbling poop. Imma gonna bounce. xoxo .

Theres nothing left to say. We talked,i texted. Thats all i've gotta say .

2009-12-01T05:00:00.000-08:00

Ello People !

Just got back from Causeway Point with JackJack .Damn,i think that that guy is starting to lose his senses .Dah tahu my nose sensitive,still he hit .Mcm like so wtff kan ?Hahh,i ended up crying..

So well,earlier today,woke up at 6.30am and did my morning prayers. After that,didnt know why i felt so rajin,and started doing the housework right there and then. Hahaa,i cooked too,though im not sure what i cook. Its Ayam Something Something. My dad came back home and said it taste not bad,which i agree,and said i ought to go for cooking class to improve my cooking,instead of silat,which i didnt agree. Passion dohh .

Hah, and i guess im starting to get really pissed with everything in this life. JackJack said im starting to get really ngade ngade,but i really dont think so lorhh . Its just the situation making me upset . He should ask himself why .

Oh,and i cant believe im not going to watch New Moon. Ayuni said the ending tergantung. Damnn,sape mau tengok gitu mcm ? Haishh,i was really looking forward to it uhh. Guess i have to watch another movie with JackJack. Oh wait,i dont think i can. My cousin has been staying over at my house,and i cant get out of the house unless somebody is at home to accompany her. Bring her to watch movie with me and JackJack ?No thanks,i'll pass . My social life has been put on hold for a while since she came. It's not that i have at thing agaisnt her. Its just that i want to go out. I've been doing the housework diligently tau. I deserve a break.

Alrighty then. Got to go. Have to call JackJackand see whether hes been staying away from drugs not. Hahaa. Gonna eat the burger my mum just bought too. Byebye then .

"So i was like,why you so obsessed with me?"

2009-11-26T05:53:00.000-08:00

Sup Yo .

Firstly,i think today has been a great day,eventhough its actually tak seberapa. Hah,this shows im a simple girl. Im easily contented. Kankankan ??

Oh well,so nari in the morning help my mum kemas rummah all that. She cook,i vacuum,i hang the clothes,i cuci the kain,i wash th plates. Waa,so fair eyh ?

Then after that slept back. Then went online. Then texted Hubby to accompany me go shop . So siap-ed all that. Went down to his blk.and as usual,that son of a gun was late. Hah,and when he did came down,he told me his mother is following us go shop . Hahaaa, i dont mind uh. His mother is soo cute i tell you . So short . Yes,shes even shorter than me people :DDD

So well,went to th pasar all that. Then,Hubby forced me to go Causeway to go pick his glasses from th optician with his mother. So well, followed him in my oh-so-masai clothes . Trust me,i was wearing clothes suited to be used to go sleep .Heh,so went there and hahaa,Hubby's glasses is soo ermm.. cool ? Hahaa,his glasses serious shit looks like my granpa's lorhh . So atuk atuk. Hahaa,nehmind lurh . Its makes him my even more cuter JackJack .

So then after that went Cold Storage, and bought stuff all that. Then cabbed back home. Reached our estate,and bid farewell to my future mother- in- law. Hahaa,kay mcm paham . Walked back home alone,cause i didnt want Hubby to abandon all the stuff tp his mother. That would have been downright kurang ajar. But trsut me,i was awfully glad that i didnt make a fool of myself unlike that time. Food literally went flying i tell you !

Currently,listening to Red Hot Chili Pepper. Tomorrow Raya dohh ! Say bye bye to the sheeps(or is it lambs?) that go BAAA ! Oh my im so lame. Got to go people. I wanna go steal chicken from th kitchen. Happy Raya Haji !

"Papa was a Copper,and Momma was a Hippy."

2009-11-25T09:16:00.001-08:00

Ello ello ello Earthlings !

Oh-kayy,so i guess life is getting so much better now. Now that Tunas Mekar is finaally off my back, i've got nothing to worry about. Except for Hubby's silat jacket . How the sheep am i going to sew that logo on his sleeve of his jacket ? Oh, and then have to sew his pants also.. Aiyoo .

Oh,so today,went Vivo with Hubby. Huahuahuaa,first time siaa my Jackjack admitted i looked nice. Heh,but i look so dark seyy ! All thanks to dragonboating ! Hmph ! Hahaa,but Hubby said i looked tanned. Sexy lurhh kate kan . . Heh heh . I told you im bringing sexyback .

So well, set off to Harbourfront around 2 plus plus. Reached there,and first things first,we ate,cause i was superrrrr hungrryyyy. I didnt eat siaa the crab my mum cook before going out !
Heehee,so ate at Long John. So after that,walked aroundd. I really dont know what to say. Im just glad to be in the arms of my JackJack againn. What are we ? Its complicated .

I'll just let the picture do the talking. Bounce,xoxo .

"Cause' baby dont worry,you are my only."

2009-11-25T06:57:00.001-08:00

Sapeekahh,

Working with you for ganda has been great. You brighten my silat sessions with your shiny set of teeth. You're weird,you know that right ? You've always been there for me. Kay bedek,not always uhh. Most of the time. You were th one who had listened to my cries,and had comforted me when im down. Silat without you would be uber boring tahap maksima without your annoy-ments.Oh, not to mention miserable. For the past few months that we've been partners,im always the one who screw things up. But you've never gave up on me. So now that you screwed up,i'll just close an eye. Its alright. Theres always next year. We'll strive harder next time round.

xoxo

People,below is the competition video. I do not need criticism .

2009-11-21T00:36:00.000-08:00

Its the only way i'll make it through .

Currently, having this this thick blanket of unhappiness all over me . Imma soo worried for tomorrow. Its the dreaded Tunas Mekar,that seni competition that has caused me much grief and pain. Shucks mannxx .

Oh,and oh yea,im currently on a no-talking-vulgarity campaign for myself. Do support by not making me have those inprofanity on th tip of my tongue. *mimics somebody Ayuni is fond of .
But no kidding eyh . Im serious shit serious .

Oh damn,Alya ran her walking-baby-thing over my busted foot. Oh,oh yea,forgot to mentioned that currently,i cant walk properly cause yesterday had an accident in silat. Damn,i dont know what im gonna do .

Ooohhh,Ice ? Thanks Kel .

2009-11-13T08:15:00.000-08:00

HELLO PEEEPLEEE!! Yours truly is in Kuala Lumpur nowww!

Currently,using my phone to blog. Thank god for wireless service,though my dad has to pay. The pricing idk. Im just using sesuke hatiku. Heeheee :D

Now,lying on th bed of th hotel room. Staying at what inn ntah. I shall ask my dad tomorrow morning.

Well,just now th bus trip was alright i guess. We took 4 going to 5 frigging hours siaa from JB to KL. Damnn,if we took the car,3 plus plus hours da sampai siaa. too badd my dad doesnt want to drive,saying its stressful and
that he hates speeding. Heh .

So just now,settled in and all that in th room. Then went out to eat. Goshh that was superbbb siaaoo. Ate mee tomyam,and for dessert,ate lamb chop. Nyahahahhaha,sedap siol . I soo will recommend that restaurant to you guys,but heehee,pardon my scrawny brain for not remembering the name. Peace :)

Oh,and can i just say that th guuys here are giving me th creeeps.? So scary. Its like they look like one kind liddat. I was like,clutching Hubby's jacket all th way sia from th mo,ent i stepped off the bus to th mo,ent i got inside this room. Even now,im hugging it close,though now its not due to nervousness. Now its just merely due to infatuation.

Righto then. Off to bedd. Oh wait,i think i shall wait for Hubby to be online. Silat training should have ended by now.

Kay bounce,xoxo.

2009-11-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

Blogger is being daft by not alowing me to post my pictures .
Oh,well .
You guys are probably sick of seeing my face .
I should post some random person's picture .
Oh well,Aunty Mai is lazy to blog lonngglongg .
I'll just say that bye bye people of the Galaxy .
Im off to Kuala Lumpur .

2009-11-06T08:40:00.000-08:00

Currently,using the phone to blog. i guess this is quite dope.

i feel like shit. Things are tumbling down down down down down. Im losing my pillars of strength day by day. My life is just wayy depressing now,ya know,with silat and all. I really dont need additional stress now. Sungguh amat tidak diperlukan.

I keep having strange nightmares. Right,im having a sudden amnesia and i cant seem to remember the dreams,but yesterday's one is like,really vivid uh. In th dream,i had like,a nonstop period. Likes kes,serious shit nyerr banyak to th tahap max tau.

Now,what is that supposed to mean?

And yes,i swear i dreamt about din wtih another girl. no kidding. How coincidental. I should have braced myself for this dejavu.

2009-11-01T05:22:00.000-08:00

Currently, feelings as shitty as animal poop . just vomitted all my stomach's content just now. my throat hurts like hell now. my mood is so shitty now. i feel so upset with the world. theres silat just now. theres that stupid NE Champ camp this coming friday. Damnn,im gonna miss 3 whole silat trainings. Theres no way im gonna do ganda tembong with Syafiqah . Great . Im losing everything that i love. Thanks Miss Hesley .

See ? Now im blaming Miss Hesley. See im so useless.Its just that now im so upset tau. Everyone is letting me down. Din, Daddy,Sister.. Aishh,i want someone to talk to. But it seems as though i got nobody else in this world. Everybody seems so preoccupiedd to care. I dont blame them. Who am i anyway ?

I keep crying every night,cause i feel so alone in this world. Nothing seems right anymore. Im so disappointed . What is wrong with me ? Failure ought to be my middle name .

My head is throbbing so hard now i cant think. My throat hurts,and i cringe looking at my arm. Its filled with bruises. My leg too. All those blue-blacks.. No matter how hard i try,no matter how many bruises i have,im never gonna be good enough right ?

No,im never gonna be good enough . Im such a failure. I ought to brace myself for more fuck-ups . I feel like hiding under the covers,away from family,society, I wanna hide away from th world. Im a nobody anyway . Nobody would care.

" Are you there God ? Its me,Maizurah. Will you please help me to be better in everything that i do ? Will you please cut down on the number of hard situations you're giving me lately ? Im drowning under the pressure. Please and Thank you ."

2009-11-01T02:00:00.000-08:00

Just went back from silat training.
Oh yeah,
maybe i got my boomz back.
I dont know .
Oh,and watch the video aobe aite.
Its sick-kk :)

2009-10-31T07:01:00.000-07:00

Time Check : 9.03 pm

What am i doing here ? I should be in Silat now. Ugh,im so discouraged to do anything now. I feel so depressed now,it sucks. Everyone is letting me down right now. At times like this,i miss Din so much im starting to cry now. I miss crying to him. I miss his listening ear. I miss him .So very much . I've been trying to put on such a brave front,but underneath all that,im still a weakling. I cant get over him. I feel so lonely right now. I dont know where all my friends have gone to. Family seems to be so busy nowadays. Everyone has their own things to do to notice im breaking down. I miss talking to people like i got no care in th world. That seems like a long time ago .

It seems like im running away from many things. Im running away from life. Its like,instead of facing problems,im simply turning away,not realising i'll just encounter another in the future. One major example is Silat. I dont want to go to trainings just because i cant seem to get to do backfalls correctly. Im getting so exasperated. No matter how much i tried,i'll never get it right. It sucks so muchh .

Now,i feel like giving up. In everything in this life. Its no use. Im such a failure.

I feel so sorry for myself .

2009-10-31T01:43:00.000-07:00

Feat Syazwi .

After i was full,i wanted dessert :)

When the guys started to act like bitches,i got bored .

Spot stressed-up Crystal .

Look. At. Zul

Huhu,Teng Yee,the boy who had a growth spurt at Sec Two .

Look at Zhong You really closely. He looks sickk .

Adik Luqman tried to cover his face with a pillow . Nyeknyeknyek .

Feat Crystal

Feat. Nur Hazirah

Feat Kai Yan and Hui Wen

Look at Fadhli :)

Feat. Xing Yangg

Feat. Adik Luqman

Feat. Seri Mardyana

Feat. Asyran Nabilah

Feat. Siti Nazihah Syazwani

Class Party Pictures .
I'll let the pictures do th talking aite.
Kay bounce,
xoxo .

2009-10-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

Sweet kan ? :(

Today was a great dayy mannnxxx . Went school and went to what theatre to watch a play. It was cool lurhh . Then after that,headed to Sheng Siong with class party organizers to purchase stuff for the class party. That was fun,except that SOME people were being annoying. (HINT HINT : the skinniest guy in our class,whos legs seem to be as thin as chopsticks,and the guy who sleeps all the time,but is not a Beauty .

After buying the stuff,headed to Seri's crib to marinate stuff. Woww that was funnn. We will keep the ingredients a secret,but rest assured its halal,and we didnt add spit,urine,phlegm,sweat,tears or anything liddat. But just that,if you eat a chicken,and the next day you go to the doctor's and the doctor said that he has to amputate your leg due to diabetes,well, it aint our faultt hunn .

Reached home at 7.20 liddat. Quickly bathed and prayed and all. Quickly sew Hubby's(ermmm, Din's) silat pants cause it tore during Sunday's silat training that time. Pricked my finger a lot of times,and yet Din didnt appreciate it. Wheres my thank you ?

Then,headed to gelanggang,and i had one of the bestest trainings ever . Yes,g-r-e-a-t-e-s-t . Fulerrrrmakkkkkkkkkk .

Oh,but im kinda scared. I have to take part in two categories . But still not as bad as Syafiqah(a.k.a the bitch whos better than me) who has to take part in 3 categories..Nehh,kite bismillah rempuh jek lurhh ehh. Kitorang budak silat mane gentar eyh ? Nyeknyeknyekk .

Im sad that today has ended :(
But im looking forward to tomorrow though. Class party dohh. So boomz:)

Kay bounce. xoxo

Oh and to you hunn,

*sighs deeply
I'm just gonna say that maybe what we're doing is right. Maybe its better if we stay friends. Im tired of break-ups and hook-ups too . I know i deserve better. You promised to be better,remember ? Look at what your "better-ness" has led us to ? No,it wasnt entirely your fault. Part of it was mine. But was it really too late when i apologied ?And well,eventhough it has only been two days since the great break-up,well i realised i feel better now. So let me on down. Cause time has made me strong,and im starting to move on. To be real,it doesnt matter anymore. I was blinded by your love. By your attention . I gave you everything i had. Think hunn,think. Is what im saying a lie ?

Oh fine,like i say,it doesnt matter anymore. I want you to be happy. In training just now,it seems like you were behaving normally. Thats good. It shows you can live without me. Continue doing your good job. But hey,i'll be behind you. I wont let all this show in my performance in anything that i do. I know thats what you want me to do. Fine i gotta admit that it hurts a lot when you said what you said to Shazwan. What,im not your woman ? I know,but must you say it liddat ? Just in two days,im nothing to you ? Must you be so cruel and cold ? I have to admit,this part in my heart that loves you deeply,will never close up .Whatever it is,i'll always be loving,forever be loving you .

p.s Have fun on Friday. Sedih sungguh whenn y ou didnt ask me along. :( Heh heh,tapi takpe. Take care. Jalan hati-hati. Dont get drunk. Balek jangan lambat nahh,or you got no transport to balek. Take care tau. Dress appropriately. Wax your hair. Wear your long-sleeved shirt,cause you look good in long-sleeves. Dont wear your bemudas. Your shoes dont wear the brown one. Kalau nak pakai,wear with bemudas,but dont wear bemudas lah. Hmm,lagi ape eh ? Wear your Hugo Boss . I luveeeeee the smell. Dont forget to wear your boxers. The afternoon dont go out. Rest, I dont want you to be sick there. Nanti rase mcm nak pitam lah ape lah. Make sure Firdaus take care of you. Kay then. I guess thats it. Takmo naughty naughty . Nak mintak number chickies ambik luh. I dont mind aite :) Jalan jangan mcm orang mabuk! Senget sini senget sane ! Take care tau ! I wanna see you in Saturday training in one piece tau !

2009-10-27T06:00:00.000-07:00

Ello Everybody :)

Didnt go school today cause i had a terrible cough. Heh,it wasnt really THAT terrible,but its not as if school is THAT exciting now right ? Besides, my cough could lead to tubercolosis. Abang Saiful said .

So well,woke up early in th morning and started to clean the house. Then decided to cook Ayam Masak Merah. Heh heh,Momma said it was fine. But i got seriously fucked up by Daddy who didnt eat . So i was like," Dah uh. Besok takya masak sudah. Masak pon takde orang nak makan. Buat abes ingredients jekk." Daddy just ignored . Grrr .

So well,in th afternoon,asked Din to accompany me go clinic. Nehh ,i dont wanna elaborate . It'll just bring back unwanted memories and tears. Oh well .

And well,currently,thinking . To be honest,i dont know what to think now . but well,i believe everything happens for a reason. My body is trembling so damn hard right now. Darn,i have to embrace the pain. What else could i do ? My eyes are burning from these silly tears. It sucks big time. I feel so betrayed. What a waste of my heart .

2009-10-26T08:12:00.001-07:00

Lies by Big Bang

Tell Me by Wonder Girls

Believe it or not,they are all in prison. Cool eyh ? Prison looks fun :)

2009-10-26T05:23:00.000-07:00

I'm at loss at what to do now .Looking back,maybe i was the one to blame .I wasnt a good partner/bestfriend .My heart is breaking at every word im saying.I gave up everything i had,forsomething that just wouldnt last .But i refuse to cry .No tears will fall from these eyes any longer.Maybe to you,it was just a love game.Maybe i love you toouch,and it shows all my emotions go out of control. Good for you bad for me,when i can hardly see from the tears that flow. I gotta regain composure .

"Love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame,

just scream my name

And i'm so sick of love songs

I hate them damn love songs

Moment of ours"

How do i remain strong,when i lost my pillar of strength ?

2009-10-22T08:00:00.000-07:00

HEYYYY PEOPLE !

PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT MY PHONE IS SPOILED .

PAPE PICET RUMAH AYYY ?

(shucks,suddenly end of the year is becoming too long of a wait. oh,and how the fuck am i gonna contact with Hubby ? aaaaaaahhh,stupidd. wheres all the spare phones when i need them ?)

Oh yes,i broke them all. Great .

2009-10-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

Look peoplee,Hubby actually smiledd ! Kan manis seyuman die tu !Damn im soo proud of him !

Hey hey heyyy orangg!

Woww,today was g-r-e-a-t . Heh heh,except for th night before. I couldnt sleep,cause i was havinga severe stomachache. Adoi,sakit dohh. Finaally could sleep at 4 . Hahaaa,then wake up at 6.30,and mum was like,asking me not to go to school cause shes afraid i'll get stomachache againn . Hahaa,but i did anyway. Peace momma :)

Yerrrrpyerpyerpp,went school,and OH-EM-GEEE, i can't believe Riverside dah start blaja balek uhh for Maths. Goshh, kanchiong spider . Damn .

Yeaaahhh,so lepas skolah,went to the Singtel shop at Causeway. Was looking around for phones. Anddd,i decided that i am gonna wait for the end of year to buy my phone. I wanttt I- Phoneeeeee!!!! Im soo gonna make sure i get it earlier than Hubbylove does ! :P

So after thatt,went back home. Realised nobody was at home,and i had no keys. So texted Hubby and met him under the blockk . Goshh,i had to wait for 30 mins ! Heh heh,so after that,went to his crib. Palyed around with his catss. Haishh, they're like soo cute uhh. Geram Maizurahh. I felt like smuggling them back home tau !

Then after that,i dont know how,but he managed to persuade me to do boxing with me. He passed me his gloves, and DINGDINGDING, our match yang sungguh tak seberapa itu start.That son of a gun bullied me uh ! Kept boxing my face,particularly my nose ! Damn that sexy boy .

Then after boxing, Hubby put on th Silat vest i bought for him for his birthday,and we started sparring ! Fuiyoo,itu gerekk ! I sabit-ed him till he lost his breath. Twice . Tendangan sah bagi Seni Silat Pukolan ayy :D

After thatt,went to ap jap to buy stuff. With our limited cash,susah sungguh nak beli bende at that point of time. Bile dah settle nak beli something,realised we were FIVE CENTS short. Lesson learnt : I am soo going to pick up every cent i drop in th future .

After that,headed home and bathedd. And currently,listening to Sexy Chick and 2NE1 one after anotherr. Going to go soon. Boyfy is gonna be in television in 25 mins time !

Okay bounce. xoxo

"You lift my feet off the ground. You spin me around. You make me crazier,crazier."

2009-10-20T06:10:00.000-07:00

Jikalau anda pandai,cuba teka ini dimana .

Aloha People~

Todayy,well,school was fun i guess. New Zealand people came to Riversidee .As NE Champs,had to accompany them around the school. My buddies were Larissa and ________(yikes,i forgot th name..0.o)So well,then after showing them around the school settled for lunch in th NE room. Like woaa,i had a lot of fun. It was soo kecohh uhh. And zomgg,they each bought 900 dollars to Singapore. I learnt that they are rich .After school,met up with Hubby. Ate at Banquet. Then went back ap,and sat for a while. Dah uh,i dont wanna elaborate dah.

Currently,im soo excited. Daddy gave me the greenlight to get a new plan and phonee. Im soo getting N63,despite Hubby's warning :)

Alright then. i wanna go read now. Anything just meet me at the hotel room.

"2 + 2 we gonna do what ?"

2009-10-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

Above are the what we call
P-I-C-T-U-R-E-S for today's gerekness
at Bukit Timahh Community Centre,
where we had a silat performance by th younger pesilats .
Im lazy to write paragraphs long long.
So i'll end here .
Bounce,xoxo .

2009-10-15T22:08:00.000-07:00

Time Check : 1.19 pm

For quite a while now,i've been trying to reassure myself that he truly loves me. But now,it seems like as though im simply too tired to play pretend anymore. This relationship aint working out,so what am i waiting for ? I'm not even too sure of my feelings for him. Is this even love ? His behavior towards me is sure is different from th way boyfriends in the movies i watch behave towards their gfs. His behavior towards me is simply h-ot a-n-d c-o-l-d . I need a guy who can pamper me with his love all th time,not some guy who takes it into his own two bloody hands on when to love me and when not to.I know i ought to pack up and leave,but im not too sure if im able to let go of the memories i've been clinging to all this time. I dont want to do something i'll regret in the following days to come. But i cant lie to myself any longer. We can't go on. So where do i go from here ?

Oh,and Happy 3 Months .

2009-10-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

the death of beauty

I'm in a terrible fuzzing mood .Oh,before thatHello Bloggers .Long time no see .I thought you mati :)))(Goddd,that was so primary school siao.)

Well,life has been a whore lately. Didnt go school today,cause i tore my leg muscle during swimming yesterday .That is what happens when you feel a stining pain on your leg,and you just ignore and continue swimming . God bless i could have drown .

So yeah,didnt go school . Limped around the house,trying to help with the housework,while watching Mtv. The songs are seriously wtf laa. Oh,but Bulletproof is cool uh. The singer is totally D-O-P-E tau . Go watch th music video people. Shes like,a less dramatic version of Lady Gaga,but equaally cool .

Then , lied on th bed and finished my reading . By then,i was feeling quite terrible already. Pening tahap maksima siol . Then got a call from Hubby . Talked, and he left me really confused . I dont know what to think .

So then,hanged up . Slept for a while,and got a call from Hubby again . Ajak-ed me go civic,but under several circumstances,didnt follow him . Later on in th afternoon, felt better,and as i already finished reading all my library books, decided to go libary to borrow new books. This is me. A newly recovered G-E-E-K . So what ?

Hubby accompanied,and despite me loooking nice,my limping still did not look cool --" So went libary,then went Mac .

Reached ap, then we started to talk about stuff. Ugly stuff. Reached home 6+, and slept . Woke up soon after that for Maghrib prayers . After that, i was like the living dead . Got into a fight with someone in th house . And that left me in a really badd mood. Texted Hubby and said i wanna break.? 0.o, im soo panas baran . Too bad tomorrow is our 3 months .

Then,watched my boyfriend in teevee. Gosh,hes drop dead gorgeous laa. Sejukk hati Maizurahh . Heh heh,lol . Nak tau sape ? Stay tune to Suria on Thursdays,10.30 . Sinar Keriangan :)

Lastly, i realised noawadays,i've been really down in the dumps . Things are not looking preety. With my leg like this,how the f am i gonna train for upcoming silat competition ? Oh,and i guess i've been comforting myself by reading ? Reading brings me to another world. Its like, i feel like as though im not alone when i read book on people who like,have so much bigger problems than me . But unlike my life,their lifestory are already penned down,written. Mine ? Gosh,kite bismillah rempuh jer lah eh .

Currently,listening to songs and blog hopping at th same time . I wanna go read soon. Wee,so excited siaa. The book im reading now is like,so the gerek ? Gosh,why do i even on th comp ? I could have finished th whole book by now ! Ehhh,oh ya, is it true that if somebody doesnt mesage my leg soon, it has to be amputated ? Hubby said as demikian uh. I swear he made me scared .

Oh,and what is this with Miss Hesley badly wanting me go NE CHAMP Camp ? Im hyper ?

Is that even a compliment ?
Goshh,by the way i behave towards her,
does she think im a reetard ?

Kay bounce . xoxo .

2009-10-05T05:19:00.000-07:00

Helllo Peee-plee !

Wooots,im finaally back,blogging. Exas finaally da abes,but idk why im still not bubbling with excitement. Oh,maybe because of the feeling that i,Maizurah Amzah,just screwed up her Mathematics ?Nehh,i think its just because of the situation im facing now ?
Aaaahh,fuck it.
Well,the past few days,*coughs, weeks,life has been going up and down,hot and cold . I wont elaborate now.
Exams? Hiayayaya,bismillah rempuh jek uh . Its over already kan . Im just scared for my Mathematics.
Oh-my-gosh,i fucking got no mood to blog now. I'm sick,and tired. I need someone. I need my Hubby .

p.s People, i dont mind not coming tomorrow. Maizurah Amzah da malas. But seriously,i dont see the need of broadcasting this on plurk . Nak sangat pah sume orang tengok a bestfriend pull down his own bestfriend ? Okay then. Maizurah tak pasal. Dah uhh,i dont wanna write so long,cause i dont want you people to say aku buat prangai,cause i made you all lose your mood for tomorrow. After all,i have to shut my trap kan ? Pape uh .

2009-09-19T09:56:00.000-07:00

I woke up today,smiling and thinking of yesterdayy .

Yesterday was g-r-e-a-t to the super max! It was Hubby's 17th birthdayy yawww ~
Heh heh,so after school train-ed to Vivo with Hubbyku yang tersayang. Oh,and otw,Hubby finaally confessed that while walking towards his block,there was these yps under the block who kept laughing and smiling at us. I wanted to turn back,and that resulted in a fight with me and dearest. Ehh please uhh,itu anak-anak serious shit mintak kene sound tau . Grrr .

Jyeahs,so then reached Vivo. fought again with dearest for idk what reason. What i know is that he said im changing and my prangai mcm makin lame makin fenneh..? Erm,right . So then went Daiso,and dearest was finaally okay with me again. Hahh,so roamed around Daiso,and check-check,we spent one hour there . Haha,lols . After that,headed outside to take pictures. All pictures are with him,and hes being mean by not sending them. Heh heh,jangan risau. Maizurah Amzah will post it after hubby sends it aite.

After that,walked around then went Pastamania to buke. I would like to take this oppurtunity to say that I,Maizurah Amzah,HATES italian food. :( Urghh, iprefer Western.

After buke,dearest wanted to go back home asap for some reasons. So then,had to quickly buy my kasut raye. Hah,then went out of vivo,and started hailing for cabs. So after a long time there,decided to just board th mrt and stop somewhere to hail th taxi. I came up with a briliant idea to stop at Outram Park. I'll say that was a bad choice. A really bad one.

Finaally got a cab. Haishh,idk why,but i feel like as though i was the luckiest girl to be in th arms of a great guy like him while i watch him sleep.. Call me weird,but i seriously felt a thrill run down my spine tau ! And idk why,but i felt so protective of him then :)

Haiyayaya,reached our estate then sat around with dearest . heeeheee,best .Reached home at 9++ . Im such a good daughter to reach home so early eyh ?

Oh,so well,today is like the eve of Raya. Ya know,bulan Ramadhan has taught me a great deal of things. The main lesson learnt is that there are MANY people whos not as fortunate as me,and hence,i shouldnt take things for granted.I'm so glad that i'll be spending it with my family,my Hubby,my besties.. As we listened to the takbir,i cried looking at Bibik weep. She misses her husband and her two children back home in Jakarta. If i were her,i cant imagine how i'll feel. Without hubby and family.? I swear i'll be devastated . With that,i'll just say that im really thankful for all i have now . Eventhough its not perfect,its complete. Im surrounded by my loved ones,and thats all that matters.

So well,now that Ramadhan has ended,I,Maizurah Amzah,would hereby susun 20 jari(that includes the feet) dan ingin memohon maaf sekiranya ada terkasar bahasa dan sebagainya aite. Camat ari aye ! Whatever it is,youknowiloveyou,xoxo .

Dearest,
Happy Birthday/Raya/2Monthsary . Life with you has been great,and im loving every moment of it. I really do hope you had a great time with me on your birthday. I know i did *winkwink .
Dan juga,i want to apologise for all the wrongdoings i did sempena Hari Raya ini. I tahu,sometimes,i biken prangai,and nak katekan 24 jam biken your darah up,and sometimes,i may not be a good girlfriend,and sometimes,i sengaje carik pasal ngan you,and sometimes,i slalu irriate you,and sometimes i slalu biken prangai.. Fuiyoo,the list goes on and on. But i tak pernah ade niat untuk membuat demikian. You said im changing,and sadly,you dont like th change,so i'll try to be that old Maizurah aite . Lastly,i love you,and i hope we'll last long .

2009-09-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

You know what people ? I'm really starting to get super pissed all the time. Oh,not to mention paranoid. I knew Hub-by would be sleeping th whole day,since he was at Masjid Sultan the whole of last night,but i kept thinking he was actually out with another girl. Sometimes,i wonder if i dont trust him as much as i used to. And i really can't find th answer.

And then,another issue. Hub-by's perangai. Oh-ma-godd,his keep-melenting attitude is starting to get to me. Hes never liddat with his friends,so why me ?Its like,he raises his voice at me for th smallest reason. Like just now,iwas otp with him. I knew he wanted to ajak his friends for Friday,so i kept insisting he invite them,cause well,its his birthday,and i just want him to be happy,eventho i would really prefer if it were us alone.But,i got shouted instead. He claimed that i kept asking th same thing. All i want to do is just get a confirmation. Was i wrong,when all i wanted to do was make you happy on your upcoming 17th birthday ?

Tapi takpe,i kept quiet. I didnt wanna fight,cause i didnt want our relatinship to be on rocky grounds again. I hung up the phone,cause i really couldnt stand talking to you,with tears already forming in my eyes. I knew i was going to break down.

Im tired of time-outs and break-ups. It breaks me apart. But me keeping quiet while you continue your perangai.. Do i really deserve this?

I keep asking if he really loves me. Sad to say,i really dont know.Damnit,sometimes,im so jealous with Hani's and Haiqal's relationship.. Dorang mcm takde problem gitu.. While mine? Everyday is a battefield. Great,im crying again. Im so tired of this .

2009-09-12T18:20:00.000-07:00

Aaaah,earthlings .

I really can't understand why im not sleeping now since its only 9.22 am . Just got off th phone with Hub-by bub-bly . Nyeknyeknyek,i'll just post about yeseterday ayy .

So well,yesterday,woke up early for the sajak bengkel. I got incredibly pisssed when i found out that ma skirt was missing . So started to run qround the house,and was like shouting about . Th maid was like saying she ironed it and should be in my cupboard. I went there,and it wasnt there so yours truly got really mad. Then started yelling to everybody to ask them to wake up and search for my f. skirt(haha!) . In the end,check-check nak tau dkat mane ? Yes,the maid was right. It was in th closet. But wtf isit folded,not hanged siol. Percume jek iron,cause in th end,i had to iron again.

So well,met th others at interchanged and bus-ed to the school of soaring geese. Hahaa,its really cute they literally have geese soaring on one of their walls. Haahaa,im soo gonna make fun of that to Hub-by . Ayy,to any woodgrove-ians,im not making fun of your school . Im just making fun of my dear boyfy .

So well,th bengkel was alright. Quite fun actually,but part yang my group had to perform.. Itu sudah tidak perlu eyh .

After th bengkel,headed to sembawang shopping centre with Ayuni dan Diyanah. Hani couldnt follow,cause she wanted to perm her hair. Btw,you look good tau b !

Haahh,went Daiso cause i wanted to buy some stuff there. haaa,it was fun there being with them . i swear i love them . So well,after that walked around and all .Went cotton on and i swear i want that hotshorts uhhh . So then,Ayuni's parents fetched us and sent us to cwp,cause i wanted to teman Diyanah buy food. fyi,DIYANAH YUSOFF IS NOT FASTING PEOPLEEE ! 0.O

So after that,headed home. Was super tired. Then,went online,and realised Hub-by had left for Masjid Sultan without telling me. So,all those paranoid feelings,came rushing in again. Then yours truly called him,but he couldnt sense that i was upset with him,and that got me crying. Yes people,c-r-y-i-n-g like a crybaby.When i think back again,of course he can't. Hes in a crowded place with all those monkeys(a.k.a pesilats) shouting around. Of course he cant sense that his dear girlfriend is upset with him . Aiyo ini Maizurahh ..

At night,went terawih,but stopped at the 8th,cause i felt like fainting. Got back home and i thought i was feeling better,so continued my terawih there instead. Realised that i was wrong in th end. I nearly pitam-ed .

So,put on a mask,and was resting when i got a call from Hub-by,cause i told him we had to talk. I actually didnt wanna talk at that time,cause he was shisha-ing,but i did anyway. So talk-ed,and all .. I'll just say that i ended up feeling way better after that .

So,slept and all. Woke up for sahur,then slept again. Then Hub-by called,and i had to wake up again . Then slept again for a while . Then got a text msg from Seri. Then slept again. Then got a call from Hub-by again .. Haah,after i got off the phone with him,realised i didnt want to sleep anymore,cause all those trying-to-sleep kind of sleep makes me feel giddy,so here i am now .
Going to library with seri and nazihah later. i guess i'll go sleep now,eventho everyone is waking up to do chores now. Byebye . bounce,xoxo .

2009-09-11T08:21:00.000-07:00

Oh-dan-emm-dan-geee ! Maizurah Amzah teramat lah upset pada saat ini. kay,nvm,i'll try to be open-minded . wtf,-.-"
So well today,went Marina Square with hub-bby . heh,we wanted to look at silat vests . guess i know what im buying for him for his 17th birthday..*sighs,so much for needs and neccesities .yes,so walked around marina square .. then followed hubby to geylang to iftar with his family. aiyo,that was when all the h-u-m-i-l-i-a-t-i-o-n started. oh,and before that,i just want to say that my boyfriend's future was ruined by the introduction of multiplication and division . nyahahahahaha,kay moving on --" Eh-ni-ways,i was shaking all th way uh as we made our way to joo chiat . haha,i was like,super duper scared,sampai i keep pulling my shirt up ini sume. haha,so reached joo chiat,and met his mum and his sister and her husband. lemme tell you something eh,i swear his mum is c-u-t-e. sumpah tak bedek. cute gile tau .so well,walked around for hub-by's baju raye. fuiyooo,he bought it in a matter of minutes seyy. kalau Maizurah Amzah.. haha,pegi pagi,beh ready-set-go,kau stay lah kat situ sampai kul 8.20 . haha,why 8.20 ? becuase it ryhmes yaww . wthell. so yeaa,when time for buke .. haiyoo,buat malu th Amzah Family jekk . i didnt know why,but i was shaking so terribly sampai sudu boleh jatuh... and my food went flyingg .. kay,i do not wish to elaborate. look at my face now,and you'll know just how paisehh i felt . yeaa,so shortly after that,cab-ed back home with hubby cause i promised Daddy to be back early . but hey,i had fun uhh,eventho i made A COMPLETE FOOL OUT OF MYSELF . kay,takpe . life has to move on lah ehh . kite peyh orang nak kene bismillah rempuh . haha,cam paham . kay,i guess i'll end here,cause tomorrow got some sajak bengkel at Woodgrove Sec. haha,fyi,its Hub-by's ex school tau. its the house of soaring ducks . hahaaa,i know you know the public mest dont know eh b ? oh,and dont worry hunneh,i'll put on my BEST behavior when im in your school. i bukak silat peyh pantun kuat-kuat eh ?
"Muahahahaha," said Maizurah with an evil smile . bounce,xoxo .

2009-09-06T10:16:00.000-07:00

Do you think somebody is in love with you ?
-somebody? more like everybody. youknowyouloveMaizurah . Ainggg ..

I bet you miss someone right now ?
- yesyesyes. without a doubt,YES !

Who is in your mind right now ?
-th mamak who makes these karipaps . Aiyo,so keras ! :(

When was the last time someone said you were hot ?
-Hmm . Not recently.[ QUICKKK! SOMEBODY SAY MAIZURAH AMZAH IS HOTTT! :P]

Who was the last person who texted you ?
-oh,this person. :DDD

Is he/she your friend ?
-yerp,my scandal . Heh .

Can you honestly say your okay right now ?
-i never did say i was okay --'

Do you tell people your okay when your not ?
-yes,cause imma beautiful liar .

Do you hate it when guys/girls flirt with your bf/gf ?
-senang kate,ada berani,*rolls up sleeves*, cube uhh .

Have you ever been on a blind date ?
-nope. i'm not desperate luhh .

What are you planning to do after this ?
-go publish this stupid quiz .

What is bothering you right now ?
-why this quiz is not ending .

Was today a good day ?
-bleh tahan uhh,but i got a feeling that tonights gonna be agood night ,

Has anyone of the opposite sex sang to you ?
-0.o,WAN ! *sighs

Would you hug anyone ?
-that depends who. i cant possibly want to hug my silat instructor now,cant i ?

Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
-nope .i'm a sweet girl. Yes,believe that if you want to .

Have you ever kissed more than 10 person this year ?
-what kind of a question is that ?

Honestly do you hate the last boy/girl you were talking to ?
-NOOO ! i love my sister very much ehh .

Last person you saw other than your family ?
-th keling who sold me th karipap .

When is the last time you were otp ?
-ahhh, few hours ago

Tag 4 people to do this survey
-i dont wannn . *sticks out tongue .

2009-09-06T09:20:00.000-07:00

today was totally your-typical-kind-of-day day . Hahh,i was eating all th way,cause couldnt fast :)) But really,i want my period to stop real soon uhh. I wanna rebond my hair asap . Currently,feeling super stressed thinking about Hubby's birthday,which is like,on this 18th. Aiyoo,i dont know where to eat luhh . Kay,bedek. I wanna eat at Seoul Garden,since dahh lame tak makan kat sane,but skali nanti b taknak . I mean,afterall,its still his birthday. Hehh,ngade ngade . I dont care,iwanna eat at Seoul Garden . *sticks out tongue* Then,i still have yet to get him a present . Like wthh,ape siaa nak beli? No no,i wont buy you a vest hunneh,cause its not a neccessity ouch my hand hurts . Serious shit,Mummykins' EXTRAVAGANZA bandaging amat tidak perlu uhh. Wait,i wanna remove it . Heh . Eh,where was i again ? Oh,silat vests . No,im not gonna buy you that . Period . Andddd,whats up with this strangers who keep talking to me in msn ? Like wthhh,i dont even know how they end up in my friends list uhh . Goshh,they can be perogol bersiris for all i know. Yikes . Heh,so what ? I'm a german spy . ZAC-OH-EM-GEE,wth am i talking about ? Inilah bile orang injured . They start talking rubbish . Hey,do you know that rubbish ryhmes with shubbish ? Yes,so what if shubbish is not a real world ? In my world,people are allowed to make up weird words. That includes th short midgets,like *coughscoughs . --"
Oh people,i think im crazy. You know,they should set up an IMH here in woodlands . I swear it'll be useful,not like that school near the River . Oh dear,im eally babbling poop now . I guess i'll end here . Till then,bounce. xoxo

2009-09-05T20:58:00.000-07:00

Oh dear,chatting with Hubby yesterday really knocked some senses into my head.i'm just like his ex now,when i think about it. Suke besar-besarkan kawan. But,my friends are right in th end. I was still played in th end. But Diyanah and Hani,that time i cried otw to th library cause din said hes going out with another girl? Well,he actually went out in a big group. Doesnt that help,somehow? Aiyo,kepaleku pening memikirkan ini. And am i being really fair? When i think about it again,when was he using me ? I cant think of any . Yes,he behaved really differently when we first broke up,not letting me read his inbox and all,but what were we back then? We just broke up. What ya expect ? And what hes doing right now,not wanting to get into relationships and wanting to concentrate on other things ? Isnt that for our own good ? Arent i being mean by leaving him,and not waiting for him,when hes expecting me to? He told me he loves me,so what am i doing right now ? I'm leaving him all alone. Arent i being unreasonable? Doesnt that makes me th bad guy here,not him ? But no matter what,i'll try not to dwell on this too much. I have to study and ace my EOYS . I wont let you down,Hubby. I'm all yours after th exams ♥

[Damnnnnn,i am sooo deadd. Hani and Diyanah is SOOOOOOOO going to kill me. Oh,and Faten Rafidah too , Shucks .]

2009-09-05T10:47:00.000-07:00

Halluuuuuu Peopleeeee!

So well,today was a sad sadd dayy . Was lying around on th bed,under the covers,feeling sorry for myself. Then Mummykins finaaleh got tired with me,and asked me to go help her cook. So i was like,cutting stuff,when Sister said some things that made me uber mad.
Hehh,so i got really pissed,and just as i was about to retort back,Sister was like,
"EEEEEK MAI! ASAL NGAN TANGAN KAU??!!"
So,i looked down,then noticed my fingers were like bleeding . Ididnt notice i was squeezing th knife that hardd . Hah,so i got stressed,cause i cant stand th sight of blood,so Mummykins had to bandage it for me .Hahhh,and Mummykins was really pissed i got blood all over th chili padis. Nyeknyeknyek . :)

Whatever,blame sheer stupidity and anger . Not me .Oh,so now,here i am,blogging with me left hand.Its hard,i tell you .

So after that,got under the covers again. Started fiddling with ma phone. Realise there was a fukking message by Din that i didnt read,but was marked 'Read' . Called Sister,and realised that she was th one who read it first . I was like !@#$#%^&*()_$%^&* !!!!

Heh,luckily i wasnt fasting siaa .

Righ-to,i wanna go sleep now . Heh,i know i wont be able to,but what to do ? This is what happens when you lose a guy you love so very much . But hey,when i was under th covers,it got me thinking tau. Who's fault was it,mine or his? And i jolly well know its his . And then,i started thinking againn about th time we were together. Did he really love me,or was he using me? I realised i knew whats th answer all along,but stupidity,and love blinded me. All those signs.. Oh Maizurah,how you be soo stupid? Haiqal and Hani were right after all,he was just using me . Shucks,im crying again. Sorry Hani and Diyanah,but I miss him so effing much .

2009-09-04T08:33:00.000-07:00

[heehee,i know i aint supposed to update,but ehh,aku peh pasal uhhh..Besides,im doing a short post sahaje.Anddddd,ini Blogger btol btol mintak kenek smack seribu kali tauuu..]

Hani dan Diyanah tercinta,
orang di sini nak ckp yang orang di sini terangkat Din peyh call ! :(
Yerrr,
orang di sini faham yang orang di sini sepatutnye reject .
Orang di sini tak akan buat lagi yerr .
Orang disini akan minta maaf mase raye sahaje okayy .
Haraap maklum :)

Fuhhhh,
naseb siaa besok takde sekolah .
Kalau ade confirm kene sepak seyy daripade ini due orang :)

2009-08-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

Heyho Peopleeeee !
Maizurah's backk yawwww ~

Alrighttt,so i thinkkk im feeling better now.. I just called Hubby to tell him i miss him. Stupid,i know. But i just had to let that off my chest uhh .Yes,though he didnt say he misses me too,he said he loves me when we were about to hang up.

Wait,when i think about it againn,he might just be saying that since its a routine between us..

Yikes.I hope not .

So well,
today went madrasahh. Yayayadayada,lets skip this part. Theres nothing to say .
After madrasah,went backk home. Realised that there was 2 messages and a missed call. Ohh,imagine my joy when i realised it was Hubby .

HEH,but when i called him backk,he said he had nothing to say . -.-

So well,
turned cartwheels around my house to wait till buke . Oh,and did i mentioned that the maid arrived today ? I was like,so shocked luhh. She's like 31 years old,but oh-em-gee,if you were to see her,you'll think shes my mother tau. Okayy,im not saying i look like a frigging Indonesian,but you get my point eh.

Whatever,im just glad i dont need to do th dishes anymore,cause i swear its bertimbun-timbun tau . Oh andd btw,is it evil to ask her to bake me an oreo cheesecake? I'm merely asking .

So well, just completed art project. Oh,and just finished watching some person mengaji-ing in teevee. Aiseymann,ini patut jadi tauladan kepada kamu semua tau! Marilah kita semua contohi Maizurah Amzah . Ainggg ^^

Currently,listening to tecktonik . -.-
Ini part da takyaa contoh . Ohh andd Mummykins was oh-so-mean uh. She was like watching Michael Jackson's concert uhh. Beh,i was like," Ehk,jap bile mummy suke MJ ni ?"
She replied this :
"Mummy suke die semenjak die meninggal uhh."
-.-

Oh,
and people,Im soo 3008,you soo 2000- and late . I got that boom boom pow.
Be jealous .

Okay,bounce xoxo . I wanna go drop the beat now .

2009-08-28T22:01:00.000-07:00

I swear i dont get you .
What are u so mad about ?
Yes,i did THAT,
but hey,
you dont even love me .
Why bother ?
Are you sure you'll be waiting ?
What good is it to wait for me to text you first ?
Why wont you text me all this time ?
Because then at least,
i wont feel like some used tissue paper now .
Then at least i wont be all stressed up .
Then at least i wont be upset all th time .
Then at least i wont weep all th time .
Are you even aware of all this?
Guess not .
I should be th one waiting,
not you .

2009-08-28T02:50:00.000-07:00

Hello People .

I actually seriously got no mood to blog right now,but hell,im still going to. Its going to be a boring one though .

First things first,i broke up with Hubby.

Well,we fought,and one things led to another. and then finaally he said he's tired of me. so well,dengan itu of course i wanted to break up after that. but heyy,at least his happy now,cause i think he got back with his ex. Oh,or maybe he got into a relationship with "her"..*sighs,i really dont know.. But i know he got someone a heart pendant. Haiyayaya,didnt he get one for his ex?

But well,it doesnt matter now. I just want him happy. Obviously,he wasnt happy with me. Obviously i wasnt a good girlfriend,or he would not have said he no longer loves me. When someone says hes tired of you,obiously he no longer loves you kan ? Duhhh . But well,i really want him happy luhh. And judging by his personal msgs,i can see that hes really happy with his new girlfriend. Yes,it hurts,but its okay .If you love a persons set him free . i'll cope with it,somehow .

Oh, andd todayy,me and Hubby was supposedly going to Marina Square to search for silat vests,and then going Geylang to search for my baju raye... But well,now,i guess everything da nak kene disandarkan kepada kenangan lah eh. :(

So well,
school was oka-ayy. I got scolded by Diyanah and Hani for something i did. Sorry babes,but im really stressed now.Besides,nothing is going to happen luhh . Chill .

Oh,
and Dnt was G-R-E-A-T! Im starting to love it . Oh,and shhh,i brought back home stuff im sure im not supposed to bring. Diam eh korang .

After school,
headed to comp lab,to do art project. Had to head back home early,cause i was supposedly to be going airport with Daddykins . Check-check sampai rumah,tak jadi . Yes,darahku menyirap siao .

Ohkay,thats it for a super boring post . People,im sorry,but just wait for th real Maizurah to be back again alright. Im sorry,but things are really going down down down down down now .

Bounce,xoxo ..

2009-08-27T07:54:00.000-07:00

That time was Five .
Yesterday was Nine .
Today will be 15 .
I dont give a shit about whats becoming of me now .

2009-08-26T02:48:00.000-07:00

Heyhoo People Of Th Galaxy And Beyonddd .

Firslty,
im oh-so-banget sorry for not updating . Ini Blogger uhh,prangai mcm !@#$%^&* . Serious shit tau . Blogger jahat .

EH-NI-WAYS,
life is great nowadays,idk whyy . I have th greatest family,the greatest Hubby andd of course,the greatest friends. Yes,eventho it has only been 3 days since i fast,i really realise the magic of fasting. Kay,i sound wtf kann,but its th truth. This 3 days made me realise a lot of things,but some in which,i wont state here,because its for me to know,and for you to find out . Some things are just meant to be left alone .

Currently,
sort-of chatting with Hubby. Haiayayayayaya,he seems soo preoccupied watching ape ntah cite seram. Hehh,sampai Maizurah,anak kepada Amzah Salam,pon die tidak hiraukan. :(

Alright,
i guess thats it. Muslims,we only got 1 hr 11 mins to go now. Happy buke ,

Sekian,
bounce luhh oi .
xoxo .

2009-08-21T07:39:00.000-07:00

OH-dan-EM-dan-GEEEEE !

Finnaaaaaaaaaaaally,im able to update actively againn . All thanks to Daddykins,who bought me a new computer . Im getting laptop after EOY. Sedih ehk ?

:-.-:

[Seeee,tears are already falling down,down,down,down,down. Though i got no idea why its coming from the forehead,instead of the eyes .HEH]

Currently,
just got back from ap with Hubby .
I am soo not ready for the start of puase month besok luhhh . I didnt even have th chance to eat lamb chop this month . Yes people,lamb chops are one of the most important aspects of my life .

Oh,
andd Hubby is acting like a bitch in distress,
He doesnt wanna meet me for th whole of this month .
!@#$%^&*()+_)(*&^!@#$%
Fineeee,we'll see who misses who first jek lah ehh . Trust me,im bound to win ,cause my ego is like the size of a full grown chicken .

Why Chicken ?
I dont know myself .

Oooooooooh,
right now,
im having strange desires to learn how to speak Monkey language .
Ohhh,
and i freaking wanna be a skater luhhhh .
Imagine, me and Hubby,skating towards the end of the rainbow .
Aiseyyymannn,
coolest couple of the year luhhh kitorang !

Heh .

Lastly,
bagi umat-umat islam yang amat ku cintai,
HAPPY PUASE !
Puase tau,
jgn tak puase !
Nanti Upin dan Ipin marah .

Zommmmmggggg,
i am babbling poop .
Yikes .

Till then,
bounce .
xoxo

2009-08-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

Heyho Hotstuffs !

Firstly,yours truly is soo soory for not blogging for the past few days. Blogger prangai mcm !@#$%^,then when Blogger was okay, computer pulak prangai mcm !@#$%^&* .

So well,i promised i'll blog about National Day right . So well,okay .

So on th sembilan of ogos dua ribu sembilan,yours truly went to watch fireworks with Hubby,and Aizuddin. Initial plans was to go to Marina,but in th end,went Raffles Place insteadd . Nyahahaha,cause Aizuddin wantedd to see some girl there . Gosh,whats her name again ?

So well,reached there,walked around and all . Okehh well,to make a long story short,i enjoyed myself truly,as i watched the fireworks in th arms of one of the greatest humans in th whole wide world.

Reached home around 11+ liddat . Yes,it was still early,but so what kan ?

We took pictures btw,but lappy cant receive th pictures from my phone . Kay best,skrang ini laptop pulak biken prangai . Sheeeeesh,menyirap siol darah .

So waitt,is there anything else to say . Hmmm,ohh yes,our one month .

Kay,i am really embarrased to say that our one monthsary was spent at Joo Chiat Complex,with pesilats . The young pesilats had a competition there,so we,old,pesilats had to come down and support . Hah, mcm mane nyer old gitu ehk Maizurah ? Padahal padahal... *winkwink
So well,finally got to go back home at 5+ . Tu pon sampai rumah at 7+,anddd my dad da start call sume,so i had to rush backk home straight after that . Sedih kape ? :(

So now,finaally,i guess thats it . Common test results ?Oh no no,i do not wish to elaborate . Iknowheknowsthpublicwontknow. Perioddddd .

Currently,sort of chatting with Hubby. Hes sister is using the comp,and i seriously dont know when shes gonna pass th comp to Hubby back . Haiyayayayaya,Maizurah doesnt wlike to wait luhhh .. Grrr .

Kay,i guess,this is it . I'll blog again when i blog again aite . Dont miss me too much tau korang . I'll always be n your small and beautiful heart .

Zomgggg,wtf am i talking about ..?

Empat dua tiga satu,
bounce .
xoxo .

"Cause Hubby,wherever you go,you know where to find me . I'll always be five blocks from you ."

2009-08-11T02:47:00.000-07:00

Sorry people for not updating . I'll blog just as soon as Blogger stop its perangai yang mcm sundal ni aitee . Peace .

2009-08-09T08:27:00.001-07:00

Its now 11.26. I just got back from watching fireworks with Hubby.I am soo tired,i'll blog

tomorrow aite ;)

2009-08-08T09:32:00.000-07:00

I wont bother with a greeting,cause i dont feel good .

Currently,im feeling like as though a lorry just hit-and-runned me,a monkey just spat at me,and a giant just squashed and trampled on me . Best eyh feeling ?
Baikk uhh .

I dont know what to do with my lovestory anymore . I feel useless . Its like,i feel like as though im just adding more problems to Hubby. It seems as though hes better off without me. Though i need him,i want the best for him. I wont mind if he wanna leave him. I love him,and i want the best for him.

I dont know why,but i miss those people above .[NOTE : There are some people missing alright ! So dont think im excluding you .] Yes,i do see them everyday,but i just seem so preoccupied that sometimes,i just cant enjoy their presence . Oh,andd when i look at th picture again,i wonder what lambang Tira ngah bukak . I didnt know there was a korean fenneh peyh group . Heee,kidding girlfriend ! *smiles .

Oh,and @#$%^&*(P)(*&^%$ !!!!!!!
Sorry,
i just had to let off some steam .

Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo

Hubby,i need you soo much now .

2009-08-07T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hello Kaki Gereks!

Todayy,had National Day celebration in school .Heh heh,i was feeling so hyped up,till i even wore red and white bra straps tau !Hahaha,wooops,infomation overloadd ehh ?

So in class,huahuahua,i was reaally gile semacam gitu.Haha,
Maizurah Amzah sugar rushh !Hee,im sweet like sugar luhh katekan .Call ambulance people.Im experiencing sugar overdose yaww!

Hehhh,after school,headed to seri's crib to redo art project .
I swear our project looks soo much better now .Andd i swear we had a gerek time . Sumpah tak bedek .Lol,kalau gerek nah gelek luhh Mai .
Kayy,wtf -.-"

Currently,im supposed to be at silat. But .. Nahh,i dont wanna elaborate . I dont even know why im acting soo happy now. Hah,on ly God knows how im feeling.Im a great pretender , mind you.

Hey Hubby .
I am really really really really(kay,just multiple this 10000000000000000 times alright) glad you're okay after th accident alright . I swear i am . I really dont know what i'll do if something were to happen. Ohhhmyygoshhh,thank god .
But well,now, i dont know why,but what you said that day.. I think its really true after all . I really think your love for me is fading. You didnt text me and all ni sume . You waited for me to text you. You waited for me to call you. You dont have time to pick me up today. I feel like as though im fighting for you in a battlefield of love.Heyy,can you really blame me for feeling unappreciated ?

2009-08-06T04:41:00.000-07:00

Hello Peeee-pleee !
Maaf sebab tak update for a kejillion million years .I was busy uhh .
Busy with what ?
Heh,soalan cepumas .

Kite sweet escape to yesterdayy ayy .

So, met up with Hubby yesterdayy. He was oh-so-jahat luhh. He kept bullying me seyy. Tak selamat siol jalan ngan die,cause he kept wanting to make me fall by doing silat's bantingan and all . Then,he kept punching my ribs for idk what reasons,but heh heh,all this time he was just joking uhh . Hah,then Hubby wanted to punch my face jokingly . Tapi last last,i think he accidentally punched th bone on my face,beh teros there was the "HIAKKDUSHH!" soundd . I was exaggerating by saying its sakit and all,padahal it was not sakit at all. I just wanted him to feel bad. Heee,cute ehk Maizurah ?

Kayy,then yadayadayada,i do not wish to elaborate :)

So backk to today's storyy .

Rightttt,just now,went school as usual . Mother Tongue was somewhat interesting .But heyy,i think im starting to like Maths .Ohh darnit,see what happens jikalau dua orang mangkuks duduk di sebelah anda?

After that,stayed back kejap,cause had to do art project .Then,headed home straight ,cause orang disitu tak suke orand di sini jalan-jalan lepas sekolah lahh katekan ..
*winkwink

Aaaah,beh reached home . Realised nobody was at home,so i had to wait around 45 mins for Mummykins to reach home,since i lost my key . Then when at home,help Mummykins do housework then bathed then change then studyy . Kay,yang part study tu daa bedek .

Currently,
im laughing my ass off reading someone's blog .Hahh,si world nak rembat si biol ?Aku tengok takde pape pon jadik . Kamu world luhh . Jangan sampai i get in th picture kay. Cause then,you'll know its war . Im saving my breath and tenaga ni,

for now .

Ohh andd,
WHERE IN THE WORLD IS HUBBY ?!
No calls,no text msgs .
Boleh biken darah up seyy gini mcm .
:(

Ohh,
and i am also seriously pissed with him for not updating his blog . Hubbyku manis,jgn sampai girlfriend u,yang btw amat jambu ni,update tau !Cause then,not only will i post my picture besar gedabak-ly,but i'll also post nonsense .Amacam ?Mahu try tak b ?*giggles

Dah luhh,four tres tu uno,bounce . xoxo

2009-08-01T08:14:00.000-07:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase, begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, let's leave this town for a little while
Oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me, I was begging you please don't go
And I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Romeo save me they're tryna tell me how to feel
this love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby just say yes

I got tired of waiting wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I'll keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad you'll pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say yes

Dear,its gonna be hard now . i'll take your word you'll be there for me through thick and thin,and that you'll love me always . i love you .

2009-08-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

i seriously dont know why Blogger decided to put my picture at th side gini mcm . Prangai mcm sundal uhh ini bende .

Right,
so well,now,life has been a bitch . Few people knows about my situation right now . it sucks maha sucks eh . thank god for the existence of Muhammad Salehuddin Bin Abdul Rahim,who btw,rocks ur socks off! :)

So well ,
just now,met up with Hubby. he said i look pale,and my mate bengkak . tak perlu seyy . i already feel like animal poop beh die ckp mcm gitu . ade ke patut ? padahal before that he was angry with me for eating five panadols . he said i could die . heh , that possibility is one in a million luhh b .

Currently,
waiting for Hubby. God knows where he is now . text pon takde . haiyayaayya , kalau gi rumah kawan pon takkan luh sampai skrang tak balek seyy :(

Oh and by the way people,

i dk why,but i easily get pissed now . Hubby experienced it first hand,andd im very sorry eh dear . went to hubby's ex nyer profile , and i started menyumpah-ing . goddamnit , i hate her so fucking much , eventhough i dont even know her *sighs, im mad .

Dahhhhhhhhh luhhhhhhhh,

bounce . xoxo

2009-07-30T07:28:00.000-07:00

Heyho People of The World .
Maizurah is back is black is backk .Kay,random .
Heehee .

Firt off,Maizurah ingin menyusun 10 jari for not blogging alright ?Im just oh-s-o-b-u-s-y laa from being a good daughter,a good girlfriend,a good pesilat,a good bestfriend,a good student ..
Haiyaaa,banyak tau my commitments ni sume .Heh ,dengar dengar aku sorang jekk ade commitment perh .
-.-"

So well,tadi school-ed . Slept in Science . I really dont know whats becoming of me uh . I sit depan cikgu lagi boleh tido! Prangai peyh budak kecik . Heeheee :)))

Ahhhh yadayadayada,skp ini skip itu . Beh lepas sekolah went Banquet . Sat there,while waited for Syakierah,Athirah dan Ayuni to finish their dessert. Then tak tau mcm mane,Syakierahmade a chair fall.And the sound was like,amat loud . Haaa,kitorang yang diri tros boleh dudok balek beh tutop muke siol . Paisehh uhhh .Hehhh,at least tak mcm orang tu,who actually hide underneath th table.
*winkwink ^^

So jyeahs,lepas tu balek umah . Golek here and there on th bed,beh check-check,tros tertido. Woke up,watch teebee,then chatted with Hubby .

After that,solat, beyh went down to meet him. I super love him in th silat jacket. I swear he looks super hot .Even hotter than Michael Jackson tau !
Heh,dngr dngr MJ hotstuff pah .
-.-"

Well,so now here i am . Chatting with Hubby now . Sometimes,i really think like as though hes speaking Portugese with me tau . Sepatah haram pon takleh paham. Heehee,nevertheless,i still him very much . 160709

Ohh,and lastly,to you,grow matured,dont just grow fat .

With that,bounce . xoxo

2009-07-27T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hello Martians !
Sorry for not blogging yesterday .Again,Blogger acted like @#$%^,hence couldnt update . Sorry luhhh . Put the blame on Blogger,not me .0.0,i think Blogger has a problem with me .
Sighs,the second thing to have a problem with me .
Nyeknyeknyek .

Alright,
so today was,errrr,*coughs, weird andd seriously disturbing . Oooh,and it was great too . Haha,recess was wayy -.-" . First,Hani got pissed due to somethingg . Heh,seriously siol Hani,aku muke pissed gile tau !
Lesson learnt :
Never Disturb Hani's Food .
:)

After that incident,"somebody",wait,i shall call this somebody "orang di situ" ,came over to th table .Heeeheeee,lepas itu jadik itu dan ini,dan tak pasal pasal,orang di situ mengangkat satu bench yang ada di canteen dengan niat untuk melemparkannya kepadaku .Then then,orang di situ meyusun langkah ke tempatku,lalu melemparkan isi air Peach Tea ke arahku.Dengan itu,aku berasa teramat geram,lalu aku bingkas bangun dan segera mendapatkannya,tetapi malangnya,aku dihalang oleh Diyanah Yusuff .

Beh yadayadayada,cikgu datang sume . Send to General office . Talked to teacher,changed clothes,cause my clothers smelt like Peach Tea ,then got back to class .

[ Mdm Baya will be so proud of me for writing in perfect Malay,
but sorry uhh,maken lame maken malas siol .Peace . ]

Lepas sekolah,meet up with Babyku Manis
at Polyclinic .Told him about what happened during recess . He wanted me to bukak silat,wtf..??? Buat pukolan ehh b ?*winkwink

So There,
we waited for 3 hours .. After waiting for so long and after Babyku Manis got pissed,i went up to askthe nurse at the counter asal lambat nah .
Check check,si selengu tu tak gi register . Haha,menyirap siol darahh . So i was like,"Ermm,im sorry but it wasnt exactly our fault my friend had to wait for five hours . Is there by any way u can speed things up for him ?" Bitchy? I dont give a shit .

We saw the doctor 5 minutes after that ,and Babyku Manis had 3 days mc . Wooots,best luhh orang tu ^^
Jealous aku .

After that,tros balek,cause it was rather late already .

Currently,
just hang up th phone from talking to Babyku Manis .
Kanak-kanak strawberry,Lady Gaga,Amzah small man..
God damnit,
you never fail to make me laugh luhh .
I love you .

Uno tres tu uno,
bounce .
xoxo .

2009-07-26T07:50:00.001-07:00

i am sgnmnbn

2009-07-25T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hello Hotstuffs !

Firstly,i owe you people a TREMENDOUS apology for not updatingg .Ia nya bukan sebab kemalasan ehk .Its due to Blogger,who for selame seminggu,acted like mak die peyh laki .

pfffffft .

Blog sudah dead laa siol .

:)))

EH-NI-WAYS,life has been rather $%^& I've been in and out of the clinic,and heh,im rather inactive in school too .Demamku fuiyoooo,takleh angs .To this day,yours truly is still sick tau!

In fact,I think im getting worse .I feel like vomitting every milisecond,

and my head cant stop doing its routine right round .

HEH,

kate jek Maizurah Amzah sportswoman .

*sticks out tongue

Oh,

so to update on th one week absence ..Well nothing much happened ,i guess .

But hey hey,i composed this very cute song about lamb chop . I call th song,

"Momok Eat Lamb Chop Song ."

It goes like this :

Momok momok eat lamb chop,

eat lamb chop,

eat lamb chop .

Momok momok eat lamb chop,

eat lamb chop,

eat lamb chop .

It goes on and on uhh .Credits to Mumkins,who was saying this to my nephew :

"Ayyy,jangan klua bilek . Dkat ldepan computer tu ade momok ."

She was referring to me .

Andd yes,

i still dont understand why she called me momok .

-.-"

As for lamb chop..Well erm,kate Maizurah Amzah random pah ..

Heeheee , you know you love me lahh ehhh .

HEH,

i'll psycho Love and Besties to sing the song .Ayy ,imagine a 17-year old singing that ?

Haha,b,confirm i speechless .

Huahuahua .

Oooooh,that brings me to another important aspect of moi life .

Hubby !

Sighs,its complicated .We're currently having a time out,due to some complications .

No no,we aint fighting ..

Like i've said before,its

c-o-m-p-l-i-c-a-t-e-d .

Four tres tu uno,

bounce .

xoxo

2009-07-18T07:50:00.001-07:00

OH dan EM dan GEE !
Heyho Hotstuffs!

It has been a longgg time
since i posted .
0.o
Sorry people .
Im busy now luhh katekan .
Busy with what ?
Heh,
to be honest,
i myself tak berape sure tau .
-.-"

Firstly,
i just have to say that
yours truly got back with Dear .
*sighs,
im soo stupid for you hunn .

So it was like this tau ;
Yours truly was goleking on the bed,
when she received a text msg from Dear .
Orang di situ nak banget gi Vivo,
but i was lazy,
and besides,
its far and i was sick,
so in th end,
decided to go cwp .
It was oh-so-boring there,
so decided to head back home .
Sape peyh idea ntah gi cwp ..
*winkwink

Otw,
talked and all .
Daaahh,
i do not wish to elaborate,
just that,
we fight we break up,
we kiss we make up eh b ?
HEH .

So,
currently,
chatting with Ashlie Chin Lixuan .
We're crapping over Raisin,
who just diedd .
Im supposed to be at Silat now,
but haiyayayayayayaya .

Speaking of silat,
wheres that hubby of mine ..?
Kate jek nak balek teros lepas silat .
HEH,
cam paham .

Andd lastly,
to dearest kaki gayreks
Ayuni,Haiqal,Athirah dan Izwan,
GET WELL SOON LAA MUSIBOTS !
Eyh,yang part Musibot tu untok Haiqal jek ehk .
Lol,anyways,
aku miss korang soo many many tau!
Mondayy datang aite ! :)

Till next time,
bounce .
xoxo

To Ladygaga's Bf/Hubby/Mr Coldstuff,

im glad we got back together . but at th same time , im really scared history will repeat itself yet again . you promised me you wont . lets just see laa ehh . no , im not doubting you , but what you expect ? the past taught me a lot of things . i just dont want to be hurt again . lastly , i love you .

p.s And b,banana milkshake taste disgusting luhh !

"im bracing myself now for a wild ride .
i'll put on seat belt this time"

2009-07-15T06:49:00.000-07:00

I find her one of the sexiest bitches alive. Forget Megan Fox .

Oh,alright people .
Obviously,youpoeple should know that i didnt attend school today .
HEH,im soo popular news like this spread like fire kan ?
*winkwink
Heh,Maizurah feeling hotstuff .
Harap ignore .

Right,so actually kan,pagi pagi lagi,i was like,feeling sakit .
Badan kes panas sejuk lahh seyy .Huahuahua,
i need sejukbende .
HEH,no no .
ignore that statement please .

So right,went clinic .Doctor was like this,"Are you having enough sleep?"
I said no -.- " Then she said,
"You need plenty of rest and undisrupted sleep."
I was like,
erm okaaayy .
She made me look sad tau .
Mcm kes my life mcm kes da takde makne gitu .
She made me seem like as though
im some emo kiak who need counselling real bad tau .
Hahaa,
im babbling shit ,againn .

Oh,
and the waiting time was really !@#$%
I got so mendakk,
i started to read my inbox .
Realisedd that i cant let go after all .
Brought backk memories,
and there i was,
smiling like some retard in a room full of sick people .

So otw balek,saw Hani dan Diyanah .
Went back home with them,and shared stories about the day .
Haha,dengar dengar orang di situ kene sound pah ?
Heeheee .
Orang di sini gumbira .
;D

So,headed back home itu sume . I think im even sick-er now.
Currently,im feeling very nauseous,
and pfffffffft,
my head is spinning right round kes tahap hardcore punyaa .

Oh,and people,i dont think im coming school tomorrow .
I still feel as shitty as animal poop,
so well,
lets see how i feel tomorrow aite ?
Dont miss moi too much alright? Whatever it is,
Maizurah Amzah will forever be in your heart .
Youknowyouloveme .
*winkwink

-.-"
Alright,
im talking like as though im dying .
0.o

Oh,
and thanks to dearest Haiqal and Hani for texting me get well soon .
Sayang kamu dua orang many many .
;DDDDDDDD
Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo .

"Im so sick,i need Ronald Macdonald."

2009-07-14T07:39:00.000-07:00

Alright,
kitorang rewind jap to yesterday's night aite ?

Well,
so i got a call from Wan .
he wanted to meet me .
I was fucking lazy,
so we just met at the stairs there .

So well,
told him th truth .
Trust me,
he look so crestfallen,
i wish i had said,
"Takder laa syg!Im just joking!Of course i wanna get back with you!"
But i didnt,
cause i know its not true .

*sighs*
Oh anddd,
i had my first cigarette for year 2009 .
Im no smoker fanatic,
but heyy,
sometimes a girl just have to let loose .

So well,
back to today .
Went to school in a bad mood .
So,there were this group of little sec one chinese girls of idk what school
who were walking so slow.
Trust me,
i wanted to pull out my hair,
and say,
"Woit!Think this one your daddy's sidewalk isit ? Walk like so fucking slow . People whos dying also can walk faster !"
Then,
one of them got me soo annoyed with her bag yang sungguh ke-bawah .
Like,hello ?
Bag ke-bawah bawah all this is soo passe .
And the way she walk sume kan,
trust me,
i wanted to go up to her and say,
"Woit!Walk like that,you think what,cute uh ? Your Dad teach you walk like that uh?!Bag so low like that..Might as well dont use the strap right??!! Just drag on th ground laa if liddat!"
Mind you,
i have to speak liddat,
cause well,
i cant speak malay to chinese right ?

Right,
so reachedd school,
then go back home .
Before that,
accompanied Hani to go buy stationeries .

Then,
reached home .
Yadayadayada .

Currenntly,
im stressed over Maths portfolio .
Mine is still not done yet .
Homework too not done yet .
Andd adding to that,
my kepale pening gileee,
and body fucking aches !
I fucking dont know what to do .
Im gonna be skinned alive tomorrow .

Oh,and just now kan,
something cool happened .
I coughed out blood .
Haha,
didnt tell my parents though .
Im sure its nothing .

Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo

Wan,
really im v. sorry . you wanted things to be like before , but i dont want that . please , i dont want history to repeat itself . i dont want us get back together in a hurry , then in th end, you'll say its a huge mistake , and dump me . Thats what happened to me recently , hunn , and i dont want that to repeat . I dont want it to be in the end , these words "i feel guitly if you like me,cause i dont even care bout ur feelings " come out of your mouth, cause it hurts a lot .Understand me please . I just got off a relationship, and trust me ,im not ready to be in one with you yet .

"All this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending."

2009-07-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

"Im a proud Riverside Geek."

Hello People .
Currently,
im feeling so fucking stressed up and pissed and upset .

Today had school .
For science,
pssssst,
i swear im gonna fail that test .
It was fucking hard laa knnccb !

Damnit,
i hate school .
Trust me,
i feel like quitting school,
and becoming a bartender .
Haha,
siak jek .
But heyy,
i still find pole-dancing cool .

Then,
blablablackshitt,
checked my phone mase nak dkat balek sekolah .
Realised i had to rush back home
due to some family obligations(HEH!).

Haha,
tapi bile da balek,
realised that it was false alarm .
Thanks ehk to people who it may concern .
-.-"

Right,
so then,
changed .
Realised im running out of boxers .
Girlfriends,
lets go boxers-shopping soon !
Hehh .

Oh,
then Wan texted .
I didnt reply .
He called,
I didnt pick up .
Why lie to yourself ?

Alright,
i seriously dont have th mood to blog .
Im just so fucking tired .
Tiredd of so many things .
And wtf,
Avril Lavigne is making me cry .
Esp "My Happy Ending" .
Wtf laa knn .
Go listen to th lyrics .
You'll understandd then .

Damnit .
I hate all these happy couples i see out in th streets .
They make it look so fucking easy .
Make me feel so sedih tau dorang .
Sorry uh Hani .
Yes,
i do wish for you dan Naz the best for everything,
but idk uhh b .
Your love story just started,
while mine just ended .
Aku fucked up to th tahap max sia .

Grrr .

Dalah,
bounce .
xoxo .

"Just like a ghost from my past
You're coming back to haunt me
Saying that you want me back
But thats impossibble so
Love me, leave me
'cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
in the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me,leave me
If you love me, leave me alone"

Sorry hunney . i dont wanna take revenge on the past ,so well , i guess this is it . i dont want history to repeat itself . im not ready to have you in my life again . being with you dulu left me feeling unappreciated and stupidd , and i really dont wann that to repeat . i mean, whats the point of us getting back together , when im not even sure of my feelings for you ? i dont want us to "use" each other like what we did before . so well,i dont wanna get together . what stays in th past stays there aite . Thanks and take care .

Are you there God ? Its me,Maizurah ? Help me suffer through all this please .

2009-07-12T01:50:00.000-07:00

"Ini Maddy,die hawtstuff ."

Semekom kamu sekalian .

So well,just got back.Tadi ,had silat training,tapi HEH,it was slackk gileee uhhh !And my two bitches in silatpon paito-ed me ,so well,boring to th tahap infinity uhh .Damnit .I was really looking forward to "CHIAAAAAAAAA!" with Sapikah .

-.-"

So selepas training,went Mac .Heh,sumpah i got bullied there .pfffft .

Then went to talk somewhere else .

Then ,went ap backk .Then lepas tu balek umah with Din . Talked otw,and damnit, you make me feel so cheap tau . pffffft . At least kitorang tak buat pape tau !

Right,so then,reached home .Changed and bathed .Anddd fuck,sorry Seri,i cant puase with you besok .Paham-paham ehk babe .

Then,changed to boxers and spag .Gawdd,im sooo sexy uh at home .Haha,my dad aint at home,so takpe uhh .Andd besides,tadi mase silat,i wore a fweaking uncomfortable and tight bra,sampai the wire is like poking my skin .So now,nak kenek uhh wear something comfy kan ..
Im babbling shit siaa .
-.-"

Oh,andd then ,golek here and there while watching HBO .
15 minutes later,
Wan called .

At first kan,
conversation kitorang mcm betol btol nyer wtf seyy .
Takder motive langsung !
It went like this:

Mailoveee: Hello , assalamualikum .
Wan:Haha,hello you . Tngah buat ape ni ?
Mailovee: Oh kamu . I ngah bareng bareng tengok tv . In my boxers yaww~
Wan: Oooohhhh,gitu . Tak pasal la . You kan mampat .
Mailoveee: Fuck you mampat ehk . Knnccb .
Wan : Haha,sorry uh syg . i was joking uh .You kan hotstuff .
Mailovee: Heh,hotstuff pah ?
Wan : Heehee . A'aa perh .
Mailovee: Gasak kau laa nakk . (i was really lazy to layan him at this point of time uh , cause i know hes gonna somehow link this to th incident dulu.)
Wan : You penat kapa ? Mcm taknak layan gitu .
Mailovee: Ehk,favour leh ? Jangan pakai th word 'kapa' ni sume . Mcm mat rep .
Wan : Mat rep okayy pah .
Mailovee: I dont like them .
Wan : Oh .

Haha,serious shit malas nak layan siaa . So then,talked for a while . Then i told him i gtg sebab i wanted to go pray . Nyenyeknyek,padahal i cant even prayy siaa ! Penipu peyh Mai .

So yes,lepas tu hang up .Alright,so well,i guess that seems really mean. But understand me please,i just dont wann history to repeat itself . I feel stupid tau when i was with him . Haiyayayaayaya .

So yes,currently,my stomach mcm mintak ampon gitu .Oh,anddd currently msging ngsn Rasul. Oh,and currently,im also currentlythinking of a LOT of stuff .

"If you love a person,set him free."

Sekian,bounce.
xoxo .

2009-07-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

I miss this so much . Do you ?

Hello kaki geleks !

So well,
today had madrasah .
Nyeknyeknyek,
nothing much to say,
just that i inspire to wear tudung one day .
teeeheehee .

After that,
realised my parents went to malaysia house again,
cause wanted to check how the ceiling was .
They know i was scared to be at home at night,
so well,
daddikinsx allowed moi to go silat .
So,
asked Brother to send me to silat ,
cause its near Riverside there .
SSP got 3 gelanggangs now .
-.-"
Infomasi yang cepumas .

Right,
so again,
i love today's training .
Idk why .
So lepas silat,
went back home with Rasul .
Sumpah da lame siol tak balek ngan die .

Kay,
then yadayadayada .
Oh one more thing,
today is the Eleventh .
Its supposed to be OUR 1 monthsary .
Dahhh,
lets forget it .

Oh,
and currently,chatting with both Hani dan Haiqal.
im super pissed with Haiqal's gf,
Maiisara ape bende ntah name .
What kind of a name is that ?
Mak bapak tak pikir pah bile letak name ?

To that pompuan murahan yang asli dan tulen,
Kau pkir kau sape ni skrang nak panggil Hani pompuan murahan ? Ehk, siallah,padahal Haiqal yang picet die dulu . Plabuto . Yang kau feeling knape siol ? Knnccb . Kau jangan nak step manenyer tunjok belang uh . Kiwakkk,kau takde jakdam laa sial . Haiqal sendiri pentingkan Hani daripade kau uhh . Hah, let me tell you one thing ehk . You're the cheap bitch here,bukan Hani . Fuck you very muchh ehk .

Oh crapp,
im talking like one yp .
0.0
But yeah,
im not letting that cheap bitch go .
Kay fine,
Sorry readers,
im just pissed ,
not because of that girl-with-the-sad-name,
but with other stuff .
My personal life is in tatters ,
and now my two besties are fighting
over a girl with a very sad name .
Ehhh,
please uhh ,
name die Maiisara siol .
Kalau Maisarah,
or Mysara at least okay tau .
Ni Maiisara.
Im babbling shit,
Maizurah Amzah knows,
but
understand please .
I have to let off some steam .

Alright,
sekian,
bounce .
xoxo .

2009-07-10T08:54:00.000-07:00

Heyho rockers of this world !
Maizurah is totally back,
stronger than yesterday .

So well,
went school just now .
I guess todaay's lessons weren't that bad .
OMG,
did Maizurah Amzah just said that ?
Grrr,
didnt i told you those two
mangkuks sitting beside me will affect me somewhat .
pffffffft .

So,
selepas sekolah,
went library with Seri dan Nazihah .
Chatted there till idk what time,
then headed home .

Andd nak tau tak ape ?
The moment i stepped into my crib kan,
i got a call from Wan .
Die itu,
mcm tahu pulak i just reached home .
Stalkerrrr pah?

Haha,
so jyeahs,
he wanted to meet me,again .
So well,
quickly got ready,
and with my wet hair stucked onto my face,
went down and met him.

So well,
chatted downstairs .
Haha,
thats th only time i dare to do that uhh,
since parents were at Malaysia,
cause apparently,
my rumah malaysia nyer ceiling bocor or something .
Heh,
puas hati runtuh sekali kan ...

Right,
so well,
errr,
i do not wish to elaborate .
Just that,
dear,
give me some time .

Right,
so lepas tu went backk home at 6pm.
Golek here and there on my katil.
Check check,
i tetido .
Woke up at 6.45pm,
and realised i was still alone at home.
Idk where my 3 bitches go .

But anyways,
got ready tu buke andd all .
It was sad buke-ing alone .

Then,
felt so super duper malas to go silat .
Tak pernah seyy dalam sejarah Maizurah malas nak gi .
First time siol .
Well,
i guess i wasnt lazy uh .
I just dont wish to face someone .
0.0

But jyeahs,
tetap pegi jugakk .
I swear i dont regret coming siaa .
I just love today's training .

Oh and Maizurah is proud to say that,
she did not at all pay attention tu "Mr Coldstuff" at all .
We didnt talk at all,
and im happy to say that I did not feel that bothered about it .
But tak uh,
i dont hate you .
I just hate th fact that you let me on
with false hopes .
Heh,
i can imagine your "Mane ade siaaa ??!!" face .
Ask yourself jek lah ehh .
I cant live without you ?
Screw that mann .
You must be happy for me kan ?
Cause' i did what you asked me to .
Lets just be friends now .
Both of us are better off this way ,
i guess .

Well,
i guess thats it .
OH AND ONE MORE THING !
Im so super duper exciteddd for Tunas Mekar .
Kay,
readers,
chiillax .
I can totally imagine your
ape-siaa-tunas-mekar face .
Well,
its a silat seni competition .
Andd im happy to say that,
Im seni-ing with Syafiqahh yaww~~
Babeee,
mari kita "CHIAAAAAA!" mcm dulu .
heh .

Alright,
sekian,
bounce .
xoxo

2009-07-09T01:58:00.000-07:00

Hello p .

So well,
had school .
Mother Tongue class was haha,
disturbing .
And it really didnt help when
Wan called me twice,
and as my phone was in my
pencil case,
it cause the whole pencil box,
and table,
to vibrate .
Sorry dear i tak angkat .

Right,
so after that recess sume .
Then blablabla .
Lepas sekolah balek straight tau nari !
Im so proud of myself .
Kay,
lol .
-.-"

Initially,
th plan was to go library with Seri,
but due due malas,
so ia dibatalkan .

So,
i was goleking on th bed,
then got a call from Wan .
He wanted to meet up,
so got ready ,
and met him .

And well,
i am deeply confused right now .
I do not wish to elaborate .

Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo .

Hey you .
dah uh , what you said was really very hurtful . it left me dumbstruck . who are you to tell me what to do with my feelings ?but well, at least it brought me back down to reality . fine , i'll do what you asked me to . i'll move on , and i'll forget you . no more blog post dedications to you . no more thinking of you . happy now ? gawddd , im so stupid . why didnt i realise that you're just playing with my feelings ? soalan cepumas , i know why . because unlike you,i actually kept my feelings real , and when i say those 3 words , ireally do mean it . im nothing like you . i care for other people's feelings , tak mcm kamu . but now , its gonna be different . im gonna say another 3 words now .

i hate you .

2009-07-08T02:08:00.000-07:00

Im your little blessing in disguise

Heyho chicas!
So just now,
had school.
Yadayadayada,
since when is school interesting ?
Teeheehee .

Afteer school,
headed to Long John .
Buke my puase there .
Dammit,
Maizurah sudah paiseh .
-.-"
But itu the truth okeh !
Haha,
my stomach sakit uhh lagipon !
Besides,
im fasting tomorrow,
so i guess it'll be alright .

Selepas itu,
idk why,
but started to play Hide and Seek .
Haha,
zaman primary school..
*sighs*
But it was f-u-n though .
Lets do it again yawww ~

Then,
headed to library .
Hani Humairah Bte Kamil
was telling us
how to make your boobs bigger .
Aku maseh uh tak paham .
Nvm eyh,
i'll try it with love one dayy ..
Ainggg ^^
Macam pahammmm .

So well,
selepas itu,
headed home .

Currently,
blogging
(LIKE,DUHHH!)
Andd,
OH dan EM dan GEE,
im think having a pimple breakout .
Haha,
muke bopeng .
Teeheehee .

And idk why,
but Wan is starting to contact me again ..
Yikes,
lets see what happens jek lah eh .

Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo

2009-07-07T06:32:00.000-07:00

I think i ought to relax siket when smiling ,
cause i realised im starting to look like Donald Duck.

Alright,
so finally im gonna blog .

So well,
skrang da buke puase sume
i feel so super duper refreshedd .
Nyeknyeknyek .
Maizurah kan kaki makan .
Heehee .
At least im not obese .

Right,
so school just now was a dragg ..
Hani didnt come .
I miss you so much b!
Get well soon babee !
Sayang kamu banyak banyak!

So well,
but,
Humanities was fun.
Ilove Diyanah Yusuff so bloody much .
Dan Syazwi,
kau tak perlu eyh feeling Diyanah suke kau .
Teeheeeheeee .

So well,
I badly had that
nak-carik-gadoh and
that sumpah-aku-mcm-nak-maki-kau
peyh feeling during recess,
but i was fasting,
so well,
yeaah .
Control your nafsu Maizurah Amzah .
Maizurah kan muslimah yang amat beriman..
Huahuahuahua .

So skip itu dan ini,
so here i am,
blogging .
Math's assigment is still not finished .
I swear idk how to do .

Currently,
Chatting with dear .
Hope hes gonna do okay-ish for his exam tomorrow .
Amin .

Oh,andd one more thing people .
Forget Transformers .
I wanna watch Ica Age 3 right nanana .
Girlfriends,
amacaaaammm ?

NOTE : I said Girlfriends . Sorry Haiqal. Heeheee . Im faithful to my sejukbende uh .

Dah uh,
i wanna sleep now .
Haha,
prangai siaa Mai .
Padahal tadi dah tido for sooo long .
Heehee,
pemalas peyh anak dara .
But still,
till then,
bounce.
xoxo .

peee. ass I am trying my best to talk like a decent woman tau . Stop being so rude . Who ya think you are ? Start talking like a proper man,or i'll assume your parents didnt teach you any manners(Hani,sorry eyh aku pakai line kau!). Jangan sampai Siti Maizurah,daughter of Amzah Salam bbual mcm takder care eyh,cause then you'll know its war .

youknowyouloveme

2009-07-06T03:05:00.001-07:00

Assalamualaikum People .

Im currently sickk,
cause i walked in th rain yesterdayy night .
Nyeknyeknyek .

So todayy,
spent the whole day movie marathon .
Was supposed to go town with Ayuni,
tapi di-cancelledkan .

So instead,
watched movie after movie .
Damnit,
idk why,
but all th movies are like love stories,
and its like,
all of it has a good ending .
Fuckk,
no such thing lah in real life .
*sighs*

So jyeahs..
Wasted siol nari .
Holiday,
abeh im sick .
Oh,
and now my head is spinning right round .
Great .

Kay people .
Sekian,
bounce .
xoxo .

2009-07-04T10:06:00.000-07:00

I AM SOO FUCKING PISSED TO TH TAHAP MAX RIGHT NANANA!
SISTY JUST READ MY FUCKING SENT MESSAGES,
AND DAMNIT,
THERES A MESSAGE THAT SHE SERIOUSLY CANT READ .
HAIQAL,
ITS ALL YOUR FAULT !
YOU MADE ME SAY ALL THOSE THINGS !

Kay,im being serkap jarang .
Sorrry b .
Fyi,
the message is dated on 4 July 2009,12.19 am .
Gi bace uh .
I am soo dead .
Agreeeeeed ??

Things are getting out of control .
We fight way too much .
Andd,
its all my fault .
Its like,
sometimes when i think back,
im like,
"Wtf,i got angry because of that?Pecahh kapa Mai?"
Well,
whatever it is,
im so sorry,
cause i know i hadnt been much fun lately .
I get worked up over so many small things .
And idk why,
but i realised your're the main victim .
Sorry uh dear .
You know kan,
a lot of things are happening in my life right now .
Whatever it is,
i love you,
and i care for you .
Guess thats why i get so worked up .
I cant bear the thought of losing you .
Well,
actually i've already lose you,
but ..
Alah,
im no good in expresing my feelings into words,
so kamu paham paham jek uh .
I just wish you're there .
Well,
you are,
but its different when we're just friends .
Dont you realise ?
I miss our relationship so much .
Do you ?
Kay,
soalan cepumas .
Dont answer please .
Reality hurts .

2009-07-02T06:55:00.001-07:00

Hello girls and gays .
Maizurah's back,
stronger than ever .
Kay,
wth .

So well,
just now had school .
Sumpah i dint concentrate much
in MT class .
I was busy thinking .
Of what ?
Dont ask .

So jyeahs,
got called out by Mdm Noorbaya Rahmat
to answer a question .
Tergagap-gagap dibuatnyer !
Nyeknyeknyek .
Pdan muke kau,Maizurah .
Sape suro daydream ?
Heees .

Oh,
and Haiqal didnt come school todayy .
So nobodyy to talk to uh .
Takkan nak bobal ngan th gozilla in front of me kan ?
;D

So lepas sekolah,
headed to Athirah's crib with kaki gayreks .
Watched Mirrors,
or isit Mirror ?
-.-"
STM in progress .
*winkwink*

But sumpah aku benci th ending .
Its soo,
tak satisfying .
pffffft .
i wanna sue .

So jyeahs,
headed home .
Bathed up and golek here and there on th bed .
Then,
got a call from Mr Coldstuff .
Hahahaa,
nak tau ape tak ?
Hes actually not angry with me tau .
What Hani said was oh-sangat-betul .
Lets give Hani one clap .
*clap*
-.-"

Hahaha,
so percume sahaje Maizurah Amzah
frust menonggeng sorang-sorang .
Heees .
Seriously,
i hope he didnt read my posts,
cause sumpah i'll be paiseyy to the tahap maksima .

Kay,
i guess itu sahja buat kali ini .
Till then,
bounce .
xoxo .

Muhammad Haiqal Bin Zailani,
get well soon tau !
Im glad we're talking to each other again .
Aku rindu kamu banyak banget tau !
Ohh,
dan,
tak mau think of her too much aite .
See,
because of her you demam .
tsktsktsk .
Ni hah,
ini "betine" nak cakap yang
whatever choice you make,
i'll be happy for you .
Whatever happens,
im gonna be there for you tau .
Ehh you know what ?
You want me to talk to your gf tak ?
I dont wanna see you sad anymore
just because of a girl
whos tahap ke-jambuan not even near mine .
Cheybah,
just joking .
-.-"
But im serious about me talking to her tu ehk .
Alright then,
lastly,
Talk to me when you want to .
Pape picet kay .
Dah,
bounce .

2009-07-01T02:44:00.000-07:00

Hey p.
Had school.
Dismissal time was 12.30,
cause SEL period was cancelled .
Whats up with Rajamogan ?
-.-"

After school,
headed to cwp with Hani .
Walked aroundd,
then went kfc
to meet up with Seri,Nazihah and Kierah .
There,
talked about stuff .

Godddddddddddddddddddddddddd..This is such a freaking boring post. Sorry people,im just not in the mood uh .

2009-06-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

[Second post of the day]

So well,
just stopped studying .
I couldnt concentrate at all,
cause felt really guilty bout something .
Kept reading back all my sent messages
instead of studying .
So puas hati stoop jek kan ?
Nyeknyeknyek .
And i hadnt even finish Maths assignment yet .
HEH,
gasak die lah .
Heeee .

Oh darnit,
Mai,
stop saying gasak itu,gasak ini .
Remember,
because of this you lost him .
So stop that word usage !

Wait,
let me count to ten,
then i'll move on .
Im having flashbacks now .
Yikes .

Kay,
sudah .
Im glad tomorrow will be a short day .
School ends at 1.15 yaww !
Andd the periods are like,
so mcm slack gitu .
Kay best .

Oh and,
i was thinking .
Isit true that when
you love a guy too much,
he will no longer be attracted to you ?
Cause well,
thats how im feeling right now .
:(

Hey hunn .

Whats with you ?
Kayfine,
so tadi iread back my messages .
Guess one of it is kinda rude.
i tersalah cakap .
Sorry uh .
I wasnt sensitive to your feelings .
Tapi you know me kann,
thats how i text .
You kalau marah pon jangan teros MIA uh .
Bbual lah ngan i kalau u marah ke ape .
When we were still together dulu you mcm gini .
Takkan skarang,
when we're just friends,
you nak mcm gini jugak ?
Something got to change for the better tau .
I taknak sume stay the same mcm dulu .
We fight wayyyy too much tau dulu .
I taknak skarang pon mcm gitu .
At least talk to me when you're not happy with something lah .
You know,
sometimes,
i feel like as though you're taking advantage of me tau .
Mcm,
you no longer love me,
and you wanna get rid of me,
so,
you sengaje carik gaduh ngan i,
so i'll hate you .
Tell me im wrong,hunn .
I can't imagine you so mean liddat .
Dah uh,
whatever it is,
im really sorry kay ?
Hope to hear from you soo again aite .
Alright,
bounce .
xoxo .

Yours,
Mailove .

2009-06-30T04:47:00.000-07:00

Hello Earthlings .

Firstly,
MALAY STUDENTS,
HARAP MAKLUM YANG THE SAJAK APE NTAH IS CANCELLED ,
DUE TO H1N1 .
Kalau pape picet aite .

So well today,
had school .
Goshhhh,
im sooo jealous of some people
cwhos school start only next week .
pfffft .
Jealous i .

Aaaah,
so got scolded by Mdm Baya
for texting in class .
Nyeknyeknyek,
its all your fault b!
*shaked butt*

After school,
headed to Causeway Point,
bought bubble tea then headed to Long John.
Ate there,
and headed home .

Right now,
nephew is trying to climb onto my lap,
by pulling my arm and my boobs .
Yes people,
it hurts .
-.-"

ANDD DAMMIT PEOPLE,
I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS !

Kay,
thatts about all,
i guess .
What more can you expectfrom a school girl ?

Till then,
bounce .
xoxo .

p.s Are you angry with me ? Im sorry if i did something that hurts your feelings kay ? Really .

2009-06-29T07:53:00.001-07:00

Heyho Hawtstuffs !

Just finished looking at my match videos .
Realised i posted two of the same videos,
andd no.3 match was not posted .
Hani Humairah,
mcm mane kau boleh confident sangat aku patot menang
when round 3 kau belom tengok ?
Ape lahh b..
Cam pah sahaja .
-.-'

So well jyeahs,
todayy had school .
Went to school with my hair looking
like some berserabut bulu ayam .
Nyahahaha,
i dont care about how i look in school uh .
Its like,
sape mau tengok,
kau bilang aku ?
I mean,
sumpah im only faithful to one person .
Itu sahaja .
He alone got me lovestonedd,
nobody else .
Huahuahua .
Im stupidd,
i know .

So well,
in school i swear i was like a walking zombie,
hardly unable to keep my eyes open ,
especially in Science,
where i actually slept half of the time .
Nyahahaha,
tapi serious shit boring tau .
Moreover,
im sitting di sebelah dua mangkuk,
err i meant manusia
yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai haiwan cikgu .
Huahuahua,
teachers pet,maksudku .
Andd lagipon,
im sitting right in front of teacher's desk,
so well,
im forced to pay attention .
Knnccb .
No more eating in class,Maizurahh .

Nyeknyeknyek .
Im still going to .
;D

So lepas tu,
went back home .
Yadayadayada,
i dont wish to elaborate .

Andd woit,
I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS !
SOMEBODYY ACCOMPANY ME UHHH !
Dari hari tu seyy da ckp .
pfffffffffft .

okeh bounce .
xoxo .

2009-06-28T07:04:00.000-07:00

Heyho Readers !
So well,
yours truly just got back from Pencak Silat Closing Ceremony .
So well,
got my bronze medal in th endd .
Nyahahahaaha .
Im still sore for not getting my gold tau .

Dammit .

OHHH,
AND TO STUDENTS,
WELCOME BACK TO SCHOOL AITE !
Nyahahahaha,
iknow .
-.-"
Sumpah aku pon besok malas nak gi sekolah .
Goshhh ..
pfffft .

Okeh,bounce. xoxo .

Andd to you,
well,
your behavior today got me thinking uh .
Well,
when i think about it,
i seriously dont have the right to
stop you from liking that SSS girl tau .
We dont even have anything between us now perh .
You're free to do whatever you want .
I cant stop you .
Seriously,
now,
i just want to see you happy uh .
So do whatever you want .
I dont mind .
Wait,
i cant say i dont mind .
I'll try not to aite .
Kay,
so fine you can sayy you dont even like that girl,
but im just saying for the future also kay .
So pape uh .
Asalkan kau bahagie .

[HEH ,im so proud of myself .]

2009-06-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

Sumpah aku sayang benar ini gambar . Both of us look hawt larhh seyy .
Hawtstuffs in the ayer,eh ayer!

Heyho People of the Galaxy !

Maizurah's backk,
yett again ..
Please clap .

[HEH,
I sound soo cheerful .
Only God knows how im feeling right now .]

Alrightt,
so just got back from
Persisi .
Watched Toncet fight against Seligi Tunggal Angakatan .

Andd fuckk,
she won .
She got goldd .
pffffffffffft .

IM SUPPOSED TO BE THE ONE WHO GET GOLD TAU !
Sheeeeeesh,
menyumpah aku buatnye !
-.-"

Ohh,
and fyi,i cant believe shes sec four !
She looks like a sec two lahh erh .
Nyahahahaahaha,
im being oh-so-mean .

Ohhh,
and im soo proud of Mira for getting Gold .
Wooots .
Oh and same goes to the other Pesilats who fought todayy .
;DDDDDDD

So jyeahs,
lepas match balek umah .
Got scolded by Daddd,
for idk what reasons .
Huahuahua .

Okeh,
bounce .
xoxo .

Heyy Mr,
Right now,
im really dumbfounded .
Why'd you suddenly react liddat ?
Im sorry if i hurt your feelings kay .
Im just curious .
Curious of everything .
Alright then,
for now,
lets just keep things slow erh .
I dont want anymore of those kind
of reactions .
I feel so guilty tau .
Whatever it is,
im sooorrrry banget kayy ..?

Oh dan,
i just viewed Haiqal's blog .
Thanks hunneh for that post .
Sayanggg kamu to the tahap maxima !

Ohhh lastly,,
I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS!
Pleaseeeee,
sape sape nak accompany ?
Maizurah dont wish to be a loner in a movie theatre !!
*winks*

2009-06-26T09:34:00.001-07:00

Alright,
before we begin,
guys,
watch the videos above .
I purposely made the videos real big,
so it'll be clear .
Im the one in red belt .
Watchhh,
andd observe aites .

Kay,
da tengok erh ?
Nowwww,
who ya think deserve to win ?
Me or that Toncet ?
I made her fall twice,
she didnt make me fall at all .
Well,
let me share the results erh .

That Aishah Toncet girl from Grasio .
She won .

The judge is soo freaking biasedddd !
Mak die peyh jantan uh !
Knncccb .
Just because Toncet is from Grasio,
they let her win just liddat .
Dammit .

Aaaaah,
tapi takpe uh .
I dont really mind .
HEH,
yelah tu Maizurah .
-.-"

But jyeahs,
im still getting my Bronze medal .
HEH,
if the judge wasnt biased,
i would have gotten Silver seyy .
pfffft .
Tak gune peyh jaantan .

But im oh-so-very pissed for my other pesilats tau .
Sumpah tak bedek .
Some really deserved to win uh .
Like Love(no no,not Love anymore . i'll explain later),
Syafiqah andd Haikal .
Trust me,
theyy really deserve to win tau .
Kiwakkk,
its soo unfair uh !
pfffffffffft .

Alright,
lets move on .
Another news erh .
We broke up,yet again
due to conflicts .
Andd i guess this is it .
Its over .
No more make-ups .
Just this .
*sighs*
Serve you right,
Mai .

Hey Love .
Forget your explanation .
Forget my explanation .
The truth is that,
you dont even love me anymore .
Why didnt you tell me earlier ?
I'll save my breath,
you'll save yours .
Why you have to cover up
by saying we'll just be friends ?
You could have just toldd me tau .
But insteadd,
you manipulated your words .
But lucky for me ,
I askedd .
If i hadnt,
i wouldnt have known th truth .
At least now im no longer in my fantasy world,
where only us exists .
Stupidd me .
I thought we'll be like Katy Perry .
"We fight we break up,we kiss we make up ."
Well,
i am dead wrong .
But heyy,
thanks for crashing my hopes .
Truth is that,
there'll never be a lovestory between us right ?

2009-06-19T19:50:00.000-07:00

Tumbuk Keris Dan Naga
Kita pukolan punya
Eh ah eh ah
Tak gentar
;DDDDD

Lets start this post by blogging yerterday's event aite ?

Alright,so yesterterdayy,had kenduri instead for Silat training. Its for the pesilats whos going for PSK . So well jyeahs,i was really takot . Kes da menggeletar sume tau . Padahal my match is on the Sundayy seyy . -.-" But trust me,its s-c-a-r-y .

So todayy,here i am blogging at 10 51. Today's Pencak Silat Kebangsaan Opening Ceremony and im super duper excited x 1000000 . And i can't seem to understand why,but im a little scaredd .
Love's match is todayy,and im really excited for him . Jiayou b !

Okay,bounce . xoxo

Hey Lady Gaga's Boyfriendd .
So well jyeahs,
today's your much waited match .
Ayyy,
jangan takot tau .
You'll be battling with a guy,
whos peguruan we dont even know .
It doesnt matter .
Remember,
menang kalah adat pertandingan .
I, in fact the whole
Seni Silat Pukolan ,
will be there for you no matter what aite .
Lastly,
love,
give it all you got aite .
;D

Oh yea,i forgot . Syafiqah's match is also today ehhh . So goodluck aite .Im behind you no matter what . ;) Sayang kamu jugak tau !

2009-06-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

Heyho faithful readers !
Maizurah Amzahh is backk !
Kay wth,
second post of the day .
i got no life .
oh hell no,
i do have a life .

Alright,
latest news eyh .
im currently backk with Mr Coldstuff !
Wooots .
People dont just read .
Smile,
and say,
"AWWW..I KNEW THESE TWO ARE FATED FOR EACH OTHER!"

-.-""""

Okeh right .
So well you see,
after i post the earlier post(look bawah),
yours truly went online .
After a while,
Mr Coldstuff went online .
And yaadaaayaadaayadaaa,
talked bout us .
Then yadadadadadadad,
got back together .
Touching pah ini story?
Please cry .

Then at 6+,
met up with him,
cause he wanted to go eat kat ap .
So jyeah,
teman him eat .
Then,walked around .
Sat down and talked .
Nyahahahahaaha .
*winks*
Oh anddd,
shucks,
somebody saw us together lurh seyyyy !
Shit,
hope hes not gonna tell other pesilats,
and other riversidians seyy .
Hell,
he bukak his mouth,
he's gonna get it from me .
Kay,
cam pah .

Reachedd home at 9.30pm,
andd got scoldedd by dad .
heeees .
Whatever it is,
iknowheloveme.

Oh,
gotta go now people .
Besok need to wake uuppp early uh .
I promised b i'll go jogging in the morning .
(My weight is a whore uh .)

Okay,
bounce .
xoxo

2009-06-17T23:31:00.000-07:00

Heyho Hawtstuffs!

im currently missing my kaki gayreks . andd of course,mr coldstuff . i'll never stop missing him . asswipe ;D now,rotting at home . i just dont feel like going out now . credits to mr coldstuff . sheesh . i miss going out with him . oh gush,*flashbacks*!

but well,one thing for sure . sundayyy,im gonna do it for myself . not for you,and not for anybody else . i'll forget everything on that day . its just me and that grasio girl in the gelanggang . for that day,you wont even exist . i'll be strong,cause isnt Maizurah Amzah super hot Supergirrl?

but for now,im still missing you hunn *winks*

yikes .

alright then . bounce,xoxo .

Are you there,God? Its me,Maizurah. Everything is still not in its proper place yet . Do speed up my requests . Please .

2009-06-17T01:43:00.000-07:00

Dengarlah Matahariku
suara tangisanku.
Ku bersedih kerana panah
cinta menusuk jantungku.

Ucapkan Matahariku
puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu
menalukkan waktu

Alright . Im addicted to malay songs . Like gosh,jak bile Maizurah Amzah jiwang ni ?

Woaa,i have to go counselling soon .

Ohh jyeahs people . Hottest news . My Pencak Silat Kebangsaan match(semi-finals) is on this coming SUNDAYY ! Its at 5.45pm,at Bedok Sports Hall(Arena A) . Okay people,i wont tell you people details if i dont expect people to come andd watch me spar aite .;D *muke tak tau malu*

Cheydebab,im kidding . Dont come tau orang . -.-"

Ohh,andd one more thing . i feel like adopting a cow . I'll call her Mary,the cow .

Alright,nothing else . Okeh,bounce. xoxo

2009-06-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

I miss your kisses,
I miss your hugs .
I miss you scolding me
when i eat too much .
I miss you telling
me Grasio is nothing to to be scaredd of .
I miss you reminding me
that i had you eat my unfinished
cheeseburger that had already turned cold that day .
I miss you cuddling close to me.
I miss you telling me that im the only one you love .
i miss you .

People who understand what had happenned,please hush hush aite ?i I dont want the whole world to know .

Alright then,todayy did nothing but golek here and there on the bed . Was supposed to go Sentosa with Hani and others,but sorry aite hunns,i need time for myself uh . Im still recoveringg. *sighs in frustration*

Currently,im eating Milo power straight from the metal bigg can . Todayy,didnt eat any ice-cream,or chocolate .All due to the really tak lame lagi Pencak Silat Kebangsaan 2009.To sad people who hadnt know and had just recently start reading my blog,well,yours truly is currently sparring against Grasio next week.

And oh yes,I,Maizurah Amzah,actually ate vegetables !Maizurah Amzah even cut down her rice portion tahu!Like woaa,major accomplishent for a die-die carnivore . Please clap your hands . I'll smile .

Idk what to say now . Just that behind this weird(andd colourful)blog post,im actually hurting very much . Do not be too happy when you read my blog posts . Be sad for me too . Cry for me if you must,though then i'll think you're over reacting .

Okayyy,since im beginning to talk shit,i'll just end my post here aite . Okeh bonce,xoxo .

2009-06-14T21:57:00.000-07:00

Are you there,God?Its me,Maizurah . Just that other day,i was uber thankful to you,cause you finaally fulfilled my wish,the most-wanted one . But then,why did you let this happen ? I don't understand why this is happenning.Whats his main reason for doing as so ? I got to know he's in a very messed-up situation now.So God,will you please lighten his load? Theres just too much going on in his life .I love him too much to see him like this .Please answer my prayers,God .

Maizurah Amzah
xoxo

2009-06-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

Hello Everybodyyy !
Currently,
i think im the happiest girl alive .
Nyaaahaaahaa ,
110609 ..
;DDDDD

CAUTION : THIS WILL BE A REALLY BORING POST .READ IF YOU MUST .

Oh,so well,todayy was greatt .Nothing went wrong .Phewww,
*wipes forehead*

Okeh,so woke up,kemas rumah andd all .then slacked around with little cousin .Wore face mask,andd heyy,i swear its relaxing .
*makes a mental note to wear it every two days*

So then,got a text msg from *coughshisname*So hence,at 3 went out .But jyeahs,
before that had to run some erands for Mummikins .Tapi tak pasal uh,since *coughshhisname* was by my side .
Kay,ape sajerlarh Mai ckp ni .
-.-

Oh,so initiallyy,we just wanted to eat mac at ap . But since sister wanted to go shop,decided to head to cwp .

Reachedd there,headed to mac . Nyaahaaahaa,i took an effing long time to finish the meal uh,i swearr . All thanks to *coughshisname* .
;DDDDDDDD

After that,i actually wanted McFlurry but *coughshisname* knew i couldnt eat much,so he didnt allow me to . So meann,tapi end up, bought bubbletea insteadd .

After that,walked around cwp . And %^&*(),met Diyanah andd other SJAB clan . Guys,shush about the whole thingg aite ? Oh,and Diyanah andd Izwan,i aint a minah rep,andd *coughshisname* isnt too . So there ! *shakes butt*

After that,dont know why,but we decided to walk back home for idk what reasons . But im gladd i did . Onthewayy,stopped by idk what name-d parkk . There,sat down andd chatted .
;DDDDDDDDDD

Reachedd home at 6.45.

Then,aaahh,im lazy to write more .Besides,its nothingg perh . But ohmygoshh,i am super duper lazy to go basketball practice . Nyahaahaaa . Lazy pigg .

Oooooh,speaking of pigg,has Petom finished hibernation under my bed already ? i sure do miss her . do you ?

okeh then,
bounce .
xoxo

2009-06-09T09:40:00.000-07:00

I dont know what im doing here at 12 41 .
Huahuahua,
guess i feel lonelyy .
Mr Colddstuff is idk (insertword) .
Nyaahaahaa .
Nvm uh ,
only time can tell .
Eeeek,
itu sentence boleh biken geram uh .
Fuck that sentence,
veryy much .

Right now,
idk what im doing with this particular person .
We're chatting via personal messaged .
HEH,
i still aint talking to you,
you jantan kebret who owns a non-animated blog .
;DDDDD

Mr Sejukbende,
what are we exactly ?
Explain,please ?
Its complicated ?
knnccb .

2009-06-07T06:23:00.000-07:00

Valentines,in Stone Age .
Siak uh ?
Jantan-jantans,
you do that to your girlfriends,
andd I,
Maizurah Amzah,
will personally go down andd huntyou down .
Period .
;DD

Aaaaah,so ini hari ade Silat. I guess it was one of the best TRAININGS ever,causei felt reaaally satisfied after it . Nyaaahaaahaaa ,

Anddd hottest news ever ; I'LL BE SPARRING AGAINST GRASIO FOR PSK!
Like woaaa,im effing scared .
*bites nails*

So after Silat,went back home . At 4+ went out with *coughs his name* . Hahaa, i just dont want to elaborate now .I guess its still too early uh ?

But one thing for sure,
Mr Coldstuff,
iloveyou .
Thanks for making todayy great .
;DDDD

2009-06-06T07:55:00.000-07:00

[ Second post of the day. I seriously have no life . ]

"Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down . "

Whats stated above is reallyhardd to accompish .Love knocked me down real hardd,andd i swear,i cant get up .But jyeahs,relationship with Mr Coldstuff is brightening up .It was just a misunderstanding,andd I,Maizurah Amzah,was just being over-sensitive ,as usual .
*sighs*

But well,i dont want to get my hopes up .Like what bie said,Mr Coldstuff didnt promise me anything .But yeahh,this makes songs like"Promise in the dark" andd "Turn Around"
so hard to apply in my life .Sheeesh,im talking shit .

Oh btw,im really scared for Pencak Silat Kebangsaan . Im scared i' ll be overweight AGAIN andd be disqualified . I soo need to be on diet . Ohyourgosh,MAIZURAH,DAUGHTER OF AMZAH SALAM,ON DIET ??!! THE WORLD IS CORRUPTED!
Oh great,second time crapping .Im so proud of myself . But people, if you're fortunate enough to even go out with me,please ensure that i dont eat much .
Cheydebab,kau pikir kau mane nyer hawtstuff Mai?

Aaaah,
here i am,
blogging @#$% at 11 14 pm alone in the dark .
Anak dara siapa ini ?
-.-"

Okeh,
bounce .
xoxo. .

2009-06-05T18:56:00.000-07:00

Hello Hunnehkinzabcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz!

Well yesterdayy,didnt go for Basketball,cause i was sick .Andd because there was nobody to jage my my cousin .Alahh,besides,Ayuni dan Hani pon takder,so ..Heees,paham paham sahaja uh .
*smiles*

Alright then,at night went Silat .Did sparring,and ohmygosh,i did very badly .I guess it wasbecause i was like,nervous,cause Syafiqah was 10kg heavierthan me ?Or was it becauseoneof the instructors just cant shut his mouth,andd kept criticizing my every move ?

Nevertheless,managed to make Syafiqah fall twice,but all thanks to luck .
Nyaaaahaaahaa .

But jyeahs,i did super badly,andd hence,lepas tu muke teros daa mcm #$%^ .Andd yes,at some point of time,i nearly cried ..HEH,si cengeng ni !

But till now,
im very disappointed in myself .
Period .

Are you there God? Its me,Maizurah . Ive been praying a lot,surely you know that . Well,i know
it takes time andd all,but can you speed up my requests ? I've been waiting oh-so patiently,
so dont you think i deserve it ? Please and Thank You ,

Maizurah Amzah .

2009-06-03T08:30:00.000-07:00

Cheer up kay Bie ?
Sayaaaannng kamu dinoloads!

Mr Coldstuff,

i dont know what to do now.i melt when i see you . i dont know why . but today is just a bigg severe disappointment. it started out really well,but towards the end .. i dont know what to say,how to feel . its not like as though you promised me anything right ? but well,one thing for sure,i didnt know the reason you did that is because nobody else will,and thereby you feel as though you're forced to . i thought you did it cause you wanted to,cause you cared. guess i was wrong huh ? oh, andd what you said towards the end ..why ? i didnt know thats how you felt . it was mean . like woaa,i dont know what to do . you're ruining my life . you're disrupting my concentration . your image appears whenever . im confused . am i just a friend , or something more ? because sometimes it seems like as though you really care , but sometim es , it seems as though you dont give a zilch bout me . ohmygosh . im scared . really , truly i am . im scared you treat me no more than a friend . i swear i'll break down there and then . i broke down just now ,
and is still not over it now . see how you affect me ? i can't believe i've fall for you as hard as i did . mr coldstuff, you've truly kncoked me down , real harrdd . andd , i just cant back up . the impact is just wayy too great . whatever it is , whatever you do , i know i'll still be behind you no matter what . heyy , sometimes i feel like as though im really st upidd . ahh , whatever, im already lovestoned , so well .. i just dont care now . you've already knocked me down . so heyy , im at loss at whether to give you the cold shoulder or just treat you normally . ahhh , lets just hand all of these to fate,anddd to time . only time can tell . but jyeahs, you , mr coldstuff , is in my prayers , so help me godd . dont let me down , cause too much already did .

2009-06-01T08:46:00.000-07:00

Heyho Orang-Utans !
Its now 11.47,
and i just got back home from Persisi,
which is like,
the rumah Silat .

So jyeahhs,
managed to get in Category A,
eventhough i was a little overweight .
Teeeheees .

But the guy taking my weight...
Fuyoooh .
Geram seyy!
Serious speaking,
die betol betol mintak kenek biken tau !
Cheybah,
i sound like a yp now .
^^

Reached Admiralty at 11.36pm .
Anddd like the other dayy ..
Well ,
i dont wanna mention anything here for now .
Only time will tell .
Just that,
i really wish,
this just aint a crush only .
*sighs*
But jyeahs,
only time will tell .

Kay bounce,
xoxo .

2009-05-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

*Acim's favourite picture .
;D

Hasyim,
ape ni ?
I cant believe you're leaving Riverside soon .
I cant believe you're leaving 2/7 .
Sebagai kawan,
aku sayang kau banyak banyak tau,
jadi of course,
i'm gonna miss you tremendously .
T-R-E-M-E-N-D-O-U-S-L-Y .
You're a really good friend tau .
One i can always count on .
Kalau kau tuka sekolah,
aku nak bbual @#$& ngan sape ?
Abeh,
Maths sape nak buat aku distracted
kalau bukan kau ?
Kau uh,
since kau kirekan daa terpakse tuka sekolah,
i wish you goodluck on your
future endeavours aite .
Whatever it is,
dont forget us,
and most importantly dont forget me tau !
We can still meet up kan ?
Macam laa kau nak migrate ..
But seriously,
im gonna miss your shitty shits in Riverside .
*sighs*

Saturdayyy .

2009-05-31T07:04:00.000-07:00

Heyho Hohos !
Im sill gonna blog,
eventhough my skin itch like crazy .
Must have gotten fleas from Petom .
Tak gune punye babi !
pfffft .

So well,
Went Wild Wild Wet with
Kierah,Seri,Ayuni,Azzahra,Athirah,Hani and Maizurah .
Oh,
andd not forgetting,
Hani's totally fabulous dan gerek cousin,
Fatynn .
Shes super hot btw,
tapi too bad,
sudah sttached !
*sticks out tongue*

Went there by bus and mrt .
Took many pictures with Hani,
but dont know why,
i look ugly in all of the pictures .
pfffffffft .

Reachedd there,
andd there were @#$%^ a lot of people .
Gosh .
Just thinking bout it can
make me sesak nafas seyy .
Oh.
and George and the other dickheads were also there .
We spotted Nazihah andd her cousin too .
Dorang gerek uh .
They'll be going Escape after that siaa .
Jealous aku .

At dont know what time,
left the place and went to White Sands .
Fuck,
harapkan jek shopping mall besar .
Satu foodcourt pon takder !
tsktsktsk .

So then,
bus-ed back home,
satu satu muke stoink sebab penat .
Nyaaahaaahaaa .

Kay then,
bounce .
xoxo .

P.S
i had a bad hair dayy.
hence i wore a cap .
So what i look like a freaking yp ?
I know i aint one,
so whatever uh .
;D

Sapikah,
zaman seni daa abes uh .
Skrang olahraga,dokk .
Dulu mase buat seni
taknak semangat .
Sekarang,
banya bunyi pulak die .
pfffffft .
Sekarang bukan "CHIAAA!"
lagi uh .
Skrang "HIAKKKKK DUSH!" .
:D